another holiday death |
Over 6 years ago, my dad died right between thanksgiving and christmas. Yesterday, I found out my Aunt Debbie, my dad's sister, died right near easter. She was only 51. My dad was only 50 when he died... Posted by on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 07:28:00 GMT |
It's almost over |
The Carver OT is about to come to an end. I will still be getting some OT from my new building but nomore 12 hour shifts. My back, neck, knees, shoulders and pretty much my whole body it thankful. I a... Posted by on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 17:02:00 GMT |
goals |
Ok if you know me you know i can be a bit lazy, a bit careless, and more than a bit disorganized. But when i set my eyes on a goal, I strive for it and I strive hard. I have a new goal, and i am gonna... Posted by on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 04:04:00 GMT |
the last blog |
that was a poem i wrote. I am tired becaue i woke up at 2:15 and just couldnt sleep. I cried again a long while. then about a half hour to 45 minutes ago i decided to write down some of my feelings an... Posted by on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 03:46:00 GMT |
the unknown |
Right now I am fearful.I never felt as strongly as I do.I need to work on some thingsBut I still want to be with you.You go out and that doesnt bother meBut now that your away from me I'm scared.Afrai... Posted by on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 03:05:00 GMT |
IT HURTS |
Jen asked for a break, and even though i t hurts i respect it, but now she changed all her stuff to single, and that just makes me feel like its more of a break up than the "break " she requested Posted by on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 23:28:00 GMT |
cant sleep |
well my life has hit rock bottom. the love of my life my everything wants to go on a break. breaks almost never work out for the best. the thing is i question the reasoning for the break, not that the... Posted by on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 20:19:00 GMT |
a break |
Jen says she needs a break. but the only break i see right now is my heart Posted by on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 17:07:00 GMT |
:-( |
"Never Too Late"(Three Days Grace) This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's no... Posted by on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 17:03:00 GMT |
6 years |
well today marks 6 years. Dad i miss you. 6 years ago today was one of the saddest days of my life. Things are starting to fall into place for me though. I hope you are proud of what i have done for m... Posted by on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 10:52:00 GMT |