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About Me


i'm ashton ♥

there's no master plan. i'm just going to be me and hope it all works out. with love, i'll go ahead and take the risk of getting hurt, because love is an amazing feeling. i know not everyone will like me, and i don't need everyone too. i have a few of the most amazing friends and a family that's my back bone, no doubt. this is who i am. if you don't like it, that's okay with me. i'm myself and for right now i'm not making time for anything else.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


i make believe
that you are here
it's the only way
i see clear
what have i done
you seem to move on easy

My Blog

back

If you can pinch it than there's something wrong. If it won't zip than you've failed at it all. And being just a bit too tight is not acceptable, you need room to breath, to be okay, it's the only way...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 03:47:00 GMT

return

when you become proud of me, really truly proud of me, that's when i'll be proud of you. and when you learn to let me live that pride will come on its own. i pray for you that it comes soon....
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 19:26:00 GMT

shift

that clock on the wall never seems to move; but you said you can't get it to stop? while i stand still you're everywhere but here. so my friend, what's the use? and it's not that i miss you, or that i...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 21:34:00 GMT

the days

i miss the touch that makes me feel wanted. but what i miss more, is when i didn't need you to make me feel that way; those were the days.
Posted by on Sun, 18 May 2008 19:10:00 GMT

it never stops

i've made a few changes, for better or worse. they don't quite reflect me, mostly the person people want me to be. but i suppose that person is who i ought to want to exist.  it's just i'm scared...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 09:53:00 GMT

host for a parasite

i’ve learned to love you, but i would love to hate you. my stomach turns with the thought of letting you go, but how un-valuable you seem compared to other things in this life. i’ve p...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 17:49:00 GMT

the beach

the tide rushes in, calm water encounters with your feet. waves are constant, moving so sweet. above the water stars never fail to shine. these things are forever, they never fall behind. a wave&...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 22:51:00 GMT

i say i can’t

i cannot do this. it's nothing i can give up. i'd like to keep what i am, my imperfections and all. my secret i'll keep it, it simply makes me who i am. i'm so sorry my dear friend...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 15:37:00 GMT

hide away

on the ground as the floor seems to spin. she's falling down, she just can't win. she tries to stand but her legs give out. and she's scared, there's no doubt. she reaches for it's monstrous hand befo...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 20:12:00 GMT

unfamiliar

done nothing but slip farther and farther. trying hard to remember, but nothing seems familiar.and this night just isn't the same. used to think you took me to where i belonged , but now i know you ju...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 16:33:00 GMT