After leaving school (which like many I didn‘t appreciate at the time), I had a string of jobs mainly to fund my alcohol dependency which looking back is an accurate description. Anyway I settled working in a hospital for the criminally insane I seemed to relate well with these people, of course I refer to the other staff. As I was still dependant on alcohol and drifted into worlds of other mind altering substances I lasted 3 years. I then decided to broaden my horizons and see a bit of the world which I did, basically taking my alcohol dependency to new heights in foreign lands. This led to many a crazy night and many a severe injury but none the less being the hardcore demon that I am I soldiered on. I did this for 3 seasons and decided to return in fall (love American speak) of 2005. I got to see a lot of Spain, Italy and France and a few other surrounding countries. My time away has given me a constant itch to travel to further a field. I have a plan in draft for this itch to be scratched starting in the new year.I’ve now embarked on a life altering career path lol and at the moment am happy in my choices but being the indecisive sort that I am with a mind that changes quicker than the wind, time will only tell how long satisfaction will be guaranteed.I am happy with my life so far and have done so much that sometimes I forget what I have done and have to sit back and ponder to appreciate the fruits of my labours collected on this journey.I am a bit of a drifter some may say a dreamer, I have my faults as do we all, narcissism being my major. I am currently undergoing therapy for MANAREXIA!! which I love with a passion (Not the therapy the later). I have no worries no stresses only the ones I choose for myself which I tend to with no conviction and pay attention to only when I choose.I’m an idealist, some might say naïve I always see things for their better side. My glass is neither half empty or half full and I couldn’t care less, because I am safe in the knowledge that I can always pour another one.My sanity is sometimes thrown into question but I am confident that my oddities are what keep me the well rounded, grounded, sane person that lurks inside. “I love life†(as a great philosopher once said CJ) and the humour that surrounds it. I sometimes get excited butterflies and all, wondering what prospects await in the future. I now spend my time saving for future rainy days and drinking in bars, attending dance events and festivals going to clubs and generally relaxing in the company of strange and colorful people. Talking shite and putting the world to rights is another favorite past time.My ongoing torment and this is the only true one is my fear of growing old. I must thank all of my friends for listening to my constant whining about my wrinkles. As I sit here I am decaying so I must dash.
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