HoPeLeSs dOrK profile picture

HoPeLeSs dOrK

NO!! im not down to just fuck so keep on walking

About Me

It takes a moment to find a special person
An hour to appreciate them
A day to love them
But then an entire life to forget them
Where you'll find me, every Friday night.
January 2006
December 2005
Good time @ La Cama
my addiction is ... dancing ... can u tell?
Oct 28 '05
turn ons-likes: nice smiles .x. tallness .x. funny .x. lip piercings .x. good personality .x.outgoing .x. shyness .x. dimples .x. friendly .x. kissing .x. spiky hair .x.raised trucks .x. lips .x. fast cars .x. eyes .x. nibbling on ear or neck .x. stick shift .x. labrett piercing .x. good dancing .x. cuddling .x. hugging .x. biting .x. guitarist .x. soft touch .x. drummers .x. good hands .x. singers .x. eye contact .x. passion .x. "v" section .x. whispering in ears .x. sucking on lips .x. caressing .x. teasing .x. tickling .x. tats .x. mohawks .x. skin .x. confidence .x. light/hard scratching .x. kindness .x. massages .x. goatees .x. power .x. intelligence .x. cute jealousy .x. hard .x. slow .x. passionate .x. sweaty .x. blinding .x. orgasm .x. tongue piercing .x. licking .x. tasting .x. feeling .x. soft kissing .x. pouncing .x. affection .x. shakin that ass .x.
♥ ♥ ♥ Angel ♥ ♥ ♥
Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent andclever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
How to make a eLsA
Ingredients:
5 parts success
5 parts self-sufficiency
5 parts instinct
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Top it off with a sprinkle of lovability and enjoy!
Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
brought to you by Quizilla
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
**************at this moment, this is me********** im the kind of person who loves to love and be loved. my loved ones are my life, and i try to make them feel like it. id like to find someone who can love me for me, without askin for changes and being accepting... too many times before i have given of myself, only to feel that i've been cheated once again. so alas, i give up and just am. i'll give what is given, but expect nothing more. im not the kind of person who gives in to childish tantrums or insecurities. if i love you, i only love you. i will never betray the trust that is given to me. if u cant trust someone, whats the point? its a waste of time, effort, and heart. No more of that for me. hmm... i've learned my lesson... lol. :D good day
for the most part, this is me Hmm. What about me? Ok, I'm 5'3 or 5'4 and i love it. I have hazel eyes, everchanging they are. I am weird, strange, confusing, confused, perplexed. Yet I think I am simple. Funny huh. I live my life to the fullest, not ever really looking back to yesterday, because I know that tomorrow is near and I need to move on. Some people/friends think that is really a bad trait, but that is how I am. That is how I go on with my life, in order to not have as much drama as life brings on to me. I love my family above all. And I am a tomboy~ I got 4 brothers, and tons of guy friends. It just easier to deal with guys then girls for the most part. My brothers are the greatest out there. Each one so different, yet they are all alike. And I fit into their wierdness which is awesome. I can count the number of girlfriends I have on one hand, but I love them to death and would do anything for them. My friends are my ecstacy. They bring me joy and honesty, and I LoVe and respect them for that. I hate fake people, I hate cheaters and liers. I have no respect or patience for stupidity. My goal in life is to go on. That is it. Whatever that may mean, its what I want. One day closer to where I will end up, hopefully it will be happiness ~~I do not believe I am good lookin, I will agree that im decent, but past that, no lol. I just know that there are so many more beautiful women out there, so please do not get offended if I tell you that you are blind/crazy or anything like that. I love to have fun. I like to dance (even thought i'm not that gr8 at it lol)TEACH ME, TEACH ME. I want to learn Salsa. Love hanging out with friends. I Like to go watch movies, i'm behind now. Like going to the beach at nite and watching the waves crashing down on the sand. Nice to have company out there. And it seems i have maybe a tiny bit of poetry in me. Oh yes, and it seems i like a little freakiness *wink wink*...is it my fault if i like to have orgies on occasions and have sex alllll night long?!?!?! i think not. haha jk And for those that already know- I LOVE to drive! Anywhere, everywhere. I like to visit my friends when i can. Basically I get in my car and take off. Not having a destination in mind, but knowing i will get there eventually. Well I think i have done more then enough yapping so thats it for now.
i miss you aline

My Interests

i think i'm addicted to pictures :o January 2006Having fun, dancing, going out, chilling, going to the beach at nite, enjoying life, Field Hockey, Soccer(I SUCK SO BAD!), I now enjoy going camping (YEAY)
You're "There's No "I" in
Team", you stick with your friends, go
around breakin' people's hearts, and make sure
you get what you deserve.

