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faut souffrir pour être belle


life is about change. sometimes its beautiful, sometimes its painful. but most of the time its both


people should take their 'i want you to like me' stickers off their foreheads and put them somewhere they'd do some good...on their mirrors


hiii. my name is laura, and i am so lucky. i am getting everything that i have ever wanted, and it is all because of my fiance, russell. i got engaged on october 12, 2007 to the most amazing man i have ever known. i have never been so happy in my whole life than when i am with him. he accepts me for all of my faults (not that there are many haha) and for my crazy past, and just looks into our future. my life has gotten so much better since the first time i kissed him. i can not wait to spend the rest of my life with him. we just had our first baby girl, brooke alyson dipesa. the pregnancy was rough, the delivery wasnt easy, and the next couple of days werent either...but it was all worth! she is absolutly beautiful. everytime i look at her face i fall in love with her all over again. shes mommys little angel, and daddys little princess. she is definatly going to be a daddys girl seeing as she was born on fathers day! and i can already tell he is going to be wrapped around her long little fingers! i have so many wonderful things to look foward to, and i have even more things to be grateful for. my parents are the best parents in the entire world, my mother is my absolute best friend in the whole wide world, and my dad is who keeps me grounded. my brother is my hero, fighting for our country for almost five years now, and just over one year left to go. he is my hero, and i miss him so sooo much. i cant wait for him to come home, he will be the best overprotective uncle ever! my friends are the coolest people ever. the old ones and the new ones. i know my friends from back home will always always be there for me and that we could go months without speaking, but the minute we get back on the phone it would be like no time has ever passed. i cant say i am a huge fan of this small town i live in now, but the people i have met here are awesome. most of them have become more like sisters than friends. i love animals, probably more than most people. because a lot of people are ignorant, incompetent and get on my nerves. and animals are so much easier to get along with! lol. i have four cats, bo, queen elizabeth, helen and frannie. and i have adopted russells dog, oswald, as my own. and at my parents house i have frankie, the dog i found on the side of the road. and we all miss my hamster herbert...RIP. i am pretty simple, im very laid back, and easily entertained. i love life. and i love having someone to love and spend my life with. but the most important thing about me is russell, because he is the best part of me ♥
Russell, I was at a point when I was ready to give up. I had no hope that my life was going to get any better. That’s when God brought you into my life. I was lost, and trying to find myself in all of the wrong things. I found myself in you. You bring out the best of me, and you are the best part of me. When I am with you, time is still. It’s just the two of us in the world, and nothing else matters. I don’t worry about anything, and I feel safe. I know that nothing bad can happen to me, because I have you. You have filled my life with meaning, and love. I had nothing to lose in my life before, and now that I have you, I have everything to lose. You are the most important thing to me, you are my whole life, you are my everything. I will love you forever. Everyday, for the rest of my life will be devoted to making you as happy as you have made me. Thank you, for giving my life meaning. I can only hope that I have given you the same. Love Always, Me
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RIP CHRIS 6/11/05 I LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. YOU WERE THE BEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD HAVE EVER ASKED FOR. YOU HELPED ME THRU SOME OF THE HARDEST TIMES IN MY LIFE. I JUST WISH YOU COULD HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ALL OF MY LIFE, AND HELPED ME GET THRU EVERYTHIHNG. AND I WISH I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE. IT SUCKS BECAUSE I THOUGHT WE TOLD EACH OTHER EVERYTHING, I WISH YOU COULD HAVE CALLED AND TALKED TO ME INSTEAD OF DOING WHAT YOU DID. I ALMOST BLAME MYSELF THAT YOU DIDNT THINK YOU COULD COME TO ME AND TALK TO ME ABOUT IT. THEN IM SURE I COULD HAVE HELPED YOU AND YOU WOULD STILL BE HERE. WHEN YOU DIED, I DIDNT THINK I WAS GOING TO BE ABLE TO GO ON WITHOUT YOU, AND I REALIZED THAT I CAN. IT WAS EXTREMELY HARD IN THE BEGINNING, BUT ITS GOTTEN EASIER. HOWEVER I NEVER STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU. EVER. AND NOW IM TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU TOO. BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT. IVE NEVER GOTTEN OFF THE PHONE WITH ANYONE ELSE WHO HAS ALWAYS SAID 'ILL PRAY FOR YOU LAURA' NO ONE CARES AS MUCH AS YOU DID. AND IM STILL PRAYING FOR YOUR FAMILY BUD, CAUSE I KNOW HOW BAD I MISS YOU, AND I CANT IMAGINE HOW THEY FEEL. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT YOU REALLY TOUCHED MY LIFE, AND I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AS I WAS WHEN I WAS WITH YOU. I LOVE YOU. AND I MISS YOU.

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MY BIG BROTHER.

SERVING OUR COUNTRY FOR ALMOST SIX YEARS. I CANT WAIT FOR HIM TO COME HOME. I MISS HIM SO MUCH, AND HE IS THE BEST BIG BROTHER EVER. I LOVE YOU EVAN!!! ♥

AND GOD. HE IS MY ROCK. WITHOUT HIM, I WOULD BE NOTHING.

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four weeks till baby.

as the clock keeps ticking, and i am getting closer and closer to become 'mommy,' i guess i am starting to worry a little more about how im going to handle having that title. i have been practicing wi...
Posted by ♥queen laura♥ on Tue, 06 May 2008 08:44:00 PST

my life. pregnancy. my russell.

i think i have officially become the house wife..and i love it. i spend most of the time picking up and cleaning and playing with the kitties and i actually enjoy it. ive been cooking too, which is ne...
Posted by ♥queen laura♥ on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 07:26:00 PST

Brooke Alyson DiPesa

sooooo. we found out a couple days ago that we are going to be having a girl. baby Brooke, im so excited! when we were at the doctors office after the ultrasound tech took all of the babys measurment...
Posted by ♥queen laura♥ on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 12:38:00 PST

growing up

part 1 people seem to come in and out of my life so quickly. when i look into my past, i have soo many memories, with so many people. some of which, i am still in contact with...but most, i couldnt te...
Posted by ♥queen laura♥ on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 07:28:00 PST