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SaraBeth[XXPLOSIVEE]

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About Me


"Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing." -Sylvia Plath
LIKE A GAME OF PICK UP STICKS...PLAYED BY FUCKING LUNATICS.♥
my name's sara, but you can call me later ; )
the closest person to my heart is 394 miles away... when she feels something, i feel it, too. i dont care if you think im lying or if you think thats weird.

IM ONE OF THOSE FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY GIVES A SHIT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT.
i dont hate anyone
oh waittttttt, yes i do
a lot of things bother me
i dont think im better than you
i often find myself laying on my bed staring at nothing and thinking
i dont get a lot of jokes
my friends are the best
♥ especially my brockway crew...i love them... : )
im very opinionated
i sleep with my headphones on
i will stay up way later than i should just to talk to you
my parents hate my music
i think i belong in the city, but i wouldnt last a day
im addicted to lipgloss
i hate talking on the phone
i hate odd numbers
i hate the direction left as well
i fucking hate backstabbers and liars
when noones home i like to turn my music up really loud and play my guitar
dont think i'll ever play for you
im afraid of people
my house scares me
i have a lot of clothes
but i never have anything to wear
im me and i like it that way
go ahead and judge me bitch
thanksaim-Scuba Sarrr
PLEASE NOTE: do NOT take things out of my hands. i hate it. and i will punch your face. if you want what is in my hands ask for it.♥

My Interests

laughing really really hard.

I'd like to meet:

anyone who can make me smile :.:filthy little words like...fuck:.: insert comment here retards.

Music:

.. width="425" height="350" ..anything that sounds like
tearing down your house+mass murder
then recording it

korn
tegan and sarah
oasis
a thorn for every heart
akon
alexisonfire
animosity
as blood runs black
atreyu
benny benassi
between the buried and me
bile
billy idol
billy talent
blindside
bob marley
bright eyes
bush
cadillac don
carbon leaf
chiodos
coheed and cambria
cradle of filth
darude
david bowie
DMX
eagle eye cherry
flogging molly
foo fighters
from a second story window
moneen
finch
gnarls barkley
goo goo dolls
goodnight nurse
gorrilaz
he is legend
(hed) p.e.
hinder
hollywood undead
jamie kennedy
jimmy eat world
job for a cowboy
lil jon
lil troy
lil wyte
ludacris
pharrell
midlake
murderdolls
pantera placebo
plain white T's
rise against
rufio
scary kids scaring kids
scooter
senses fail
shiny toy guns
fear before the march of flames
silverstein
slipknot
something corporate
soulja boy
stone sour
system of a down
taking back sunday
the academy is...
the bled
the dresden dolls
the fall of troy
the number 12 looks like you
the recieving end of sirens
the red jumpsuit apparatus
the white stripes
underoath
we were gentlemen
young jeezy
young jock
young jibbs
young dro
30 seconds to mars
afroman
alice in chains
dimmu-borgir
as i lay dying
unearth
shadows fall
bleeding through
bloodhound gang
boys night out
cannibal corpse
brand new
cartel
dead to fall
disturbed
drowning pool
NOFX
saosin
soulja boy
johnny cash
nine inch nails
from autumn to ashes
nirvana
AFI
AVA
marilyn manson
counting crows
dem franchise boys
311
sublime

Movies:

Television:

[greys anatomy] [csi] [law and order] [sex and the city] [carlos mencia] [8 simple rules] [that 70's show]

Books:

the autobiography of marilyn manson:The Long Hard Road Out of Hell

Heroes:

R.I.P michael ammons
JoAnna barbour
we will always love you and miss you forever

My Blog

SLKADHGASIOHD!!

i cant get him out of my head. it doesnt even feel right sleeping alone. and so im stuck here. for a week. without him a whole week yeah, it doesnt seem that long to you. well you dont know what devin...
Posted by Scuba Sarrr[vroooom on the yamaha] on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 06:03:00 PST

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Surrender she reads a book from across the street waiting for someone that she'll never meet talk over coffee for an hour or two she wonders why im always in a good mood killing time before she strut...
Posted by Scuba Sarrr[vroooom on the yamaha] on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 10:34:00 PST

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im getting [BAPES]     i hope you fuckers are jealous....
Posted by Scuba Sarrr[vroooom on the yamaha] on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 04:15:00 PST

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i can feel it happening again...   : ]   i shouldnt want to go through this but i do.   really, i do.    ...
Posted by Scuba Sarrr[vroooom on the yamaha] on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 07:38:00 PST

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lacie, im horribly sorry. i meant to be there with you. holding your hand. i know you cant do this by yourself. so i continue to sqeeze my hands until i feel my bones breaking. im shaking just imagini...
Posted by Scuba Sarrr[vroooom on the yamaha] on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 07:56:00 PST

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[Woman]St. Catharines Psychiatric Help Line, this is Nancy.[Man]I'm sure this is all gonna sound really ridiculous and uh... I don't exactly expect anyone to believe all this. Uh... for the last littl...
Posted by Scuba Sarrr[vroooom on the yamaha] on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 06:26:00 PST

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 its like I dont want to be in control of what happens next I want this shit to be crazy i want everything that happens to me to be a complete suprise because its the best when you get a present ...
Posted by Scuba Sarrr[vroooom on the yamaha] on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 12:40:00 PST

JP<3 03

i talked to jp's momma today. she's like my mom. jp went somewhere and i miss him and i havent been able to cope with it well. he is my best friend in this whole wide world. (josh, please dont take it...
Posted by Scuba Sarrr[vroooom on the yamaha] on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 02:56:00 PST

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sometimes i feel as if people know what im thinking. i hate it. thats why i hide my eyes behind my hair. dont ask me to move it. ever. its going to get you no where pretty quick. just a waste of words...
Posted by Scuba Sarrr[vroooom on the yamaha] on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 08:54:00 PST

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this summer in pennsylvania was the best thing that has ever happened to me. i love lacie and brittany and the pruszko boys...thats right. all four of them   thanks for the great summer guys. de...
Posted by Scuba Sarrr[vroooom on the yamaha] on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 11:12:00 PST