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About Me

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I'm a very reasonable woman or i'd like to think so anyway. Although put me in a fucked up situtation and then we'll see what's at hand. I'm not to fond of drama and the people who seem to have that black cloud over them. So that's why I rarely go out anymore... but when I do go out I like to have a great time with the people I am so lucky to call my friends... and yes they do exist!!!!I'm at a point in life where everything is wonderful....FINALLY!!! I just got a bad ass set up of turntables and a mixer, the mixer will most likely take the rest of my life to figure out but it's not going to stop lil ole me from atleast trying to conquere it!!! I don't really like to say I'm this or say I'm that.(i'll leave that to my quizzes) As every waking day comes and goes I change so to actually pin point just one thing to say that's me well that will never happen. I'm a honest, reliable, stubborn, funny, overwhelmed, critical, talented, beautiful, narcolepic mother,woman,friend, and spirit.(to say the least!!)I can't really sum it all up in just a few words. I really enjoy spending time with my most awesome daughter her name is monroe and she is almost 6. She is exactly like me and I'm so proud of her. I have a boyfriend who is the one thing is this world that has the most sincere compassion for me and I just appreciate and love him so much. We have had our hard times but no matter what we always seem to reconcile the differences between us. To me that's what makes love. The ability to learn to compromise your differences and to look past that in order to remain together, and that's what we have chosen to do. YAY for us!!!! I am so in love with music and the way you can just get lost in it!!! I like to sing and can sing well but i'm addicted to cigarettes and that has killed my voice alot. No matter how crappy a day has been pop in some good ole' dirty beats and it's an instant smile from me. It is my escape from the harsh reality of the world! Not real sure which direction to head but I think I'm gonna let my soul,heart and groove lead the way. SO WATCH OUT HERE I COME......AND THE BEAT GOES ON

My Interests

The one thing I like the most about life is the beauty of everything. Although I believe that one most learn how to love and that is as simple or complex as you make it. Many people that I have met and know are clueless to the ways of life I'm one of those people, even though I accept it and know it doesn't mean I fully understand it. Some things just come natural like being a mom but you have to be willing to work for it and take the good with the bad. Everyone has bad days and things happen to people but regardless of how good or bad just know everything happens for a reason and also think of your situation and I guarantee you there is someone who's worse off than you so be grateful!!!!I'm in the process of finding me in myself I am lost in there!I'm content with myself but not my surroundings, I feel disassociated with ALOT of things within my life. That's not fair to anyone who is a part of my life of me. Sometimes it takes something really werid or bad to happen for you to really see just the way things are!! I'm at peace with that 100%. I'm also VERY GRATEFUL FOR EVERY INDIVIDUAL THAT SHARES THEIR LIFE WITH MY LIFE. I LOVE ALL OF MY FAMILY AND friends

I'd like to meet:

just down to earth "real" people, people that are easy to relate with and that hasn't been there and done everything already, i like to learn and teach about all of my experiences with life and what it has offered thus far to me, anyone with a open mind to life and music. i 'm really interested in people who like to learn and try new things, i'm looking for anyone who is willing to be there no matter what through thick and thin and that doesn't mean you have to be stuck up there ass at all times just knowing that their there anytime if you need them to be even if they live a hundred miles away, you can have friends from anywhere

Music:

ELECTRONIC DANCE MUSIC!!!!HARD STYLE TECHNO!!TRANCE!!BREAKS!!! There is just to many to name. I support ALL my local dj's and all the people who actually do care about keeping the music alive!!!

Movies:

It's all gone pete tong,boon dock saints,Pulp Fiction,Shag,Gummo,American History X,187,Hustle& Flow..... About any horror flick the more guts the better....LOVE PORN with girl's it's just something about it.......so many more..

Television:

Simpsons, the whitest kids ya know,ninja warrior,love the discovery,travel, and history channel.....dave chapelle,Ali G

Books:

poetry , oriah mountain dreamer, do men have nipples? death scenes, generation ecstacy

Heroes:

my mom, my daughter,my jacob bear ,djs, ALL THE PEOPLE I'VE EVER MET THAT MADE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE, people who inspire others however it may be,

My Blog

SO

Unwanted torture I try to escape but love ties me down...... Slowly it starts as I scream for mercy why me? Can't this be a dream that I will awaken from??? Not wanting to be the "bad guy"...
Posted by *Star* on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 05:46:00 PST

Franchise

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Posted by *Star* on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 05:26:00 PST

Penetrates

Every move i make is my want to survive. Every breathe i take is my fight to stay alive. Willingness to just let the past be let's just forget about the way things use to be! Embraced with cheri...
Posted by *Star* on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 01:46:00 PST

this is me

okay i'm really in love and yet at the same time i'm so fucking confused that it almost makes my brain hurt. Why should love have the ability to do u so wrong but do you so right at the same very time...
Posted by *Star* on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 07:57:00 PST

can you hear

VOLUMES, sometimes there to loud and then again you can't hear them at all! people are like this, i'm like this
Posted by *Star* on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 04:13:00 PST

GRRRL

hallo
Posted by *Star* on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 01:30:00 PST