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Teh Fucking Payrez

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About Me

A little bit about me, eh?Well, let’s see…
Last time I wrote this, I pretty much had a full-on essay up here about myself, so this time I’ll try to keep it a little bit shorter, but you know me...it’s hard for me to write anything short. :-p
I’m nineteen. I’m a girl, obviously. I go to Wilson Tech. I’m a transfer student there, and I’m hoping to transfer to either William and Mary or UNC Chapel Hill for neurology and/or dramatic arts, but I’m going to apply everywhere when I graduate.
School has always been the most important thing to me. I suppose that’s why I put such emphasis on my work and things that I do pertaining to school. I’m a perfectionist to the max. I always have been. I strive to do as well as I possibly can.
Yeah…I’m a full-fledged geek. :-p
I have an unhealthy obsession with Harvard University. It’s my dream school. I attended Harvard over the past summer for summer school, and I fell even more in love than I had been before (I took an internet course from them the previous semester). I don’t believe they’ll accept me for my bachelors degree…I mean – it is Harvard, for Christ’s sakes! But I will go there one day. One way or another. Maybe my doctorate or my masters? I will go back to Cambridge.
From going to Cambridge, I really realized that I love the South, but I believe I’ll move up North sooner or later. I just identified more with everyone and everything up there – more so than I ever have here in the South.
But education isn’t the only thing that defines me. Music is another important element of my life. I couldn’t live without it. I was raised on classic rock, so naturally, I still have a love for it. The Beatles are probably the greatest band that ever played on earth. :-p But I also love a lot of metal and hardcore plus some newer rock.
I love going to shows. It’s one of the greatest pleasures I get in life. There’s nothing like going to a show and leaving with bruises from where someone stage-dived on you or kicked you while they were hardcore dancing.
Friends are extremely important to me, and I have the best in the world. We’re not too emotional (most of my friends are guys), but we're always there for each other whether we tell each other that or not.
Speaking of awesome people, I am completely and totally in love with my boyfriend, Mario Espinoza, whom I’ve been dating for two years now. Throughout our past two years, Mario’s made me an extremely happy person. He’s made me smile at times I didn’t think I could. He’s made me laugh when all I wanted to do was frown, and he’s shown me that real love can make anything in the world brighter. :-)
As for my beliefs and such, I’m Catholic, but I’m not religious. I really don’t know how I feel about religious stuff anymore. I’d like to believe there’s a God, though. I’m very vocal on all my beliefs in this matter, so if you ever strike up a conversation about religion around me, expect me to go on and on and bore you to death. :-p
I’m a very liberal person, if you didn’t know. My political views reflect my liberalness (if that’s a word). Hehehe
I believe that’s all the main stuff about me…Let me just give you a few side notes (as if this “About Me” section wasn’t long enough already, right?) :-p
Random:
*I’m pretty feminist sometimes. I’ve realized this recently after writing a bunch of feminist papers.
*I love playing video games. One of my favorites is GTA 3, but I love Guitar Hero, wii games, and all of the old classic N64 and Super Nintendo games. Can’t go wrong with old school. Hehe
*I’m a pansy for Christmas and kitties. Hehe
*I love pizza rolls, fettucini, and popcorn.
*I hate overly religious people who shove their beliefs down others’ throats.
*I hate girls who are overly obsessive with their boyfriends – i.e. those who make their boyfriends their entire lives (same with guys)
*Loud eating gets on my nerves.
*I have a lot of head aches.
*I don't care much for a lot of excessive drinking. It's just not my thing. Never has been and never will be.
*I like being sirry once in a while. :-)
*I’m very lame. :-p
*I’m a huge dork.
*I'm shy, but I love speaking in front of people. Ironic, eh?
I doubt you want to know anything else about me, but if you for some god forsaken reason do, just message me. :-p
Nice to meet you, Ladies and Gentlemen of My Space! :-)
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My Interests


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I'd like to meet:

Conan O'Brien
Trent Reznor
Paul McCartney
Johnny Depp
Jonathan Safran Foer
Anne Rice
Zhang Ziyi
members of Opeth
Lamb of God guys (again) :-D
Ozzy
We'll just assume I'd like to meet any member of the bands I've listed or any of the people listed under my heroes section.

Music:

I listen to a variety of metal, hardcore, rock, and classic rock.The following are a few bands I really love:
The Beatles
Nine Inch Nails
Lamb of God
Opeth
A Life Once Lost
Every Time I Die
Rage Against the Machine
The Red Chord
Converge
Between the Buried and Me
All That Remains
Killswitch Engage
Slayaaa (Slayer)
etc. . .

Movies:

The Matrix Trilogy
The Lord of the Rings Trilogy
House of Flying Daggers
Interview with the Vampire
Hero
Anchorman
Moulin Rouge
Curse of the Golden Flower
Jesus Christ Superstar (the 1973 version)
Pulp Fiction
The Godfather
300
Reign Over Me
The United States of Leland
The Road Home
Memoirs of a Geisha
Sleepy Hollow
Secret Window
The Nightmare before Christmas
Corpse Bride
The Fountain
Requiem for a Dream
Star Trek and Star Wars movies
Signs
The Pianist
Schindler's List
Taladega Nights
The Sixth Sense
Munich
The Fountain
The Patriot
American History X
Grandma's Boy
Lucky Number Sleven
Big Fish
Edward Scissorhands
Happy Feet
Bram Stoker's Dracula
and many, many more.

Television:

Late Night with Conan O'Brien
Arrested Development
Scrubs
Seinfeld
The Office
Without a Trace
The Daily Show
The Colbert Report
The Simpsons
Family Guy
Law and Order

There are several more, and this list makes me look like I watch a lot of television, but honestly, I don't. I only watch these shows every once in a while when I have time.

Books:

Interview with the Vampire
and the other Vampire Chronicles
Everything is Illuminated
Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
The Great Gatsby
The Stranger
The End of Faith
Our Endangered Values
To Kill a Mockingbird
The Lord of the Rings trilogy
The Hobbit
Pride and Prejudice
The Harry Potter series
The Catcher in the Rye
The Mighty and the Almighty
Dracula
'Salem's Lot
and many more.

"I must inform you, Jonathan, that I am a very sad person. I am always sad, I think. Perhaps this signifies that I am not sad at all, because sadness is something lower than your normal disposition, and I am always the same thing. Perhaps I am the only person in the world, then, who never becomes sad. Perhaps I am lucky." -one of my favorite lines from Everything is Illuminated

Heroes:

my mom
my grandfather
my aunt
my grandmother
Lonnie Chase
Professor Jan Feldman
Mario, cause he's a studmuffin.

My Blog

Tentatively titled - Trinkets

I rummage through the trunk&so much junk in here...but it's not junk.  All of this belonged to her, and how could I ever call anything she loved junk? ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-mi...
Posted by Teh Fucking Payrez on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:50:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by Teh Fucking Payrez on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 11:03:00 PST

The Sorrowful Water

Rain pummels down in a torrent of fury.Listen to each individual drop of waterfalling to the earth...Listen to the life the rain washes and the life the rain washes away. Each individual drop is a per...
Posted by Teh Fucking Payrez on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 08:23:00 PST

Frustration has taken control.

I'm not feeling well. It seems like I've been getting really tired and weak feeling for over a week now.  Actually, it has been at least a week because I remember complaining about my problems on...
Posted by Teh Fucking Payrez on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 06:28:00 PST

I'm so sick

of stupid little girls on myspace. If you're 14-years-old, there is no need for you to post pictures of yourself in your underwear looking slutty. Actually, no matter what age you may be, there's no n...
Posted by Teh Fucking Payrez on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 03:46:00 PST

I looked in the mirror today,

and I saw a 19-year-old young woman. It shocked me. God, I can't believe I'm pretty much grown up. It's weird, Man. There are soooo many things ahead of me now. It's frightening but exciting.  ...
Posted by Teh Fucking Payrez on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 02:48:00 PST

A New Beginning to Something Old...

Life's complicated, and sometimes it's hard to know what's the right thing to do...or say...or feel. But I want to try again.  I really do.  It just feels right. I may be a fool, but it feel...
Posted by Teh Fucking Payrez on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 07:25:00 PST

It's raining...It's raining....

Okay, so the title of this blog has absolutely nothing to do with the content, but I'm listening to this song whilst writing it, and I just thought I'd include a few lyrics...just for fun.  :p &n...
Posted by Teh Fucking Payrez on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 07:18:00 PST

Sadness...

I dreamt I was in pain...hurt...sad...heartbroken... and I awoke to learn I felt the same. It was real. My dream was real.  :(
Posted by Teh Fucking Payrez on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 07:09:00 PST

Lamb of God and Opeth!!!! ......and Sanctity...hehe

I'm sorry it's taken me so long to write this blog, but I've been pretty busy with school, and this past weekend, I was out of town on my anniversary trip : ),  but I've finally decided to go ahe...
Posted by Teh Fucking Payrez on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 11:15:00 PST