chaos in the summma |
nothings ever easy, I think we both know that it's trueI was convinced you loved meand I was pretty sure that I loved you too when was our final moments what's your favourite might have beens when was...
Posted by ClaireChaos on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 10:51:00 PST |
im a pretty impossible lady to be with |
So In a bout an hour I leave to go to my Dr's apointment, this is the apointment that determines everything .... the reason why I up and went to Chicago .. everything. So needless to say Im scar...
Posted by ClaireChaos on Thu, 01 May 2008 10:17:00 PST |
4/24 still sucky i guess |
I sit here filled with emotions and I hate it. I really wish I was an ignorant person because then I think that life would be so much easier. I have some huge changes coming up in my life and I ...
Posted by ClaireChaos on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 11:44:00 PST |
4/11= sucky |
I wiped the mud from her grave today and asked God why not me? Sometimes I feel like If Sara would have been the twin that lived she would have done a better job at life...
Posted by ClaireChaos on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 02:51:00 PST |
fuck it |
How do I know whats right from wrong how do I trust my heart when Its telling me to love. What is tough love anyways .... Sometimes you gotta do what you dont want to do, thats something my parents al...
Posted by ClaireChaos on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 01:08:00 PST |
I wish it was all a dream |
I have so many things to say so many people I want to call and just talk .. I dont want to be left alone right now ...
but I have to
I think God is finally slapping me in the face and telling...
Posted by ClaireChaos on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 03:29:00 PST |
Cold Sweats and Stale Cigarettes |
I can't sleep anymore; I go threw spells where I have this dilemma! I woke up yesterday from my hour of sleep that I got and I was burning up and cold and so on. I have kept a 100.1 temperature ...
Posted by ClaireChaos on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 06:11:00 PST |
Cant Sleep |
I know I havent blogged in a while and well that is because nothing has happened. I got out of surgery and I am still hurting and my leg is not normal. I am supposed to go to the Dr. today but I might...
Posted by ClaireChaos on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 04:19:00 PST |
The surgery results.... |
This is me not even an hour out of surgery ... I was EFFEd up on pain meds and wanted to take pics lol .. so I did
My flowers Left the Mayers right Aunt barbie THANK YOU ALL FOR EVERYTHING!!!!
SO a...
Posted by ClaireChaos on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 07:31:00 PST |
Im not ready ... for this |
I have never been so weak. This entire year has taken more of a toll on me then anything has ever in my entire life. I feel like the scars that I had within befor this whole thing ya know the ones tha...
Posted by ClaireChaos on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 04:16:00 PST |