Which taking back sunday song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
You are the Figher Femme

Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
E Extreme
L Lively
S Sensational
A Astonishing
Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

I'd like to meet:

Someone/Anyone that can : .x. Dance .x. Have fun .x. Act stupid funny .x. crazy .x. Drama Free .x. funny .x. loving .x. respectful .x. cool .x. someone that can go to the movies, go chill, go and have fun .x. help me forget this awful world

he is my world ... ♥

Music:

All types- Sublime, Taking Back Sunday, Incubus, Dashboard Confessional, from autom to ashes, SOAD, AFI, the used BUSH, MY chemical ROMANCE, The Juliana Theory, 311, 2 short, jagged edge, 112, SEAN PAUL, fabolous, Cristina Aguilera, Afromanm, Billy Joel, Akwid, Blu Cantrell, SIMPLE PLAN, Young Buck, Verve Pipe, Usher, Vicente Fernandez , ALicia Keys, WEEZER, U2, Third Eye Blind, Lil Jon, Trick Daddy, 2-pac, STAIND, Shaggy, Red Hot chilli Peppers, SantaANA, SELENA, petey pablo, silverchair, Ashanti, slayer, RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE, radiohead, Jenny Rivera, Puff Daddy, EMINEM, outkast, Nina sky, pedro fernandez, Ramon Ayala, MXPX, Mudvyne, Kumbia Kings, Nate dogg, nelly, LA LEY, Mario, J-kwon, 50 CENT, the fugees, Destiney's Child .... aight thats my list for now :D
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: eLsA
Birthday: Feb 21, 1983 (yea i want presents!!!)
Birthplace: Orange
Current Location: Perris
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: brown...blondish
Height: around 5'3 or so
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: mejicana :o chicana, pocho, w/e you wanna call it
The Shoes You Wore Today: um. no boundries? lol
Your Weakness: cheese lol
Your Fears: je ne sempa
Your Perfect Pizza: hehe cheese pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: gettin rid of all my debt
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hello :o
Thoughts First Waking Up: grrrrrr!! more sleep
Your Best Physical Feature: hmm my eyes? the fellas can answer this one
Your Bedtime: whenever i get tired
Your Most Missed Memory: being a kid and not having a care in the world
Pepsi or Coke: niether. yuck raspberry nestea
MacDonalds or Burger King: niether. carls
Single or Group Dates: depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: hmmmm ... vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: white choc mocha
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: fuck no
Do you Sing: sometimes
Do you Shower Daily: yessum
Have you Been in Love: infatuated
Do you want to go to College: been there
Do you want to get Married: in time
Do you belive in yourself: indeed
Do you get Motion Sickness: um, nope. not in cars lol.
Do you think you are Attractive: nah. im fugly :D
Are you a Health Freak: nope
Do you get along with your Parents: most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms: do we have many of those? but yes
Do you play an Instrument: used to.. the flute and um percussion ish
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: hahaha c'mon yea
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: never
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: hmm. yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: that would be a negative
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ahhh!!!!!!!!! gross! No.
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: haha no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: lol. me? drunk? never lol
Ever been called a Tease: like that? ::innocent grin:: of course not
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: back in the day when i was lil
How do you want to Die: painlessly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Araceli! hahah um. idk yet
What country would you most like to Visit: France
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doenst really matter
Favourite Hair Color: eh. its all good
Short or Long Hair: depends on the guy
Height: taller then me...
Weight: somewhere on the scale
Best Clothing Style: mmm. i like lots of em. as long as it looks good on him
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: real ones or burned cds?
Number of Piercings: my ears & tongue
Number of Tattoos: 3 of them
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i regret nothing

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Movies:

Can't decide on just one...The Saint, Van Wilder, Donnie Darko, anything with Adam Sandler-Happy Gilmore, Mr. Deeds, Anger Managment. I like scary movies~The Ring, Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Of course the chick flicks. LOTR. i need to catch up on my movies. any volunteers? haha

Television:

Gilmore Girls, Friends, That 70' show, Paradise Hotel (when it was on) Roka Mole, LA TV, Buffy, One Tree Hill hmm dont want too much of it actually. dont know whats on.

Books:

I like scarry books :D

Heroes:

hmm..

My Blog

One year ... To never be forgotten :(

I can still remember the night that Ivan told me what happened. I had just parked in the driveway and was walking towards the door. Ivan and my dad were just sitting outside.  Ivan was...
Posted by HoPeLeSs dOrK on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

pix galore

4th of July 2004 ♥ ...
Posted by HoPeLeSs dOrK on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my loved ones :D

  ...
Posted by HoPeLeSs dOrK on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sweet dreams aline

nO! i'm in denial, and i cant accept. i dont know how to deal with this! i'm cryin my eyes out right now, and i hurt everywhere. its hard to breathe. my head hurts. i feel like throwing up, so sick. i...
Posted by HoPeLeSs dOrK on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

~poems~

~urge~ the urge to make you feel cared for is exceptional the urge to make you feel at ease is immeasurable the urge to bring you happiness is extraordinary the urge to make you smile is as...
Posted by HoPeLeSs dOrK on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

~poem~

daddy as I grew up all I heard was you whatever u told me I believed it true you made me as I am now a very strong and stubborn girl especially when it comes to those that resemble you a...
Posted by HoPeLeSs dOrK on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

~poems~

For ..... in my life you arrived like an unwanted treat for i had forgotten the treasures that we all seek you brought in that light i had long ago lost sight of it was hidden behind the ...
Posted by HoPeLeSs dOrK on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

~poem~

Bye~~ Many times Id longed to see That look you once had at the sight of me It use to be great. It used to feel nice. But now all that is left Is your open spite Strange how time has no...
Posted by HoPeLeSs dOrK on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

~poem~

February 4th loving warm thoughts fill up my heart wishing i could hold you as the night passes through kissing you gently caressing you softly bringing you pleasures forgetting all troub...
Posted by HoPeLeSs dOrK on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

~poem~

ouch born into different ways raised to live for each day not allowed to be afraid yet all my thoughts lead me astray comfort i've searched knowing whats it's worth sadly it's been unearth...
Posted by HoPeLeSs dOrK on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST