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bluuejayy

About Me

how can one person be more real than any other?
well, some people do hide and seek. maybe those who are in hiding -escaping encounters, avoiding surprises, protecting their property, ignoring their fantasies, restricting their feelings, sitting out the Pan pipe hootchy-kootch of experience-
maybe those people, people who won't talk to rednecks, or if they're rednecks won't talk to intellectuals,
people who are afraid to get their shoes muddy or their nose wet, afraid to eat what they crave, afraid to drink Mexican water, afraid to bet a long shot win,
afraid to hitchhike, jaywalk, honky-tonk, cogitate, osculate, levitate, rock it, bop it, sock it, or bark at the moon,
maybe such people are simply inauthentic, and maybe the jackleg humanist who says differently is due to have his tongue fried on the hot slabs of Liar's Hell.
some folks hide, and some folds seek, and seeking, when it's mindless, neurotic, desperate, or pusillanimous can be a form of hiding.
but there are folks who want to know and aren't afraid to look and won't turn tail should they find it-and if they do, they'll have a good time anyway because nothing, neither the terrible truth nor the absence of it is going to cheat them out of one honest breath of earth's sweet gas.

My Interests

aim/ bluuejayy

Music:

Radiohead,
Colin Meloy,
Bon Iver,
M.I.A,
Ratatat,
Justice,
Eddie Vedder.

Movies:

The Science of Sleep,Into the Wild, Requiem for a Dream, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Horton Hears A Who

Television:

my little pony, law and order

Books:

summer reading list:
Three Cups of Tea,
The Farming of Bones
Amish Grace: How Forgiveness Transcends Tragedy,
The Life and Times of the Thunderbolt Kid,
The Lost Continent: Travels in Small-Town America,
A Short History of Nearly Everything
The Grapes of Wrath
A Streetcar Named Desire.
Push
Still Life With Woodpecker
Animal Farm
rereading..
The Time Traveler's Wife.

Heroes:

Brenda: the Aiken's TomTom.

My Blog

excuse my ranting.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/7427176.stm is it just me, or is the united states the only country still pretending that the reason there are wars going on in the Middle East is because of terror...
Posted by asdf. D: on Fri, 30 May 2008 02:49:00 PST

This I Believe, NPR Essay

This I Believe is an international project engaging people in writing, sharing, and discussing the core values that guide their daily lives. These short statements of belief, written by people from al...
Posted by asdf. D: on Tue, 06 May 2008 04:33:00 PST

Happy Birthday.

well, i don't really know if i mean that or not. you stoped talking to me. we were fucking DATING, in a relationship, and you just decided to ignore me. like i would just dissapear? like you'd never ...
Posted by asdf. D: on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 12:58:00 PST

in response to your actions

you make me want to throw. all over the wall in front of me. you can be a complete asshole. even being around you makes me want to snap, what the hell did i do wrong? i don’t even know what to ...
Posted by asdf. D: on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 07:56:00 PST

wrinkles. ;]

i don’t understand the concept of Anti-Aging. is there really anyone in the wold who honestly believes that by rubbing some sented lotion on their face or by taking a little pill every night th...
Posted by asdf. D: on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 05:58:00 PST

choices

i hate having to make important choices, espically when i know that i’m going to hurt someone in the process. i don’t want to lose a friend.  
Posted by asdf. D: on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 04:58:00 PST