Hi! This is Lilian and u can call me Lily but im not quite used to that .. cuz not many of my friends would actually call me, in fact, they just go like 'hey!'... im orignally Asian so u can see i've got dark brown hair (if u say it's black i will suffocate u), brown/black eyes, and i never try to dye them cuz my parents don fuckin allow me!!! i live with my parents in china but now in UK, i live in fuckin shit rent flat - thats right i live alone. i kinda like here. but obviously not everything. i'll probly find somewhere else more cozy than my flat next year or sumth... im currently studyin computing degree in Imperial college. this is freakin hard and every night u come back u just feel like'Jesus this is killin me everyday!' so i don't quite work at night. i simply daydream. im quite a freak child and i still think im quite weird and special (sometimes even creepy to death). i hold different ideas for things and i think in an odd and abstract way. thats why i can't always get things right in the first place. but i'm not idiot. i work out things in a sensible way and that's why some of my friends come to me and find solutions to life puzzles.(if they know me well). i enjoy being alone and i don hang out with friends or course mates frequently because im not like some other freakin weak kids. they struggle everyday and capture whatever ppl they can get just because they r afraid of bein alone. i hate a lot of things and i do appreciate a lot of thins as well. i hate sharing rooms with ppl u don fuckin even know. i hate cookin for myself when im freakin exhausted and i hate pretending to be cool and nice just cuz they wanna be accepted by ppl around. i hate all utterly extreme unnatural unoriginal gay shit. and i hate fakin things. thats why i just submit blank paper in exam if i fuckin have no idea wat the shit is goin on. i kinda hate facebook cuz u gotta deal with ppl u hate and pretendin pleasant as if u love them. THAT'S SHIT! HOLY SHIT! facebook is something 'fakebook' at all. and some girls r quite annoyin they just fucking 'kissin' around and pretendin cute and doin whatever shit they wanna do. this AIN'T COOL! so i quit and shut it down twice and came here. it's such a relief from that freakin burden. well. things above make me sound quite evil but i do have positive sides. i enjoy natural. love reading and swimming, traveling and cycling, gaming and daydreaming, sleeping and eating.
i contribute all my free time to music cuz i am a true music lover. i absolutely fit in all sorts of music, from classical to jazz, from metal to R&B, the reason u might only see metal parts on this webpage is because recently im very into metal. i have different periods of music time. i walk along the streets at nights while listenin to jazz and when i wanna make myself sad i listen to japaness pop. i listen to metal mainly because they r indeed great and i love 80s. i love Iron maiden and they r my first love. i love absolutely every song of them and i collected all their albums includin lives. and there r lots others that i can't be bothered to type their name...
i'll definitely have update this profile!!
