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About Me

*Still I wish I could find a way to say, I never thought dreams could come true Yet you showed me that they do, When you came into my life. You set my soul free, With every kiss we share. That from the moment I saw your face, These feelings washed over me Like a tidal wave agaist the jagged shore. Tell me you feel the same. Tell me there is nowhere else you would rather be. Then here at this momemnt in my arms.*
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My Interests

Pray hard, but pray with care. For the tears you are crying now Are just your answered prayers. --Nick Cave

Music:

my passion is music...... *[Courtney Love]*,*[hole]*[my chemical romance]*[a perfect circle]*[sunnydayrealestate]* [tool]*[tori amos]*[portishead]* [radiohead]*[smashing pumpkins]*[The Killers]*[Placebo]*[skinny puppy]*..*[Bjork]*..Etc...

Movies:

♥ vanilla sky ♥ The exorcism of emily rose ♥ 28 days later ♥ sin city ♥ seven ♥ the corpse bride ♥ war of the worlds ♥ the butterfly effect ♥ eternal sunshine of the spotless mind ♥ girl interrupted ♥ reservoir dogs ♥ kill bill I and II ♥ Gia ♥ constantine ♥ the village ♥ resident evil-apocalypse ♥ stigmata ♥ american history x ♥ darkness falls ♥ the mothman prophecies ♥ monster ♥ charlie and the choclate factory ♥ the amityville horror ♥ the grudge ♥ gothika ♥ napolean dynamite ♥ secret window ♥ white noise ♥ untamed heart ♥ The princess bride ♥ willow ♥ the people vs. larry flynt ♥ dreamcatcher ♥ saw I and II ♥ brokeback mountain ♥ edward scissorhands ♥ a league of their own ♥ hostile ♥ blow ♥ the shining ♥ carrie ♥ the skeleton key ♥ running scared

Television:

I wish on shooting stars ... Take song lyrics to heart... Wear makeup cause I like it not cause I need it... Rain makes me happy... Drink the Magic tea everday... Keep memories near and dear.... Love to curl up and snuggle... Having fingers ran thru my hair... Those are my eyes and not contacts... My heart is sewn together with black lace... Couldnt live without music... Super laid back..... Backstage passes... The sun is my devil... I'll bite you till ya bleed... Love ya till you leave... Black ink... Only silver jewlery... Scorpio with a harsh sting... Dreamtime is my own personal movie... There is a light in my darkness... I never said I was Perfect... Im broken with alot of fixing needed... It's the small thing's in life that make me smile... Im not looking for anything... But enjoying what I already have... Living life with my eye's fully open...

Books:

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My Blog

Memories are bleeding

..> I'll never forget the smellOf your neck so softYour heart thumping in your chestI feel the gentle clutch of your hand in mineAnd I can't breath.My heart stops stillIn a flutter of happinessWhen...
Posted by XJenX on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 04:42:00 PST

Reflection

You fill my head with lovely melodies & peaceful hyms. I look at you and see myself. A reflection of what I am & and what I want to be. Please come back and haunt me. Rest my love and awaken ...
Posted by XJenX on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 01:07:00 PST

lullaby

as i sit here drowning from my own tears i taste the bittersweet agony of defeat.. it is a travesty this love is shattered.. it was so beautiful and fulfilling like it was no longer raining in my hea...
Posted by XJenX on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 08:17:00 PST

horoscope for the day <3

Your closest relationships may feel less certain than they have in the past, but within this uncertainty is a spark that can ignite a renewal you've been seeking. Your imagination may be drifting all ...
Posted by XJenX on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 10:47:00 PST

fragile

as i set out again on this lonely path yet again.. i will not fret.. i rack my brain and try to think of what i could have done differrent.. how i could have helped my delicate flower grow stronger..t...
Posted by XJenX on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 04:29:00 PST

petals

firstly let me say.. that you are my true north.. but you follow me in any direction i go.. i can close my eyes and still see your beautiful magnetic face penetrating my mind.. when i look at you you...
Posted by XJenX on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 05:35:00 PST

the sunsets in my mind

i only wish that people could see behind my grieving eyes and see my pain.. my headaches are getting worse and beginning to consume my every thought.. there is so much in me to give the world and so ...
Posted by XJenX on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 06:42:00 PST

my valentine

here i am a boneless .. mindless person who has met my match.. someone who even breathes like i do.. my beautiful ganster lover we will float away together in oblivion and find our own nirvana in eac...
Posted by XJenX on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 06:58:00 PST

break my heart.. lust.. love

even as i sit here crying my tears of glass, and my cheeks the color of rose petals... i still am as calm as the sea during a storm.. b/c i know deep somewhere in side me i will take things from...
Posted by XJenX on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 06:14:00 PST

the flowers in my garden

the flowers in my garden arent seeming to wilt anymore.. and my smile is no longer without passion,, it is a meaningful smile that carries longing and meaningful reasons of love and passion,, i will ...
Posted by XJenX on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 08:13:00 PST