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About Me

One of the most important truths that i keep in my mind is that everything happens for a reason. And let me tell you, it has never been truer. I am who i am because of my choices. Things that have happened to me in my life all bring me to where I am now, and i couldn't ask for anything more.Generally i think I'm a pretty good person. Much like everyone else, i make some bad choices and some good. I like to think I'm grounded to reality, but I must spend ample time in my little personal fantasy world to keep my head on straight. I'm told I'm a tremendously strong and brave person considering what i have been through and the paths that I've chosen to take. I'm also frequently told that I'm meant for some thing bigger than what I have now. We'll see if that's true. :)But that's me in a nutshell. You'll have to work out the details yourself.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'm always up for meeting new people. The more interesting the better, and please be able to hold a conversation. If you text me, don't come at me with "hi how r u 2day." because it makes my skin crawl! :-PVocabulary aside, just say hello. you never know where new people will lead you. ^_^

My Blog

Wake Up!!

It has been quite some time since i have posted any kind of blog. i think my last one involved self loathing and a lot of pain from a break up. However that was two years ago. Funny how thinking about...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Feb 2009 02:02:00 GMT

Can't even look at him...

So it has been a year since i have posted a blog. usually because no one pays much attention to them. but here i am, writing one, because i can't bottle up any more. i'm so tired of refusing to ...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 14:49:00 GMT

Heart's Procrastination

So, i'm surfing myspace, like usual, and i come across an old friends profile. innocently, i bring up the page, scroll down to read whatever new and strange comment left to them, and i notice so...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 00:25:00 GMT

waste of time

i have decided that clubbing, of any sort is a completely pointless way to spend my valuable time. i always go, get stared at like i'm some object, and end up leaving extremely depressed. i don'...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 01:07:00 GMT

a crime and symbol

another day of sitting around and doing nothing, and once again neglecting my ability to think logically and with the full power of observation and philosophy that i believe i have. so i took the shor...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Sep 2004 07:10:00 GMT

i died somewhere in the city

Sometimes, i have the confidence of a king, and sometimes, i'm sick with the feeling that i just don't compete with those around me, and those who i feel i should be closer to. some aren't familiar wi...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jul 2004 20:37:00 GMT