cheerleding, music, eating, napping, wakeboarding, reading, listening to failed relationships, shoping( whenever i have a little extra money)
"And I can't seem to deal with total trust, there is something very wrong with me"
"And I should feel cheap but i just feel free...and a little bit empty"
"I need something I want to be close to"
"I'm completely alone at a table of friends, I feel nothing for them i feel nothing, nothing"
"I slept with the lies I keep inside my head, I found out I was guilty"
"well let the poets cry themselves to sleepand all their tearful words turn back into steam"
"Now and again it seems worse than it is but mostly the view is accurate"
"And i'm so ungrateful, i take she gives and forgives and i keep forgetting"
"When your new eyes meet mine they won't see no lies, just love...just love"
"Now I'm drunk as hell on this piano bench and when I press the keys it all gets reversed the sound of lonliness makes me happier"
"I think its more like a ghost thats been following us both something vague that we are not seeing, something more like a feeling"
"Well I did my best to keep my head"
"Just lately I've been feeling like I don't belong like the grounds not mine to walk upon"
"You were the saddest song in the shape of a woman, I thought you were beautiful but I wept with your movements"
"And I hang like a star, fucking glow iin the dark for all those starving eyes to see, like the ones we've wished on"
"But greed is a bottomless pit"
"And though i know that my actions are impossible to justify they seem adequate to fill up my time"
"I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face not this fucking wreck that has taken place"
"I will be pure no, no, i know i will be pure like snow like gold"
"You think about yourself too much and you ruin what you love"
"You are not really sure what you're doing this for but you need something to fill up the days"
"but me i'm a single cell on a serpents tongue"
"The gold medal gleams so hang it around my neck cause I am deserving it: the champion of idiots"
"You should never be embarrased by your trouble with living because its the one with the sorest throats (_________)that have done the most singing"
"I'm glad you got away but i'm still stuck out here"
"She asked me to care for you that is what she did and i went and betrayed her"
"I feel more like a stranger each time i come home so i'm making a deal with the devils of fate...let me walk away, please"
"And then the bridge desappears and I'm standing on air with nothing holding me"
"I wanna be the surgeon that cuts you open and fixes all of life's mistakes"
"I just want to make a clean escape, i'm leaving but i don't know where to"
"The worm in my heart is the apple of your eye"
"And I can't see the point of patient love when everyone just wants to get fucked"
Jane: "Theres a moment, there's always a moment, I can do this I can give into this or i can resist it, and I dont know when your moment was, but I bet you had one"
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bin laden, elanor roosevelt, oprah, johny depp, the man my mom cheated on my dad with, ALLIE CALHOUN, allie: were not really fighting everything will be ok tomarro!!!! allie: you through away all my letters how could you!!!
I'd also like to meet a boy not a man cause i don't know if i'm a woman yet, but a boy who hasn't grown up yet and dosn't know if he ever wants to! who has a nice family but isn't sure if he loves them. who dosn't lie that much and when he does can admit that hes wrong and can then tell me the truth. who loves to eat anything and everything . who has a passion and can understand when i let mine take over my whole life for like three weeks out of the year! who has goals and is on their way to acheiving them, and not just living some life that they never had in a plan. come the heck on, go for something, man up, try a little more. i hate those people who aren't going for their biggest dream!!! who also loves me for me! I can be mean and snotty and gross and polite and ugly and rarely pretty and even on occassions absolutly noncommunicatable (won't talk to neone)(don't know why)!!!! that stuff happens once in a while why can'y anyone understand! who dosn't like change that much! who hates fake people! who loves their friends with a deep unexplanable passion!!! Who would die for someone they don't know! who sit alone with me when the power goes out and listen to me cry not yell at me! who would try my food inventions not tell me thats gross with no proff to back up that statement! who would run far away with me for one night so we could feel what its like to be away from it all! who would get me over a few of stupid fears like robbers, the dark, rappest, spiders, big dogs, motorcycles ( this one especially cause i like the little ones but the big ones just make me wanna cry, other humans can ride them but i can't just dosn't make any sense) who would tell me when i have food in my teeth or my hair is messed up! who would be their for me when a death happens cause i still don't know how to deal with them!!! who would grow old with me in some little house and have 7 kids with me and a shit load of grand kids! Who would work with me not for me! I can support myself I just want a partner to hang out with and on occassions hump! who tell me when i don't look good and praise me when i do ( lets be serious thats not that often)! who would be there for me when i call all of my best friends and no ones with in 15 minutes! who would listen just to listen and then tell me whAT he thinks not interrupt! who would wake up in the middle of the night with me and tell me what dance move looks better then the other! I just want a male version of all of best friends put togther and is a little taller then them and way hotter! Sorry to those who actually read this whole thing i just got in a fight with a ex that told me to go whine about it so i am!
NOFX, taking back sunday, rise against, brand new, finch, thursday, blink 182, saosin, new found glory, sex pistols, strung out, jenifer lopez, billy idol, kelly clarkson, anti flag, cyndi lauper, story of the year, atreyu, good riddance, the get up kids, skye, against me, madonna, bright eyes, green day, blondie, no doubt,bad religon, the ataris, underoath, sparta, the postal service, plain white t's, from first to last,tiger army, hot hot heat, death by stereo, bleeding through, nirvana, jessica simpson,sheryl crow, avril , the twenty twos!!!! The killing tree,millencolin, horror pops!
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and i don't want be mrs. ex someone miss all gone wrong
and i don't want you to see exactly what you do to me
AND I DON'T WANT TO FALL IN LOVE
NO I DON'T WANT TO TRUST ANY ONE WHO MAKES ME WAKE UP SMILING
LEAVES ME BLIND!!!!
DIRTY DANCING, the note book, the wedding planner, selena, CLOSER, message in a bottle, bambi, the little mermaid, Fear and Loathing, nightmare before x mas, kids, sixteen,(if you watch those two in the same night your in for it) pretty much any movie thats completly truthful or way not!
NO BODY SITS BABY IN THE CORNER!!!
t.v. is for when your bored! so heres some lyrics to live by or cry by! i choose both! its an amazing song!
LITTLE TEXAS
What Might Have Been (Porter Howell/Dwayne O'Brien/Brady Seals)
Sure I think about you now and then But it's been a long long time I've got a good life now I've moved on So when you cross my mind
I try not to think about What might have been 'Cause that was then And we have taken different roads We can't go back again There's no use giving in And there's no way to know What might have been
We could sit and talk about this all night long And wonder why we didn't last Yes they might be the best days We will ever know But we'll have to leave them in the past
So try not to think about What might have been 'Cause that was then And we have taken different roads We can't go back again There's no use giving in And there's no way to know What might have been
That same old look in your eyes It's a beautiful night I'm so tempted to stay But too much time has gone by We should just say goodbye And turn and walk away
And try not to think about What might have been 'Cause that was then And we have taken different roads We can't go back again There's no use giving in And there's no way to know What might have been
No we'll never know What might have been
eight is enough, more then a woman( amazing), ava my story, " Mrs. Gardner havd the sort of life that novelist like Jackie Collins and Judith Krantz make up. The difference is, that Ava lived hers." - James Brady
He's Just Not That into You ( amazing yet totally funny) my advice is that it is way better to read it with a dumb girl friend they try to argue with the book it's pure comedy!! A MILLION LITTLE PIECES ! it's quite an amazing tale of a kid in rehabe! i love it!
Steve Brockman ( he's been coaching cheer for over 25 years!!!) So pretty much he's amazing! He coached with UCA, all star teams and high school! He's also a teacher! So he's me in 20 years, in a male body, with no hair, with only 2 kids(i want 7)!!!!