CHiQUiTA GOT A MiLLiON DOLLAR SMiLE[RiP JARED]

MY SiSTERS ARE THE BEST![♥]
After a while you realize that...
Kisses don't always mean something,
Promises can be broken
as quickly as they were made,
And sometimes, just sometimes,
Good-byes really are Forever.
THRES NOT MUCH TO KNOW ABOUT ME. i GO BY THE NAME OF ESTRELLA, OR STARR, WHiCH EVER U PREFER. iM A FULL TiME COLLEGE STUDENT AT CiTY COLLEGE, 7 CLASSES TO GRADUATE! i WORK FULL TiME AT STATE FARM iNSURANCE AS A CUSTOMER REP. i HAVE THE GREATEST EX-CO WORKER OF LiFE! HER NAME iS SOL...WE DONT WORK AT PAYLESS ANYMORE, THANK THE LORD...BUT SHES STiLL MY SUN WHEN MY SKiES ARE GREY :0) HEEEHEE...HOW CUTE!. MY BEST FRiEND iS KRYSTiNE...DAMN, THAT GiRL iS THE BEST CHiKK EVERRR. SHES MY OTHER HALF, SHE CORRECTS ME WHEN iM WRONG, MAKES ME LAUGH WHEN iM SAD, PUTS UP WiTH MY STUPiDiTY AND GiVES ME ADViCE THAT ONLY A BEST FRiEND CAN GiVE. SHES MY ALL, MY WONDERFUL MOST GREATEST FRiEND iN THE WORLD AND i WOULDNT TRADE HER FOR ANY OTHER BEST FRiEND...MY BEST FRiEND iS BETTER THAN URS, SO DONT HATE :0) i HAVE THE MOST AMAZiNG SiSTER iN THE WORLD THAT GOES BY THE NAME OF BRiZA, OR BREE. SHE GETS ON MY DAMN NERVES! BUT i LOVE HER TO DEATH. SHES JUST LiKE A SECOND MOM TO ME. SHE TAKES CARE OF ME, AND BUYS ME LECHiTA HEEHEE SHES THE CUTEST THiNG U'LL EVER MEET, AND U'LL BE SO JEALOUS OF HER CUZ SHE ROCKS MY WORLD!! MY MOTHER MARGARiTA, THE MOST STRONGEST WOMAN i KNOW. THAT LADY CAN PUT UP A FiGHT, AND i ADORE HER FOR THAT. SHES SOMEONE i LOOK UP TO, AND WHEN i SAY i WANNA BE JUST LiKE HER WHEN iM OLDER, i MEAN iT. THROUGH OUT THE PAST 3 YEARS, ALMOST 4 YEARS, WiTH OUT MY DAD AT HOME, ME MY MOM AND SiSTER HAVE GROWN SO MUCH CLOSER. WE R EACHOTHERS COMFORT AND BEST FRiENDS, AND WiTH A NEW YEAR, WE HOPE TO BECOME CLOSER AND STRONGER AND UNiTE AS A FAMiLY. MY LiFE CONSiSTS OF MY FRiENDS AND FAMiLY WHO LOVE ME. iM A CHANGED PERSON, WHO EVER WANTS TO BELiEVE iT, THANKS FOR HAViNG FAiTH iN ME AND ENCOURAGE ME, AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT, i HONESTLY DONT CARE AND U CAN SUCK ON A BiG CRANBERRY iF YOU'D LiKE. iVE LEARNED THAT LiFE iS FULL OF SURPRiSES, BOTH GOOD AND BAD, BUT WiTH EACH EXPERiENCE, i ONLY GREW STONGER AND i TAKE EACH GOOD AND BAD HiT WiTH A SMiLE ON MY FACE CUZ i KNOW THiNGS ARE GONNA GET BETTER. i MiS MY GRANDMOTHER TOO MUCH THAT WORDS CANT EVEN BEGiN TO DESCRiBE HOW i FEEL. i KNOW THAT SHE iS WATCHiNG OVER US AND SHES THE ONE i THiNK ABOUT WHEN iM STARTiNG TO FEEL LiKE i WANNA GiVE UP. DANCiNG iS MY PASSiON, AND YES iM A BiG CLUB HEAD :0) i LOVE ANiMALS, SO STOP ABUSiNG! iM A BiG SHOE ADDiCT, SWEAR i HAVE OVER 50 PAiRS...WHOOPZ :0) MY LiFE iS GREAT, AND i WOULDNT HAVE ANY OTHER WAY.
I just want to say thank u to everyone who has kept my family and i in ur prayers. I know now that u guys really do care for us and i appreciate it alot. Its hard, but having people that care for u makes it a whole lot better. I have the best friends anyone can ask for, and i will never let u guys go. I must say that this is probably the hardest thing ever, but im able to manage myself because i know that someone will be there to catch me when im falling. Im missing her like crazy, but i know she's in a better place now. May the Lord bless each and everyone of u and always keep u safe. As for the family, all i can say is to keep strong and keep ur heads held up high, for that we should be celebrating the wonderful life our grandmother lived and thanking her for the beautiful family she created and for leaving behind wonderful memories. At least now we have an extra angel watching over us. I love u guys very much, and ill see u soon.
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past,
stop planning the future,
stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel,
stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel,
sometimes we just have to go with...
Whatever happens- happens...
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat u right, forget the ones who don’t and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
Im not a perfect girl My hair doesn’t always stay in place I spill things a lot, Im pretty clumsy Sometimes I have a broken heart My friends and I sometimes fight and maybe some days nothing goes right. But when I think about it and take a step back I remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe, just maybe, I like being unperfect.
&& i DONT UNDERSTAND BY THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME, WHY WE CANT BE TOGETHER?!