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Myspace BackgroundsWARNING: d folowin article is subject 2 uncontrolable emotional outburst Prolongd reding may cause serious efect PRECAUTION: strictly prohibited 4 readers bearing sentimental pains HISTORY: unevenly distinguished 2 discover 8s evolution NATURE: 2 go on carin 2 luk 4 d slytest openin & tru w/c 8 can nitrude 1self n2 oders lyf BASIC NEED: comfort. SATEMENT: u can shut me out of your way; Anytym u want but dnt xpect me 2 stop caring coz 8 wil nvr hapen TITLE: Mor about "me" THEME: emotionaly undefynd POSTSCRIPT: a4mentiond spoilers r merely half true & is ntended 4 ur ilusions Reality begins now! Ask me f i care now i doWhat is this!? What is this that I have to describe myself in words that could bring meaning yet would only intertwine and get away with the real intricacy of my true nature. Would words be enough to justify ones essence and being in this world? Would a bunch of letters be enough to enclose in a sentence or a paragraph even the slightest description of the fundamental framework of one’s being? For words would only be...as I want them to be, yet my mastery of manipulation to the pattern of fabrication of line and words would only show my intentions and provoke my emotions to write some more... I am a loud mouth idiot who doesn't seem to know how to control my lips. Some of my friends says that I have more than one soul in my body for I have a tendency to shift emotions and mood and in it's slightest intention, personality in an instant. It's definitely more than mood swings. What’s wrong with me!? Heck! I don’t know…and don’t care! So I’m a complete Weirdo. i am a hyponcondriac because right now you really can't find enough seemingly-valid reasons not to attend school. i am not fond of attending school because most of those offered are either trivial or brain-damaging. Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside Something I could never be will guide me to the new Light Frustrated Sedated! Anyway, I could never ever be What you think is right for me Are things that I will not believe I want to start a new life Get myself a sharp knife Look into my own life Kill things I don't like in me..... i smoke too many cigarettes and ive been known to kick back some beers but there are far worse things in life. i always try to remember the little things about life because thats what makes life worth talking about, worth remembering. i talk about the past a lot because i find it hard to let go. its what made me into who i am. its my foundation. im scared of growing old. i want to see a sky full of stars every night and listen to the waves crash against the sand. im going to die happy. i dont really know how i feel about religion. i dont need a preacher or a sermon to make me understand. i dont know where i came from, why should i worry about where i am going? i regret few things. i make mistakes. i cry when i feel shitty and i smile when im happy. im good at hiding how i feel. im in love and i dont know it yet. i enjoy good kisses and long talks. i love life but i hate living. I'm a person who usually gets misunderstood by a lot of people. You might think that you already know me but for real.. it's just all lies.I'm not wierd, its everyone else in the world!I was normal once, but I didn't like it.As a matter of fact, the world DOES revolve around me!The Good news is, I'm me, Bad news is your youI like your enterance now lets see your departureI didn't ask to be prince, but if the crown fits!It's called thinking, you should try it sometime.Im busy, your ugly, have a nice dayCoffee, Chocolate, chix: Some Things Are Just Better Rich!Its called therapy, GET SOMEpeople have feelings too but like who cares?Prince, having sufficient experiences with princess, seeks frogsDon't treat me any differently than you would the queenAnd your point is....?Next mood swing: 6 minutesHow can I miss you if you wont go away?Sorry if I looked interested. I'm notI don't need your attitude, I've got my ownOh, I'm sorry, you looked cute from far awayhav strong passion 2 change bt hav weak will power hav mor problms dan u can see w/ ur naked eyesi can handle my problems all by myslf im jst too stubborn 2 deal w/ 8wen problem arises i kip myslf cool bt im already tinkin of a way out hate 8 wen my clothes get dirty Evn a small dot tend 2 get serious w/ relationship good flatterer wen courting too-good-never-been-busted nvr bin in love & hurt b4 i go 2 slip i always tink bout sum1 I truly care disregard all bad characteristics of sum1 crazy over sum1s smyl hate 8 wen sum1 talks bout ex. presnt, etc wants 2 tel sum1 many tings bt i cnt Wen sum1 touch my heart ders no turnin back loves sum1 more than sum1 loves meluv my family and friends! has strong faith with God music lover(gig pah!) luv sneakers(coz i do a lot of walking) lyk photography(click!click!) cant live w/out my celfone(hu can live w/out one?!?) obsessed w/ ELMO(favorite since birth??) luv kids!(they're like angels!aw!) hate sluts & air-headed!(shut up!) lyk school(coz it keeps me young!) just to tambay insomiac(coffee-holic!) crybaby!(hate my automatic-switch-on-and-off tear ducts!) luv beaches,sunrise/sunset & gettin butterflies on my stomach!(so mushy?!haha!) happiness means eating ice cream greatest fear:flying IPIS & "check op" haha!*It is easier to fight for principles than to live up to them*:A conclusion is simply the place where someone got tired of thinking:[All my life, I always wanted to be somebody. Now I see that I should have been more specific]You tried your best and you failed miserably. The lesson is 'never try'.i eat isaw. i drink guLaman. i scrub the restroom's tiLes. i vacuum. i commute. i waLk. i perspire. i inhale the dust. i hate cockroaches and i kiLL them. i live in a dirty city-butuan.i'm short. i'm boring. i'm Lazy. i Live, i Laugh and i mourn.cigaweed payter pawir cheer up emo kid dummy screamo playing dead What are you looking at???!!!! SCRAM!!!!!!" geek bully fat ass freak nerd fag dirt bag"On the surface, I'm a very cheerful person, but deep down I just love that dark winding road. I relate well to things being grim.""We are all Hippies at heart and believe in peace and love. We all believe in rebellion, and for myself, I know spiritual rebellion is at the core of what I do..."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

