I'm just a fly by the seat of my pants kinda girl, ya know? I live for the moment..."Carpe Diem, as they say. I believe in spontaneity so much because you never know when your time is up. If you don't act on something right now then who is to say you will ever get that chance again? I am a deep thinker. Sometimes too deep. Haha. I am always analyzing shit and I realize that is annoying to a lot of people. Hell, I even annoy myself sometimes but I can't help it. I'm a writer so that's my job to analyze things, right?
I live in Maine right now, as you can see. I am originally from North Carolina but I love to travel and experience other places. But I am and always will be a Southern Girl at heart til the day I die. And as they always say, "You can take the girl out of the country but you can't take the country out of the girl."
Autumn, who I love more than anyone in this world, is, as of December 29th, 2007, my wife! Ahh she's amazing!! There are no words to describe how much she means to me and how she makes me feel. Life has thrown us some lemons along the way, but we just keep throwing them back and telling life to make it's own damn lemonade! haha I am blessed to have met her on June 12th, 2006. It took me two years after moving up here to finally meet the one but she was well worth the wait. Amazing how one decision changes the course of your life, huh? If I would have stayed in NC this whole time...there's no telling who I would have ended up with. It was obvious that my destiny was to move up here. However, I wish I could have it all. The present and the past all in one. Because, the fact is, I do miss my family and my friends. I was definitely happy in NC before I moved here. I was actually starting to really know my place there and that's the only downside to moving is losing touch with old friends. But, I guess if they are meant to be in your life in the future then they'll come with you, no matter where you are physically.
My ultimate dream is to become a screenplay writer/movie director. But lately, I have actually been leaning more towards television production. I think I am way too long-winded to just sum up what I got to say in a two or three hour long movie. Let's stretch it out and get ya hooked for a few years then leave ya beggin' for more! Shall we? haha I love movies of all genre and I am working on a novel right now that I will ultimately turn into a screenplay. I have spent the last...oh, I'd say five years, procrastinating and really not getting much of my writing done. Before that, in college, I was on fire! haha. See, I was always a "carpe diem" type of girl before. And trust me, I still am, but it's more like a "carpe diem...one step at a time..." version of myself now. I may be getting things done a lot slower but as Autumn always tells me..."Slow and steady wins the race." Then again, there are some things that must be done...right then and there. And that's when I kick it into high gear and git r done. I guess you could say I work the best under pressure, when there's a deadline to meet. Kinda stupid. But that's me.K, I'm gonna stop rambling on, even though I'm super good at it. I am what you call..."tanginated." Take it or leave it. That's me...