im not a rockstar, but i still tend to rock hard profile picture

im not a rockstar, but i still tend to rock hard

I am here for Friends

About Me

I am not the same person that i used to be.

i costantly struggle with myself and my self concept.

i roll my eyes like it's my job.

i often think in poetic-like sentences.

i write.

i read.

i think.

& i often expect people to live up to the standards that i hold myself to.

(that is why more often than not, people disappoint me.)

people sometimes think i'm a snob, but really, i'm just selective.

i am self-centered.
so are you.

i'm human, i make mistakes, i learn.

i also am capable of loving with every inch of my soul&body.

i like to sparkle&glow.

your eyes will tell me all that i need to know.

i want to make a difference.



i care a lot, about a lot of things, & a lot of people.

myspace sucks.

this is no where nearThe End.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I want somebody who sees the pointlessness
and still keeps their purpose in mind
I want somebody who has a tortured soul
some of the time
I want somebody who will either put out for me
or put me out of misery
or maybe just put it all to words
and make me say, you know
I never heard it put that way
make me say, what did you just say?
I want somebody who can hold my interest
hold it and never let it fall
someone who can flatten me with a kiss
that hits like a fist
or a sentence, that stops me like a brick wall"

...



just lay yourself on the line
and I might lay myself down by you
but don't sit behind your eyes
and wait for me to surprise you
I want somebody who can make me
scream until it's funny
give me a run for my money
I want someone who can
twist me up in knots
tell me, for the woman who has everything
what have you got?
I want someone who's not afraid of me
or anyone else
in other words I want someone
who's not afraid of themself."

My Blog

something that i wrote many moons ago [& another old stupid something that i wrote]

I. Infinite (this is hella old school - like couple-few years ago status)   If I could explain the moment in such precise detail that you would be able to feel me, as if my heart were beating enw...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 19:51:00 GMT

i hope that everyone has felt infinite this year. [my welcoming of the new year]

i think that i started out New Year's Eve in the best way possible. Last night at around a quarter to 4 a.m., i re-finished The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I cried & i hugged the book & ...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Dec 2005 09:37:00 GMT

i have a split personality. really.

i took a personality test. i scored high on: extraversion- easily expresses emotions, not drained by social interaction, smiles a lot, believes most people like or will like them, bold, likes to lead,...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 16:49:00 GMT

you should really read this. LIFE.

Life. well, what's to say about it, besides everything and anything. It's what you make of it, as cliche as that is ( i'm a bundle of cliche-type sayings_bc i believe most of them to be true). I'...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 19:29:00 GMT

i am an emotional wrecking ball. (that tends to be extremely loquacious)

it needs work. heres my first draft: I just want to scream And dance and laugh and make love to the invigorating rays of the unforgiving sun, To touch your lips with my fingertips and part the ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Dec 2005 19:52:00 GMT

hold your head high heavy heart.

"natalie..... life gets simpler."                              &nb...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Nov 2005 16:44:00 GMT

you constantly make it impossible

darkness.candles.brandnew.         i know this scene.i've been here many times before.old habits are hard to break.i'm not.
Posted by on Sat, 15 Oct 2005 22:21:00 GMT

i [am] every cliche, but i simply do it best.

well chances are that i will shortly revise this. but this is a temporary attempt due to an instance's inspiration provoked by a single line in a song. basically this website invites all kinds of peop...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 22:22:00 GMT

no i don't prefer obscurity but i'm an [idealistic] girl.

life is a sleazy strangerwho looks vaguely familiarflirting with a bimbo named disasterat the end of the bar [and i am telling you that i am different than you are]
Posted by on Sat, 16 Jul 2005 14:12:00 GMT

love.what it is.

i just read a part of my livejournal and i found myself thinking.. that's love. i'll attempt to tell you what i think love is. i think it's the feeling of butterflies whenever you think about seeing s...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Jun 2005 02:07:00 GMT