Michael

Myspace Layouts · Myspace CommentsTime, like love and trust are subjective to our perception. Thoughts and feelings are not fact. The objective reference of a clock is another clock. The context of love or trust is not found in objective reference of another yardstick but inerrant truth of how it is given or perceived by the individual. They are fistula words that have only the meaning we give them and vastly more often misunderstood for the context given in or implied by our own perceptions wants at self gratification. Even as Einstein wrestled with general relativity of gravity and light we struggle with our own understanding of our orbits and the casue and effect of others perception and influence on us and we them.Who am I is who you want to see me as. I know this and my perception of you and who you can be or are will be subject to the same. I ask for what I give, tolerance when ever plausible or possible to my understanding.Commitment to values I hope will transcend the need and self justification of the moments wants to hide recrimination or fault and a heart that beets in a flawed human form in transition of life’s reality. If you can understand this desperate attempt to be earnest and not perceive it as double talk that can only challenge your comfort in blissful ignorance to be no more responsible to both understand and be understood. What we will tolerate in others to do the same you would expect then you can understand me. Anything else I could say would be trivial and transitory to who I am in the moment. I am what I am but not all that I can show you or you can see. A pint can not hold a gallon, I can not show you 40 years in 40 words, I am in the process of becoming called life that never ends till life does. There are constants I embrace yet they will only be a positive or negative depending on how they will affect your wants.If your looking for a kindred spirit that will help you to be reassured that your past choices or future wants will not be threatened then you need to ask why you want others in your life to begin with and is it self discovery you truly want or enablement and partners in crime to bury or rationalize. Who I am will only matter to you for what you need me to be for yourself then. I ask for much of the same but don’t limit my self to the limit of that being my only reason to ask who you are or care. This is not double talk but the truth we as a people confuse to mediate the complexity of truth. No truth is as simple as the question or answer asked if we care to be understood for what it means to us or others. If you look for simplicity you look for the pretty lie of comfort, if you look for truth you look in an empty bag that all to often only has what you fill it with.What I offer you to need to know most of all about me is this is how I feel and think, not an absolute I can say fuck it too, but at my best I aspire to this. At my worst I fall pry to the human condition of looking for the path of least resistance. Can you look and say who am I, can you answer that question about yourself completely without leaving room for misunderstanding, most of all will you take the effort to explain and find out.