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Saw Dough Me

I've got delusions of grandeur and a genuine hate.

About Me

"Nothing exists; all is a dream. God--man--the world--the sun, the moon, the wilderness of stars--a dream, all a dream; they have no existence. Nothing exists save empty space--and you!""I!""And you are not you--you have no body, no blood, no bones, you are but a thought. I myself have no existence; I am but a dream--your dream, creature of your imagination. In a moment you will have realized this, then you will banish me from your visions and I shall dissolve into the nothingness out of which you made me...."I am perishing already--I am failing--I am passing away. In a little while you will be alone in shoreless space, to wander its limitless solitudes without friend or comrade forever--for you will remain a thought, the only existent thought, and by your nature inextinguishable, indestructible. But I, your poor servant, have revealed you to yourself and set you free. Dream other dreams, and better!"Strange! that you should not have suspected years ago--centuries, ages, eons, ago!--for you have existed, companionless, through all the eternities. Strange, indeed, that you should not have suspected that your universe and its contents were only dreams, visions, fiction! Strange, because they are so frankly and hysterically insane--like all dreams: a God who could make good children as easily as bad, yet preferred to make bad ones; who could have made every one of them happy, yet never made a single happy one; who made them prize their bitter life, yet stingily cut it short; who gave his angels eternal happiness unearned, yet required his other children to earn it; who gave his angels painless lives, yet cursed his other children with biting miseries and maladies of mind and body; who mouths justice and invented hell--mouths mercy and invented hell--mouths Golden Rules, and forgiveness multiplied by seventy times seven, and invented hell; who mouths morals to other people and has none himself; who frowns upon crimes, yet commits them all; who created man without invitation, then tries to shuffle the responsibility for man's acts upon man, instead of honorably placing it where it belongs, upon himself; and finally, with altogether divine obtuseness, invites this poor, abused slave to worship him!..."You perceive, now, that these things are all impossible except in a dream. You perceive that they are pure and puerile insanities, the silly creations of an imagination that is not conscious of its freaks--in a word, that they are a dream, and you the maker of it. The dream-marks are all present; you should have recognized them earlier."It is true, that which I have revealed to you; there is no God, no universe, no human race, no earthly life, no heaven, no hell. It is all a dream--a grotesque and foolish dream. Nothing exists but you. And you are but a thought--a vagrant thought, a useless thought, a homeless thought, wandering forlorn among the empty eternities!"He vanished, and left me appalled; for I knew, and realized, that all he had said was true.The End - Mark Twain......A quote from Macbeth"Out, out, brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage And then is heard no more; it is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing."

My Interests

Music ( playing, writing, reading, watching ). People watching. Driving. Hockey, religion ( all of them interest me, although I'm not religious what so ever. except scientology which is a cult and needs to be stopped! ) History, learning new things. Vocabulary. Cat's. Elizabeth Mongomery. ( if you know who she is; Right on!! ) reading, Exersise ( I feel like crap if I'm not moving or doing somthing active). Having a drink or 20 with a good friend. Alot a stuff interests me. ..

I'd like to meet:

No one. ..

Music:

everything except country. Although every genre has at least one good track. primarely punk. Hard jungle. Some of my favorites are: Bad Religion, Bjork, Dead Kennedys, RAW, Depeche Mode, Refused, ( old ) Misfits, Cranberries, Paw, Dean Martin, AK 1200, pharcyde........way too many to mention. ....

Movies:

less than zero, jacobs lader, pee wee's big adventure, In the line of fire, being John Malcovitch, the misfits, a patch of blue, the hustler, the shining, nightmare B.C., the wall.................. ....

Television:

bewitched, the family guy, scare tactics, daily show, connan o'brian, mornig new's, Hells kitchen. there are some shows I'm to embaraced to mention. ..

Books:

the age of reason, the bible according to mark twain, mysterious stranger, letters from the earth,The age of reason, Why I'm not a christian..........AND OF COARSE THE BIGGEST HOAX OF THE 20TH CENTURY!!!..

Heroes:

Bill stevenson, Niel Pert, buddy ritch, Mark Twain, Glenn Danzig (I know he's a dork but he wrote some of the coolest shit) Greg Graffin, Jello Biafra, chad sexton, Jack Daniels, Dad...

My Blog

Nietzsche

  Christianity as antiquity.-- When we hear the ancient bells growling on a Sunday morning we ask ourselves: Is it really possible! This, for a jew, crucified two thousand years ago, who said he...
Posted by MegaTouch on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 10:48:00 PST

RIP Grandpa Hudson

RIP Mott Hudson A wonderful guy. Father to my dad, grandfather to me. I'm actually the only one that can "carry on the name" now. Anyway had a good long life. Helped birth my dad which is one of the b...
Posted by MegaTouch on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 02:58:00 PST

I'm not sure.......

I run without direction, carelessly without sufficient fuel to fan the fire, is this nourishment, addiction, desire? And I know this argument is self important rhetoric, that always ends without concl...
Posted by MegaTouch on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 01:07:00 PST

autonomy

can you breathe in & out without lieing to yourself or me? I don't think you can. Doctrine or deceit, trade your logic for a lullaby. It's divicive. Can you see through the blood, see through...
Posted by MegaTouch on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

on and on

On the road that we all come and go on, down near the graves of the slaves & babes. We laugh as we pass my lead foot hits the gas, we got our youthful arrogance but you know that just wont last. ...
Posted by MegaTouch on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

price

we take our stepstriumphs regretsour souls wear thinand what is it that makes us ticktill the day grows dimand is it ever worth th priceyou get eaten buy your own devicewhat you call hell I call lifed...
Posted by MegaTouch on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

conception of a heart

How to start? Let me first say that whatever proceeds this is in no way trying to change ones beliefs or point of view on any subject. This is merely a rant on things that I have had in my mind. Thus...
Posted by MegaTouch on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST