a MAYRA to remember

The names Mayra Espinoza, only one of me.
Hola, si hablo el espanol, yes I'm Mexican.
I'm 18, will be 19 on the 24th of Nov.
I'm as random as the definition of random.
I seem to find something funny in everything.
I love dancing, especially to CASH CASH.
My nickname is Mayra Electric, I'll shock you.
My favorite words are Fuck,Stellar,and Sup.
I'm obssesed with sarcasim, I hate being realistic.
I don't pay attention to dramatic people.
I don't have friends because they are all the same.
I once believed in wishing on shooting stars, pathetic.
I'M A CALI KID AND 90'S KID AT HEART!
You can take the kid from the party but you
can't take the party from the kid!
I like all types of music, don't judge me because
your not me.
Last person to judge, first person to be judged.
I'm a great listener! I'm not like others.
With me there's no second guesses, what you see
is pretty much what you will get.
I have an incredible family, bf, and 5 wonderful pets!
I quote al lot of lyrics, they tell my story.
My passion is writing, I love how I can exaggerate.
People don't seem to get me, I don't expect you to.
You'll always see me smiling and laughing, don't try to ruin that.
I live in a colorblind world and get to know people on the inside, not out.
I'm strongly against drugs,guns,and viloence.
I seem to get exicted over nothing a lot.
I love reading and learning, but expirence is key.
I consider myself an artist, my perspective of the
world is different from yours.
My dream city, SANF FRANCISCO!I will be there soon.
When I want something, I will do what it takes to get it.
I only regret one thing and that's growing up.
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The best way to express who I am is through lyrics:
-"I dig my toes into the sand,The ocean looks like A thousand diamonds,Strewn across a blue blanket I lean against the wind,Pretend that I am weightless And in this moment I am happy, happy"
-"A stranger's light comes on slowly,A stranger's heart without a home,You put your hands into your head,And then smiles cover your heart"
-"And now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don't hurt me.You're what I couldn't find.A totally amazing mind, so understanding and so kind;You're everything to me".
-"Who are you?,When will you be through Yeah, it's just a phase,It will be over soon Yeah, it's just a phase"
-"The world's a rollercoaster,And I am not strapped in Maybe I should hold with care,While my hands are Busy in the air"
-"I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles In our eyes are mirror images and when We kiss they're perfectly aligned And I have to speculate that God himself Did make us into corresponding shapes like Puzzle pieces from the clay"
-"You watch the way I'm talkin,And I'll watch the way you're walkin,I got the lines that'll be in you tonight So take a listen while we glisten in the summer weather We got the wine we just shake shake make it better"
-"Oh, I hear you breathing on the line. Og baby girl I'm not your type, I'll leave you hurting every night"
-"Can we lose our minds and call it love for the last time?"
-"i'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto, i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you"
-"And it's a dance party everyone's looking for, been drinkin tonight and I won't stop, when it's a quarter to four daylight is breakin"
-"I’ve got to breathe,You can’t take that from me Cause it’s all that you left that’s mine"
-"I'm throwing away pictures,That I never should have taken in the first place,And it's cold in my apartment, As I'm changing all the colors,From the brightest reds to grays"
-"Boys like you are a dime a dozen,Boys like you are a dime a dozen",She said "you're a touch overrated,you're a lush and I hate it,but these grass stains on my knees they won't mean a thing"
I'll do what I got to, the truth is you could slit my throat ,And with my one last gasping breath ,I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt"
-"We watch the season pull up its own stakes,and catch the last weekend of the last week,before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,another sun soaked season fades away"
-"Don't bother cause this love is a lie ,I'm a chemical kid / You're a mechanical bride ,When every vein is red out of the blue ,I held a diamond to the sun ,To count the moments on account of the way you ,Smile for me"
-"Dollar signs doll up a picture perfect point of view Twenty-twenty surgery"
-"It's like a let down, so much for good times.,You’ve got my head spinning, heart beating out of my chest.,I’m a sucker for lovers."
-"You know that I'd be lying ,If I said I wasn't getting quite bored of you yet,And your consistent nagging And your constant state of panic,Is unnecessary stress for me"
-"I am no solution,To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah,And I was not the answer,So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah I'm not the one who broke you I'm not the one you should fear"
-"It was a strange reaction ,for someone like you to remain so sure ,And in a chain reaction ,I dissolve and break and then away I crawl."
-"Am I a toy to you? ,With strings around my fingers, for you to pull and watch as I collapsed when you want. The coldest night to me, is a switch that you control. Tip-toe around your words just to calm you down again."
-"So here's the truth,you were right all along they were never my friends,and I was living a lie but I won't fall for it next time You figured me out,I'm like a leaf in the wind I try to find who I am,but wind up lost in the end sometimes it's hard to know what's real when your not"
-"Well open up your mind and see like me,Open up your plans and damn you're free,Look into your heart and you'll find love love love,Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me,Ah, la peaceful melodys It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love"
-"Watch how our star behaves ,We'll all roll in our graves Sink with every word ,While all their backs were turned"
-"I've been waiting,I've been waiting for this moment all my life,But it's not quite right ,And this 'real' It's impossible if possible ,At who's blind word So clear but so unheard"
-"Another cigarette, and I'm so bored,Your words aren't making sense,And I was taken, but you were waiting One more drink and I'm convinced Not one more sound,Let your hair down,Take the low road No one will know
Another minute lived, if you take me,I'll take what you will give,I was late, and she kept waiting But, I hope she knows where I've been
I'm coming down, bring me upTake it off, let's just touch"
_"You were young, and so am I,This is wrong, but who am I to judge?,I feel like heaven when we touch I guess, for me this is enough,We're one mistake for being together,Let's not ask why it's not right,You won't be seventeen forever,And we can get away with this tonight"
-"Let's light the kerosene tonight,Spark up like fireworks Exploding in the sky,Kick down the new year and the future We can't get closer here, the walls are falling down"
-"Beggars and thieves,Is what we had to be Un-invited guests,Shake this disease They'll quarantine this street,But color me impressed"
-"This place is so empty,My thoughts are so tempting I don’t know how it got so bad,Sometimes it’s so crazy That nothing can save me,But it’s the only thing that I have"
-"What's the point of never making mistakes? Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to break. It's all just a waste of time in the end. Don't care, so why should I even pretend?"
-"Here today, gone tomorrow.,We're saying our goodbyes. Drive away from the past.,Don't be sad, don't feel sorrow. The memories in our hearts, I won't forget."
-"I'm not here to judge you,I'm just here to tell you what you have done wrong.
I may not always be perfect, but I'll always try."
-"I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else."
-"Because it's you, you, you,You fit me perfectly It's always me me me,Cast into the sea If we can see this through,In perfect symmetry It was love"
-"In fields where nothing grew but weeds,I found a flower at my feet,Bending there in my direction, I wrapped a hand around its stem,I pulled until the roots gave in,Finding there what I'd been missing"
-"How many special people change ,How many lives are living strange
Wake up the dawn and ask her why,A dreamer dreams she never dies,Wipe that tear away now from your eye"
-"you are beautiful like summer nights with the windows down by the waters side,this is life
with this song all i can think is how i wish i could spend my life with you out of tune will all romantics still this is the only way ill get through"
-"Cause I don't wanna waste another moment in saying things we never meant to say and I take it just a little bit I hold my breath and count to ten I've been waiting for a chance to let you in"
-"Mademoiselle, hold tight your tongue,I can do whatever I want like you,Is this where the brave hearts hide?"
-"I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away, I'll find myself today"
-"It’s 1 a.m. and we’re alone again, I reach out for the sky,My mind keeps playing all the words you’re saying I’m always wrong when you are right"
-"Every time we touch we get closer to heaven And at every sunrise our sins are forgiven"
-"In her room, the lights go out I wonder if she'll just let this go now Just lock the door, and fall back down
Her body shakes so nervously Take my hand, and let's just leave this party I see her eyes all over me tonight"
-"IT WAS THE TYPE OF FEELING THAT CAN'T BE EXPLAINED"
-"Don’t the best of them bleed it out While the rest of them peter out Truth or consequence, say it aloud Use that evidence, race it around "
-"All night long I dream of the day When it comes around then it's taken away Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most The feeling comes to life when I see your ghost"
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