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Miss Banks

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About Me


hey, my name is ashley! i live in port charlotte, florida. i'm nineteen & currently attending edison college. a big part of my life are my friends! they keep me pushin & i'd do pretty much anything for them. other things i love hip hop; ichiban; conversations that make me think; bad boys I & II movies; my car; my unique walk; vanilla candles; my godbaby fayt; wet seal; katt williams; sappy romantic movies; my sister mandy; green tea ice cream; victoria secret; cell phone; the Quiet Storm; old navy flip flops & grilled/fried chicken. another thing i love to do is laugh..if you make me laugh, chances are we'll be friends.
saw you for you
you know you changed my life in so many ways
just in case I never see your face again
just in case the worst was meant to happen
just in case tomorrow never come there is something you should know
i've given you every bit of the woman i am
i know at times it wasn’t pretty but it was all i had.
i never held back; not one little bit
AND THE WORLD CAN ATTEST TO THIS
baby; you flipped my program upside down
smile. let everyone know that today you're a lot stronger than you were yesterday.
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who youve dated; are dating or never dated at all. It isn't about who’ve you kissed; what sport you played or which girl or guy likes you. Its not about your shoes or your hair or the colour of your skin or where you go to school. In fact it's not about the grades; money; clothes or colleges that accept you or not. Life is about who you love & who you hurt. Its about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness & compassion. It's about learning from your past & not letting your past ruin your future. It's about learning from your mistakes & not making them twice. It's about finding something you would die for & living for it. It's about sticking up for friends, avoiding jealously, overcoming ignorance & building confidence. It's about what you say & what you mean. Its about seeing people for who they are.

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There's some things I regret, some words I wish had gone unsaid; some starts that had some bitter endings; there's some mistakes that I have made; some chances I just threw away; some roads I never should've taken; some pages turned; some bridges burned; but they were all lessons learned ♥
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for a lifetime.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that money doesn't bring happiness. Its only paper--it can buy you diamonds, friends & cars but what will you have when its all gone? When the cars are repossed? When those so called friends leave you because they believe you have nothing left to offer? You will having nothing but yourself.
I've learned the strongest people I have in my corner are my friends. But I've also learned that those friends can turn against you on a drop of a dime. You have to watch out for yourself; the ones that stand beside you in the hardest of times--those are your true friends.
I've learned that I can't take the one person that has unconditional love for me [mandy] for granted. She has been there everyday telling me what I need; what I don't need but more importantly that she loves me for me; no matter what I do.
I've learned that there are real people out there. Real people that really do care. People who will never front, never leave you regardless of the distance between them. That is how I feel about my relationship with Rickstar & Pookie. So many others have tried to take their place; but in the end it's always been the three of us.
I've learned that sometimes you need to forget about what you want and remind yourself of what you need & deserve.
I've learned even with being screwed over by people I care about I can't do what they've done to me. I have to be the better person.
I've learned that being independent is amazing; but there will be a time where you have to trust someone enough to let them take control of the wheel. [that's you ansy ♥]
I've learned that even though I've made some bad mistakes in my life it doesn't mean I'm a bad person. It just means I still have alot to learn. ♥

I'd like to meet:

'As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.'%D%A%D%A %D%A

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Music:



2pac ♥ Aaliyah ♥ Lil Wayne ♥ Monica ♥ Jay-Z ♥ or anything that's on the QUIET STORM ♥

Movies:


Save The Last Dance ♥ Katt Williams: Pimp Chronicles ♥ Step Up 2 ♥ Bad Boys I && II ♥

Television:


Greys Anatomy ♥ Club Comicview ♥ CSI ♥ Seinfeld ♥

Books:


Confessions Of A Video Vixen ♥ Addicted ♥ Lovely Bones ♥ Milk In My Coffee ♥

Heroes:


the biggest hero i have is amj. people will ask why; but no explaination is needed. you showed me the strength i never knew i had. you fought for me when i didnt have the energy to fight for myself. you always told me what i deserve & i should expect nothing else. you have saved my ass countless of times. you come first in my life. i ♥ you more than any other human on this earth.

another love of mine is my babygirl ♥

My Blog

men.

if a man wants you; nothing can keep him away. if a man doesn’t want you; nothing can make him stay. stop making excuses for a man & his behavior. allow your intution [or spirit] to save you...
Posted by Miss Banks on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 09:24:00 PST

ten weird facts.

Tag! Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. 1.  i have so many goals for my life; that i barely talk or write th...
Posted by Miss Banks on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 09:25:00 PST