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darkenedserenity

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About Me

I'm not sure I know much that many would deem relevant about life but I know whats important to me and despite not knowing nearly enough, what I do know I will happily share.
My name is Victoria, and I am twenty two years old. I've just finished my masters in Boston. I have been in love once. I live to feed an unhealthy interest in mass murderers and serial killers. I have a tattoo on my right hip. I find the world lonely and beautiful. My shoes take me places I've never been so I thank New Rocks and Transmuters for their efforts. I develop this innate desire to help everyone that I meet. On my left eyebrow there is a small scar caused from running into a table when I was tiny. When I get sad I like to smell flowers. My favourite colour is black. My sidekick was my vintage vw beetle but all of us have to go it alone eventually. I live in a world thats so beautiful sometimes yet so frightening the next. I have a fear of moths, milk and bellybuttons. When comforting friends I tell them that the good will out, but I dont always believe it myself. I like short stories and Kevin Spacey movies. My favourite sound is the squeaking of shoes on indoor sports courts. I once received a letter written in green ink. I like hot ribena. I yearn to touch people with my words and heal them wth my heart. I like to scrunch up my toes in my shoes knowing that no-one can else can see. I love the cold side of the pillow. I like shoegazing. I write sparingly these days and at the end of last summer I kissed a boy and the streetlights looked like Japanese lanterns.
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for....

My Interests

Occultism, Lip Service, Transmuters, New Rocks, Serial Killers, High School Shootings, Black Metal, Arthouse Films, DeviantArt, Parallels, Good Conversation, anything vintage, 1940's fashion and music.

I'd like to meet:

you but if you really want to find me, you will.

Music:

Nightwish, Darkthrone, InFlames, Dimmu Borgir, Opeth, KMFDM, Cure, My Bloody Valentine, Susperia, Khold, Decapitated, Children of Bodom, Nile, Samael, Kalmah, My Dying Bride, Rammstein, Ulver, Nine Inch Nails, Rob Zombie, Dope, Murderdolls, Carpathian Forest, Diamanthian, Ten Thousand Swords, Emperor, Burzum, Velvet Acid Christ, Empyrium, Apop, London After Midnight, Bauhaus, Isengaard, Katatonia, Ultraviolence, VNV Nation, Skinny Puppy, Project Pitchfork, Wolfsheim, Atreyu, Slipknot, Machine Head, Marilyn Manson, Throwdown, Nile, Incubus, Flaming Lips, Assemblage 23. Anders Manga - "Heart of Black" -- beauty

Movies:

Talk to her, Love Lisa, Willy Wonka, American History X, Seven, Alice in Wonderland, Jesus' Son, Gia (anything with Angelina Jolie), Beetlejuice, Matrix, Lord of the Rings, Edward Scissorhands, Irreversible, Snow White, Breakfast at Tiffanys, American Beauty.

Television:

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Books:

Catcher in the Rye, Memoirs of a Geisha, Most Beautiful Women in Town (most of Bukowski's), How the Light Gets In, The Alchemist, Lord of the Rings, Book of Shadows (Phyllis Curott), Dave Pelzer and Torey Hayden's collections, The Smell of Apples.

Heroes:

Not so much heroes, but people I admire none the less: Audrey Hepburn, Marilyn Monroe, Jane Russell, Rita Hayworth, Parents, Charles Bukowski, Cortazar, Hemmingway, my best friend Dan....

My Blog

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Posted by darkenedserenity on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST