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About Me

Stick around and you will find out. The truth is that you probably will never read this because people never actually go to your profile unless they dont know who you are. In that case they are doing it to make sure you arent some crazy stalker. The most interesting part about this is that even if you did read it then you wont remember it, well except for in this case and that is only because you think what i have written here is hilarious to a point. The bigger truth about writing anything here is that you will never know me unless we have an actual conversation rather than you being creppy and reading my about me hoping to gain some insight into my extremely complex life. love layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Idk you tell me? you someone i would want to meet? Can you honestly answer this question? My guess would be probably not and i only say that because you have no clue if you have the type of personality i can get along with. Of course why would you? Then again you are probably thinking that this whole thing is insane. You are thinking that i ask too many questions and well frankly all this babbling is quite annoying. If you are literate you will notice that i have misspelled babbling. Ha Ha Life has boundaries and its only fun if you are willing to break them.

My Blog

The Hole

i feel so lost in this hidden world. the sadness stays away but only until im alone. its when i feel alone that it hurts the most. the pain starts in my chest and spreads throughout my entire body. th...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Nov 2009 23:45:00 GMT

Past Life

This is for Justin and it may possibly shed some light on current situations. Given another chance never meant to last the pain and greif follow her like a shadow of death she only wishes to w...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 04:25:00 GMT

shattered hearts

my heart beat sounds like an echo in an empty hall my tears burn trails down my face leaving nothing but black trails behind never to dissapear, forever a sign of my greif each moment leaves a scar so...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 04:42:00 GMT

only yourself

how bad can things get?im willing to betwhen i hit rock bottom i can keep diggingthat i can make things worsejust by thinking who will be there to save me?in my time of needmaybe family or a friendwil...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 20:01:00 GMT

will real pain ever go away?

sometimes i look at my life and think yeah im doing preaty good. at the same time sometimes i think wow i dont know how i get through each day. i just feel like i have lost so much that i wont ever be...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 14:50:00 GMT

Life sucks

Life sucks no matter where i look i just see pain. I feel soo alone all the time. When people die you cry and let go right? Why is it that i cant even seem to except it?
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 15:54:00 GMT