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About Me

You don't understand me And you probably never will, Got a tendency to self destruct And a soft spot for the filth,A hair trigger temperament A switchblade for a tongue, Walking one man genocide Black belt in corrupt,Love me, hate me, isolate me Everyday that I'm alive, Strait up, mentally unstable You don't have to like my life,I'm a jinx, a curse, some say the worst I'm a savage, rabid beast, Been called so many fucking things It doesn't affect me in the least,Love me, hate me, isolate me Everyday that I'm alive, We live to prove you wrong, it's easy When your heart is filled with ice,Chapters in my life define me Changed me into this deprived, Strait up, mentally unstable You don't have to like my life,

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Your Birthdate: June 2
Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life.The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

My Blog

Cutting the strings

- Listening...  To the sound of nothing...  And erie silence... Followed by..  EMPTYNESS!!- My heart is empty, like a sinking ship, drowning in the water's how i feel tonight... feel tonight. So stop ...
Posted by on Mon, 04 May 2009 16:49:00 GMT

truthful lies

- I met you again years later, an instant click and we are back to normal. But i wont be normal for long.- I sneak to see you just for a while. Drop you off and watch you go to him. My heart shatters ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 08:36:00 GMT

Real

- Sitting in this room as the darkness surrounds me, a voice whispers then fades out. Alone at last all is quiet, the last light leaves my eyes. - Outside in the snow, cold and wet. A tornado is comin...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 15:16:00 GMT

Dead End

-This road is soft and light. I've taken it thousands of times before. The thought of you disapears for a split second, and then comes back as i take this road again.- Pain for pain, it doesn't make s...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 04:38:00 GMT

waste

-One more breath to take. One more sigh to do. Left in bed to waste. nothing more to be.-Close your eyes and see. A bright white light for me. No more life to live. Me.. so empty...- No more sleep nee...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 04:20:00 GMT

night time sun

-As the  moon goes down, my sun comes up. Awake to my alarm, a reach and turn it off. Getting dressed and off i go. Another day inside my world.-Most go to sleep and i am awake. Into the darkness my s...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 19:08:00 GMT

Dream come true

-Like a nightmare it haunts me night after night. It never eases up or gives in. Tonight i wont be alone but i will be alseep as i hope for tomorrow to never come. -Don't wait up for me. I will see yo...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 18:22:00 GMT

Even people who never frown eventually break down

Straight from left end. They`ll shout corrections. And i`ll decline. I`ll decline. A source of comfort. Or some protection. And i`ll decline. I`ll decline.
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jan 2009 03:36:00 GMT

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What do I do to ignore them behind me?Do I follow my instincts blindly?Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?Do I sit here and try to stand it?Or do I...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 19:35:00 GMT

catch you up on things

shit, i havent wrote one of these in a long long time.  so i will catch you up on my life if you care lol,    Well im not at the mall anymore and im not with the same girl i was. ...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 18:31:00 GMT