escape velocity |
you hit the ground running and keep up momentum until suddenly you find that not even gravity is pulling you down. That's the idea anyways. I get up every day and instead of struggling I put my all ...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 16:36:00 GMT |
child |
Can you hear me laughing at you now child,when all you do is cry for me? [pathetic]Did you know that it was your strengththat once pulled my feral heart towards yours? [I thought I'd found a predator ...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 22:02:00 GMT |
can I just say? |
Can I just say - in black silence - that I love you.I always did, and I always will,no matter how much damage you've done to me,only my will to live is stronger,then any hope you could change.Now that...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Mar 2009 12:13:00 GMT |
breathing |
My room feels like it finally took its first breath today. I finally cleaned up EVERYTHING. Got my stuff up on the walls that's supposed to be there and off the floors. Got rid of all of Jen's stuf...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 21:27:00 GMT |
random fragments. |
I feel the wind wrap around me, and the stillness of this place,the perfect motion of a world unfettered by the worries I carry with me,but today goes well,today those problems are not mine and I can ...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 18:00:00 GMT |
a return to something resembling normal thought patterns |
gods. SO tired. only been snowboarding for 4 hours, but apparently the last chunk of awful time has taken more out of me then I was willing to admit. Emotions are going better now though. I think ...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Feb 2009 15:58:00 GMT |
one breath |
(may still do more edits:)I am the savage spark against this sorrowful grain,Give me one breath and that's all it takes to get back on my feet again,To defy gravity in one vicious surge,Pulling myself...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 13:12:00 GMT |
Hit the ground running |
more later... right now just a placeholder.I hit the ground running when I (finally) got out of bed last Sunday. I don't think I've stopped moving since then, (though tonight I should get real sleep)...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 19:40:00 GMT |
Dont poke the wolf. |
I feel feral... there's almost a bloodlust coursing through my veins. It's from almost nothing. It's from being hit all of twice that's gotten the red rising. ...but it bears context...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 01:03:00 GMT |
Memory Trippin |
Now that I'm set up down in Irvine I take some time to say goodbye to this place. I don't expect that I'll spend too much time walking the streets of downtown Mill Valley again, or sauntering around ...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 17:33:00 GMT |
