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J_Stud

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MY LIFE JUST SEEMS TO HAVE NO MEANING I GO AROUND ALL THE TIME WITH MY HEAD HELD HI JUST TRYIN TO ACT LIKE I DONT CARE I ACT ALL HARD N SHIT IN FRONT OF MY PEOPLES JUST S THEY CAN GET A KICK OUT THIS SHIT BUT THE TRUTH IS IM REALLY FUCKIN HURTIN I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART NOW SHES WITH SOME ONE ELSE SOME ONE WHO CAN TREAT HER BETTER THEN I EVER COULD BUT U KNO WAT I PRAY TO GOD EVERY FUCKIN NIGHT YEA I SAID PRAY THAT SHE WILL REALIZE HPOW MUCH I CARE FOR HER AND COME BACK BUT SHE WONT N SHE DOESNT I TRIED TELLIN MYSELF IF SHE REALLY LOVES YOU THEN SHE WILL COME BACK I DONT THINK SHE REALLY LOVES ME I TOLD MYSELF TO MOVE ON AND YET AFTER ALL THE CHANCES I DONE HAD WITH SO MANY PEOPLE TIL THIS DAY EVEN IF ITS BEEN ALMOST A MONTH SHE IS STILL THE LAST PERSON I KISSED AND U KNO WAT THATS NOT ABOUT TO CHANGE NOT NOW AND THE WAY IM ACTIN NOT EVER
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I FEEL LIKE IM LOCKED UP, SURROUNDED BY INVISIBLE BARS.INCAPABLE OF CONSOLING MY DEEPEST DESIRES. UNWORTHY OF PENETRATING ANOTHER. DIFFERENT FROM THE REST YET TOLD WE ARE ALL THE SAME.UNITED WE STAND YET I STAND ALONE. THOUGHTS BETRAY THE LAWS I ALONE LIVE BY.EMPTINESS SURROUNDS ME OTHERS DONT KNOW WHY. I AM WHO I AM BECAUSE OF THE CHOICES AND SACRIFICES OTHERS HAVE MADE UPON THEMSELVES. MY SOUL HAS BEEN BRUTALLY TORN OUT AND RIPPED INTO DUST. ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO BE PUT BACK TOGEETHER YET THERE IS ONE. OUR THOUGHTS COINCIDE. OUR LOVE COMBINED. WE TOGETHER MAKE EACHOTHER WHOLE. SKIPPING TO THE BOTTOM LINE. MY LIFE IS CAGED ONLY ONE PERSON HAS THE KEY. I AM ONLY LET OUT WHEN OUR HEARTS BECOME SEEN.------------------------------------------------------- ----
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Nothings ever ...

gunna change. ive been stuck on the same girl for over a year now n even when i try to turn my head and walk the other way there she is, waiting.  i tryed gettin with others but i dont kno she al...
Posted by J_Stud on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 12:37:00 PST

how can u love some one...

uve never even been with? once again i thought i was in love. but til this day i will never kno the truth. she seemd so perfect even after she walkd away n now im stuck alone again. i gave up on every...
Posted by J_Stud on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 08:07:00 PST

how do i kno...

if shes like the rest shes everything i wanted yet how do i know if shes like the restthe one who blows u off yet tells u ur the besteverywhere i go i cant stop bringing up her namebut i dont want&nbs...
Posted by J_Stud on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 05:00:00 PST

i think...

im fallin for this grl.  she seems to be the one that i have been lookin for.  shes perfect for me in every way yet i cant have her. shes so beautiful. probably the most beautifuliest grl i...
Posted by J_Stud on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 02:56:00 PST

how can i express...

my feelings. i go through my life knowing exactly whats to happen next. but i kno there is something more. i just cant grasp it. i like this girl and she told me she likes me but how do i go about it....
Posted by J_Stud on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 09:00:00 PST

i sit up all night...

thinking of you. no matter how hard i try i just cant get u out of my mind. i love you so much yet you dont feel the same for me. my friends tell me to get over you. but how can i let all that we had ...
Posted by J_Stud on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 10:28:00 PST

even wen u think i dont...

i love u times may get hard to the point u wanna cry but at the end of the day i am happy ur aliveu bring joy to my heart n happiness too im glad with no regrets that i came across the beauty that is...
Posted by J_Stud on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 10:33:00 PST

everytime i try n do sumn rite...

somthing always has to happen. the love of my life doesnt care about me. i was with her for so long. along with losing her i lost all my game. i dont even remember how to even approach a girl. i feel ...
Posted by J_Stud on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 10:10:00 PST