you or any1 hul rock my world...... The Object of My Desires Beautiful & homicidal/suicidal EXes and ex-lovers' lovers New drinking buddies. Hot ones please. People I've done really crazy stuff with Other aesthetes, critics, struggling artists, musicians & writers People who owe me presents, favors, money & *bleep!* Former schoolmates, missing fledglings and long-absent friends & relatives Anyone talented, articulate, nice & beautiful...you should be someone I can consume like candy or a good book...you must have the patience of a preschool teacher and a three-digit IQ that falls in the 'above average' range (140 at least)...you also should be able to make me laugh or smile...and keep me interested for a long time. Wah jst kidin’ Living Dead Girls, Cute and Tragic Emo Bois, Pretty Riotgrrls, Pretty Goth Bois and Grrls and potential Deady/Teggy Bears frustrated artists writer-wannabes who contemplate in public transportation vehicles smooth talkers who can convince me that i and the world have no problem those who have a unqiue attachment to a videoke machine teens and twenty somethings who still are undecided on what to become smokers who treat a pack of cigar as breakfast, or something to that effect. SOMEONE WHO stays with me in nights beyond black, stands in a typhoon and smiles, makes me melt just by placing THAT SOMEONES hand in mine, and feeds me sugar kisses upon request. SOMEONE WHO CAN BE my baby, rabbit, lover, best friend, shopping buddy, idol, inspiration, music critic, favorite photographer, and perhaps the only CONSTANT in my life. .SOMEONE WHO IS SWEET; romantic, dark and dangerous, like thick flowing dark chocolate that melts at your fingertips and explodes on your tongue, sending a shock through your system, clouding your judgement, taking you on a joyride SOMEONE WHO IS the silver lining. Heroic. Born into tragedy, emerging scarred but purged and cleansed. Amazing, generous, insightful, intelligent, clever, courteous, chivalrous, eccentric, multilayered, 'haunted', dark, enigmatic, mysterious, and yet... As cute, silly, and hyper as a jumping jellybean on speed. .SOMEONE WHO CAN make me shut up and listen to that SOMEONE’s senseless words, and innocently like a child, burn me with joy and all I care and all I see is that person not revolving but inspiring me more to follow anything that will definitely lead me to my happiness and fade out all frustrations SOMEONE WHO I CAN HOLD that someone’s hand when im too AFRAID to enter a crowded room SOMEONE WHO I CALL in the wicked night when im having my INSOMIA ATTACK and let the night eased by that SOMEONE’S voice SOMEONE I CAN TAKE CARE of when that someone NEEDS a MIGHTY ARM and that SOMEONE CAN FALLBACK TO ME, whenever, whatever that someone wants SOMEONE WHO I CAN finally sing..."AT LAST". SOMEONE WHO I CAN LOOK AT THAT SOMEONE'S EYES and tell to that SOMEONE "LOOK, BABY, EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT" .SOMEONE WHO I CAN TELL "LOVE ME FOR ANYTHING YOU LIKE AND I DONT MIND" .SOMEONE WHO WILL BE both my STRENGTH AND WEAKNESS. SOMEONE WHO is TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE but still has HUMANELY FLAWS. SOMEONE WHO IS THE ONLY RIGHT THING IN MY LIFE some WORDS are intentionally LEFT UNWRITTEN, its reserved for that SOMEONE

My Blog

Incubus - Make Yourself

1: Privilege Isn't it strange that a gift could be an enemy Isn't it weird that a privilege could feel like a chore Maybe its me, but this life isn't going anywhere Maybe if we looked hard en...
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Incubus - S.C.I.E.N.C.E.

1: Redefine Imagine your brain as a canister filled with ink yeah, now think of your body as the pen where the ink resides Fuse the two; KAPOW! What are you know? You're the humane magic marker, w...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Dec 2010 12:59:00 GMT