So I've decided to tell you all who I really am, exactly what I feel inside. I can tell you the one thing I've been searching for my whole life is someone to share my love with. Waiting every day for a chance to strike, a chance to find the love of my life, but it just never seems to work out my way.I'm a shy kid and I don't have much seelf-esteem, if any. I'm always worried about what others think about me constantly struggling to be myself instead of putting on that fake face for everyone. I love my friends but sometimes I doubt that its shared and I hate myself for that.The fear of failure has been there for a lifetime and more. But this I know I'm not alone on. The fear of being alone, not being wanted, its just an awful thing.But on top of all this that is underneath when I don't feel alone, when I don't feel uncomfortable, is a fun-loving person. I can't ever let any of this keep me down, it's just thoughts in the back of my head that don't go away. I love to drink and I love to smoke pot and have a fucking good time. *theres so much more I want to write that I can't get outta my head*But anyhow send me a message we can chat. I'm always up for meeting new people and having a good conversation.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4
Your Power Color Is Red-Orange
At Your Highest:
You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.
At Your Lowest:
You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.
In Love:
You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.
How You're Attractive:
You are very affectionate and inspire trust.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Respected?"
What's Your Power Color?
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