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Moving on with life

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About Me

So, you think you want to know me, right? I'll let you decide. I'm 19, and I'm pretty crazy sometimes...but as I get older, I find myself becoming more and more calm. it's kind of sad, really. anyway, recently, I lost two of the best friends I've ever had, over something rather stupid, really. But oh well, life goes on! Right now, I'm pretty much just enjoying being out of school, and enjoying the quietness of an empty house! it's the fist time in a while when I didn't live with two, or sometimes three, other people!If you want to know anything else, just hit me up! my life's an open book. .. ..

My Interests

I love music, singing, and dancing. I also enjoy being with my friends, going bowling or to clubs, etc.Live Alive A Florida Yuletide of moonlight and fog, shirt sleeves and sandals, Santas on surfboards. Backporch, beachside, got the tide set on high; slow rolling breakers, a million revolving mirrors slipping downstream, twinkling like tinfoil in candlelight. But instead of a metallic wrinkling sound what’s heard is the eternal whispering roar of shallow waves breathing receding shores. Fishing boat light is fading in and out like a faraway star. But instead of traveling two thousand miles to meet me here on the aft deck, sixty-seven seconds before, it was illuminating a solitary sailor, cutting bait and casting lines under a soggy quilt of charcoal clouds. And now is here, To share in this second like a long lost friend, standing in your doorway ringing the bell. All’s well that doesn’t end, that time transcends. Soon, will come a day when this epiphany is everyday, a constant celebration of the unseen. So instead of waiting another three hundred sixty five, use this year to strive, avowed to keep the instant alive; To always live alive. mdk

Hangman

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet anyone who wants to meet me! I love making new friends and meeting new people!

Music:

My life revolves around music. I listen to pretty much anything, except I cannot stand rap.

Movies:

Disney movies rock! I love sitting at home at night, cuddled up on the couch with my Hubby, with a fire going and the cat laying on my lap.

Television:

I actually don't watch regular television. My tv is plugged into my DVD player. that's it. no channels

Books:

I love books! I read all sorts. But I can tell you this: The last Harry Potter book made me cry

Heroes:

Heroes are overrated. be your own hero, do what you want and need to do to survive. don't spend your entire life looking up to someone else.

My Blog

The story of my life....

one of the worst feelings in the entire world is to lose a friend that you were close with. but the worst feeling of all, is losing three of them in a six month period. I've done that. I'm going throu...
Posted by Moving on with life on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 09:08:00 PST

A New Life Begins...a poem to my true friends

to the people who i can always count on, who never keep me guessing, or keep me waiting. to the people who mean the most to me, this is for you...for the rest of you....this poem is about you, not for...
Posted by Moving on with life on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 06:19:00 PST

Ever Untouched (new poem!)

Look at the people we have becomethe dreams we've declared, the people we've lovedbut what of the lives that we've left behind?what of the things we've compromised?are we the people we wanted to be?lo...
Posted by Moving on with life on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 01:24:00 PST

life today

Well, life's a bit better than the last time we spoke. Work's much better, well, sort of. I mean, it still sucks, but Im making pretty decent money at least. I went back to school. Last semester, hell...
Posted by Moving on with life on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 12:45:00 PST

And thats the way the cookie crumbles

Wow...it's been a while since I've written in this thing. So long that I've moved into my own place in June, and got married in October! Married..just saying the words makes it sound so much more craz...
Posted by Moving on with life on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 11:28:00 PST

stupid depression

why is it that when everyone is happy and having fun, I'm left alone by myself, depressed, and then anytime I am around, nobody seems to be happy, or having fun? am I doing something wrong, or am I ju...
Posted by Moving on with life on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 09:13:00 PST

Floating (a poem)

without the weight of your love crashing down on meI find it hard just to speak, or even breatheI lose a part of myself every time you leaveLife is so cruel, holding you just out of reachit's like a l...
Posted by Moving on with life on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 09:50:00 PST

Love song (a poem)

I wish you could hear the thoughtsrunning through my mindfighting fights of nothingnessor holding my dreams tightI wish you could hear your heartbeatthey way it pounds right through my earbeating stro...
Posted by Moving on with life on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 01:46:00 PST

Once again (new poem)

Once again, I'm left behindOnce again, I am the childOnce again I question whyWhy am I still breathingEvery night I lay in bedMorbid thoughts rush through my headbreathing deeply trying not to cryI on...
Posted by Moving on with life on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 10:00:00 PST

Gumball Machine (new poem)

*tears of acid**heart of snow**these are the only things I know**Cotton candy through the glass**sweetness shown but hidden**why must all good things be forbidden?**nails tap-tapping on the table**eye...
Posted by Moving on with life on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 10:09:00 PST