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Hallusive Happiness

My mind has led me to death..

About Me

Not much to say about myself... I love heavy metal and going to concerts...I write poetry n shit..draw sometimes..Live in a boring town in Ill.. I "play" bass, if thats really what u wanna call it and i scream, cuz i cant sing for shit. I fuckin love piercings. Planning on getting more soon. And I just got my 1st tattoo. (definatly more on the way) I love and hate drama. Its irritating and fun at the same time. I am the biggest hypocryte you will ever meet in your entire life. This is not a joke. Most ppl dont belive me untill they get to know me. W/e you heard about me is more than likely true. But dont assume. You got questions, ask. But dont be a smartass. Im pregnant with a baby boy (Robert Charles) and im due in early May. And if anyone wants to talk some shit about it, try doin it to my face. (For all those BITCHES that think they're "tough")
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My Interests

Sex Drugs & Rock N Roll

I'd like to meet:

Hulk Hogan


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Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl
You rule through teasing and intimidation..
Yet, people would give the world to be your friend What's Your Reputation?
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Music:

Kittie, Dope, Motograter, GhostMachine, Fear Factory, Rasputina, Jack off Jill, Scarling, Fear Cult, Christian Death, Rozz Williams, Pantera, Superjoint Ritual, London After Midnight, Opeth, Devil Driver, My Ruin, Coal Chamber, MachineHead, Shadows Fall, As I Lay Dying, Static X, Twisted Method, Moonspell, Murderdolls, Slipknot, Suicide City, Thine Eyes Bleed, Metallica, ACDC, Apoptygma Berzerk, Ozzy, Motley Crue, Led Zepplin, Lacuna Coil, The Cruxshadows, Acid Bath, My Dying Bride, Porcupine Tree, Bloodlined Calligraphy, Deicide, Elvis Presley, Makeshift Romeo, Anew Revolution, Gwar, Suicide City, Frank Sanatra...
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Movies:

Thirteen, American History X, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Outsiders, Where the heart is, Natural Born Killers...

Television:

Court TV, MTV, VH1, TLC..nothin really specific, just w/e on.
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Books:

I dont really read, but one of the last good books i read was Cut and The Outsiders.

Heroes:

fuck heros when everyone lets u down in the end anyway.
Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. The Five Variable Love Test

My Blog

blessing

my son is so beautiful. my mom said a few weeks ago that children are blessings and it really clicked in my head. he laughs now, smiles, and hes ticklish. hes always trying to talk, and its just so cu...
Posted by Hallusive Happiness on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 08:23:00 PST

My baby boy

He's Home! So heres what happened... On wed. we went in to the hospital at 5:00pm for my induction. my dr. gave me cervatol to ripen my cervix. we did that til about 6:00am. it didnt do anything. i ha...
Posted by Hallusive Happiness on Mon, 07 May 2007 11:16:00 PST

Baby shower

So...pretty much im pissed. kinda. I had a good party. about 35-40 people showed up. I got a lot of shit. theres still a few things i have to get though. but people who are supposed to be my "friends"...
Posted by Hallusive Happiness on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 09:12:00 PST

.....

Im so confused right now. I love him. But I hate him. I dont know if I wanna have this baby anymore. But idk if I can get rid of it. And it would be just one more thing that would remind me of him and...
Posted by Hallusive Happiness on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 04:58:00 PST

Poem for Rob

through thick and thinwe always winb/c love conquers everythingw/ love so deepand thoughts so truethe only thing to say isi love you.w/ hate so strongand pain to fightlaying next to youis my comfort a...
Posted by Hallusive Happiness on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 02:01:00 PST

Free

me and rob finallly broke up. he hit me again for like the 5th time. i cant say im 100%happy, b/c i do love him more than anything. but that dont mean shit. hes a Loser. he cant take care of himself o...
Posted by Hallusive Happiness on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 11:14:00 PST

Some major bullshit

Okay. WTF? Now, I understand how most friends would be pissed at me. But then again, they should understand. For those who dont understand, heres the deal: I blew off all my friends for the most part ...
Posted by Hallusive Happiness on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 11:11:00 PST