I cant really say im special or different, Im just normal, mediocre. I do have a tendency to be weird in a funny way most of the time though and i contribute that to my upbringing. Im not insanely beautiful but i dont look like i was beaten with an ugly stick either, im not stick thin but i dont look like a beeched whale, lol,i try to stay fit but we all get a little lazy. Im one of the most unreliable people you will ever meet. I cant stay in one place. Im rarely on time. I AM bored with life which makes me spontaneous. I dont have a train of thought, its more like seizures. Im not family orienteted and always forget birthdays, but That does'nt mean I don't care. I am scared to tell people I care about them and it usually turns out to be to late when I muster up the courage. I am honest. I have weird dreams, I wake up and im like WTF?? and sometimes terrified if it was a nightmare. I can not interpret my own feelings, its a mystery to myself. I used to be optimistic but at times I can be depressingly pessimistic. I wish life held more meaning for me but since it does'nt that leaves me room to be daring and reckless. My sister tells me I have nothing to hold onto in life. I dont.I AM going to change. flowers layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotCommentsIncubus "Dig" Directed by Ramon
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