I am timid, shy, fundamentally conservative with a home-loving nature. I am not UNsociable but half the time I like to remain solitary. I am very compassionate, sympathetic, and sensitive. I am always day dreaming and fantasizing. I am very appreciative of the arts, literature and music. Basically, I am intrigued by anything that can be interpreted in several ways. Even when I meet people I just can't seem to figure out, I just want to strangle them but at the same time it keeps me guessing and I like that. Predictable is boring.I tend to be untidy but my god when i clean i freaking CLEAN. I tend to be a perfectionist so if I am going to do something, I am going to make sure it is done right! I tend to sulk, get moody and possess many complexes. Easily hurt when insulted yet easily flattered when complimented. I am probably the most indecisive person I've ever witnessed. From what I am going to wear to what kind of career I want to my opinions, I lack stability. I just don't know?I have incredible memory particularly for emotionally laden events. I can remember things from when I was 3 yrs old or events down to every detail. I can remember how a certain person smiled or the way their body looked as they sat down. I used to have somewhat photographic memory. I used to be able to read a 300pg book and know where on the page a certain sentence was even though I didn't know the page number. But my abilities have diminished along with my short term memory undoubtedly due to smoking (trees) excessively.When it comes to relationships I am a hopeless romantic always fantasizing some kind of romantic ideal. However, when it comes down to it I tend to be a little tough. I'm not very expressive at all, I'd rather keep it to myself. Because of this, people tend to think I am cold or distant but what I portray and what goes on inside my mind are completely on the opposite ends of the spectrum. I am extremely loyal and love unreservedly giving much and asking little in return. All girls love flowers and gifts but the little things are what take my breath away.
