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Look down at me and you see a fool; look up at me and you see a god; look straight at me and you see

About Me


I am me.
Andrew Jordan Cornelius.
Born the 14th of October 1989 at 2:21 P.M.
I'm half white and half black. I'm mixed, this is where i get my naturally darker skin tone from.
I go to WMA or World Martial Arts.
I'm learning Muay Thai and Mixed Martial Arts.
Aint nobody like me girl, i'm my own competition.
I'm single.
And i've basically realized, that's the way it's going to stay. I'm over my ex but im just not ready for another relationship, plus i dont have the time, the trust, nor the effort to put into a relationship.
So basically im saying fuck it and fuck you.
Yeah, don't like it, that's too fucking bad, deal with it.
I've been told my whole life that I'll never amount to anything, I dont belong, and I'm a nobody.
So go ahead and tell me, I've heard it before, so you wouldn't be the first.
But you know something, I will be someone one day, and then you and EVERYONE else will eat your fucking words.
As a good friend once told me, I think about the past too much and dwell on how the future is going to be so much that I dont think about the here and now and what's right in front of me.
And yeah, he was right.
I do wonder about the future too much and dwell alot on the past.
But that's understandable after what I've been thru and overcame.
I've been wronged by many many people, but i'm not worried about it because they'll get there's in due time.
I love soccer and music.
At times I wonder what I'd be like if I knew my birth parents.
But at the same time I don't regret not knowing them.
I'm adopted and love my family more then anything in the world and I'm more then grateful for them.
Words can't explain.
I've pretty much done my own thing my whole life, listening to no one, not friends or family or anyone.
You might love me or hate me, either way I could care less.
I've had me heart broken and I'm not afraid to admit it.
I was just recently seperated from the U.S. Navy.
Not really any of your business as to why.
I have amazing friends.
I am attending Tulsa Welding School to become a master welder. I graduate on August 29th, 2008.
I live in Jacksonville but I claim DSGB because I'm a Georgia boy.
And I've been described as a wigger. I've been described as emo, a prep, a jock. Anything and everything. But im none of the above or anything else that you may want to label me with. I'm me and that's all I know how to be.
That's about all you need to know and if you want to know more then don't be afraid to ask. Myspace Contact Tables
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MySpace Layouts "You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months over analyzing a situation.. trying to put the pieces back together, justifying what could've, should've and would've happened or you can leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on."
“For every dark night, there's a brighter day”
“I know it seems hard sometimes but remember one thing.
Through every dark night, theres a bright day after that.
So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out, keep ya head up.... and handle it.”
“I set goals, take control, drink out my own bottle
I make mistakes but learn from every one
And when it's said and done
I bet this brother be a better one
If I upset you dont stress
Never forget, that God isn't finished with me yet”
“My mama always used to tell me: 'If you can't find somethin' to live for, you best find somethin' to die for.”
“During your life, never stop dreaming. No one can take away your dreams”
“Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see, when there aint nothing in sight
Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?
someone tell me why”
“Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real.”
“I'd rather die like a man, than live like a coward”
“We wouldn't ask why a rose that grew from the concrete for having damaged petals, in turn, we would all celebrate its tenacity, we would all love its will to reach the sun, well, we are the roses, this is the concrete and these are my damaged petals, dont ask me why, thank god, and ask me how”
“The only thing that comes to a sleeping man is dreams.”
“It's like if you plant something in the concrete and if it grow and the rose petal got all kinda scratches and marks, you ain't gonna say "damn, look at all the scratches and marks on the rose that grew from the concrete.." you gonna be like "DAMN! a ROSE grew from the CONCRETE?"”
“So complicated to escape fate. And you can never understand til' we trade places”
“We all gonna die, we bleed from similar veins.”
“No man alive has witness struggles i survived”
“Sometimes i sit and look at life from a different angle.”
“If we're all saying that rap is an artform then we gotta be more responsible for our lyrics. If you see everybody dying because of what you're saying, it don't matter that you didn't make them die, it just matters that you didn't save them.”
“Everybody's dyin tell me what's the use of tryin I've been Trapped since birth, cautious, cause I'm cursed.”
"All I'm trying to do is survive and make good out of the dirty, nasty, unbelievable lifestyle that they gave me."
"I just don't know how to deal with so many people giving me that much affection. I never had that in my life."
"It seems like every time you come up something happens to bring you back down."
"What I learned in jail is that I can't change. I can't live a different lifestyle-this is it. This is the life that they gave and this is the life that I made."
"I am societies child, this is how they made me, and now im sayin what's on my mind and they dont want that. This is what you made me America."
"Imperfection is inherited, therefore we all sin, but fighting the war of sin is the greatest war of all because we all die in the end no matter how hard we fight."
"All I'm trying to do is survive and make good out of the dirty, nasty, unbelievable lifestyle that they gave me."
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"Be careful with his heart. It's more fragile than you think."
"Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go."
"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."
"Maybe part of loving is learning to let go."
"As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you."
"Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts."
" Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again."
"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell."
"If you're going through hell, keep going."
"You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present."
"There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go."
"I dont miss her, I miss who i thought she was."
"For a few moments you made me feel as though i actually meant something to someone."
"Sometimes, people build you up just to knock you down."
"Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself."
"I loved her. She needed time to think and that was ok- she was worth waiting for... and waiting for... and waiting for. Finally I realized I had waited away my life for an answer she had already given me: Had she loved me back, I would not have had to wait."
"Nothing ends nicely, that's why it ends."
"The worst thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you."
"Just so you know, there's a space that only you can fill. Just so you know, i loved you then, i guess i always will."
"At night i pray that soon your face will fade away."
"Someone asked if i knew you, it was sad because all i could say was, "I used to."
"It's hard to let anyone in. When every time you did you were left with a broken heart."
"If two past lovers can stay friends, its either they were never in love or they still are"
"I thought when love for you died, I should die. It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on."
Hockey
Soccer
Sports
God
Music
sneakin out at night
hangin with friends
partyin

I'd like to meet:

Tupac Shakur. He stood for so many things. And he spoke such true words out of his mouth. I can relate to him more then any other music artist in history. I honestly want to be just like him. I even want to go out like he did. Not giving a fuck and doing his thing taking bullets. Call me a wigger or whatever you want. But if you only knew..........
I'd love to meet a girl who's down to earth.
One who isn't stuck up and doesnt listen to the media hype and doesnt listen to what the public says they should be.
Someone who i can just kick it with.
Someone who's chill and laid back and would be just as happy to sit at the house and watch a movie as they would be to go out and do shit.
A girl who doesnt play games.
And also one i can bring around all my friends and family.
Yeah, i have high standards, but im not going to lower them.
That's what i want and if i don't find it then i'll be single my whole life.
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Music:


Reggae
Ben Harper
Ky-Mani Marley
Beres Hammond
Slightly Stoopid
Bag of Toys
Damien Marley
Stephen Marley
Maxi Priest
Buju Banton
Collie Buddz
Sam*Son
Rap
Young Jeezy
Tupac
Soulja Boy
Akon
Crime Mobb
Project Pat
Three 6 Mafia
BG
Chamillionaire
Lil Wayne
Lil Boosie
Rick Ross
Dem Franchise Boyz
DJ Drama
Gucci Mane
Lil Webbie
Haystak
Ice Cube
Jim Jones
Juvenile
Lil Scrappy
Lil Whyte
Nappy Roots
Obie Trice
Pastor Troy
Plies
Scarface
T.I.
Trick Daddy
Trillville
Rock
Chiodos
Story of the Year
Senses Fail
Saosin
Silverstein
Taking Back Sunday
Underoath
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
The Used
Rise Against
Paramore
Endwell
Sophia
30 Seconds to Mars
Atreyu
Bullet for My Valentine
Dead Poetic
Haste The Day
Funeral for a Friend
From First to Last
Evergreen Terrace
Chasing Victory
Country
Kenny Chesney
Tim McGraw
Toby Keith
Garth Brooks

Movies:


Life
Men Of War
Ice Age 2 The Meltdown
Beerfest
All of the Fast and the Furious
Happy Gilmore
Billy Madison
pretty much anything adam sandler.
I-Spy
Mobsters
The Guardian
Surviving the Game
The Wood
Blood Diamond
Running Scared
The Crew
Mindhunters
Rosewood

Television:


One Tree Hill
Two-A-Days
Cops
MTV
Soccer
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Books:


i don't really read unless it's for school.

Heroes:


My family and god.

My Blog

the final goodbye.................

so jacksonville, it's about that time. about that time for me to say goodbye. to the city, to the friends, and to the bitches and hoes that i've come across in the past 4 years. jacksonville hasn't br...
Posted by the magic man[Fuck The World] on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:39:00 PST

new shit.....

times come and go, the same with friends, and even memories. life isnt always great, sometimes it's pretty hard to take. cities change, and so do people. people fuck you over. people leave you. people...
Posted by the magic man[Fuck The World] on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 06:29:00 PST

in the event of my demise......

in the event of my demise. when i am no longer here. dont forget my name. and dont shed a tear. i am in a better place. somewhere better then here. where i wont be judged by my race. i wont be judged ...
Posted by the magic man[Fuck The World] on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 09:18:00 PST

what could you have done....

your friend takes his life. with his bloodied knife. ask yourself, what could you have done? could you not see that to him, life wasnt fun? you could've given him that hug he really wanted. and now, y...
Posted by the magic man[Fuck The World] on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:44:00 PST

im ready.....

he looked to the sky and said im ready. ready for you to hold this head steady. ready for you to take me away from this life. ready to be done with all this strife. this strife that we call living and...
Posted by the magic man[Fuck The World] on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 08:46:00 PST

best friends and females.......

are the two most overrated things in life. first, let me explain why best friends are. best friends might as well be called best liars, because you'll believe anything they say. so they can lie to you...
Posted by the magic man[Fuck The World] on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 10:37:00 PST

she...........

she leads you on, but bitches if you lead her on. she cries if shit's tough and expects you to be there, but when you need her she's nowhere to be found. she chooses a different guy, an...
Posted by the magic man[Fuck The World] on Thu, 10 May 2007 07:06:00 PST

some new shit............

not a day goes by. that i dont think about you and why you lie. why you hurt me so bad. and why you dont miss what you had. you did what you said you'd never do. you were always supposed to be my boo....
Posted by the magic man[Fuck The World] on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 02:33:00 PST

lost

have you ever come to a crossroads in ur life? a time when you kno that you need to move on, that it's best for everyone. for you, for them, and for everyone else. a time when you kno that what used t...
Posted by the magic man[Fuck The World] on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 06:32:00 PST

some shit i gotta get off my chest

ok, look, today i did something really really stupid and i really regret it from the bottom of my heart. but at the same time, some shit has come to my attention. so everyone round here always wants t...
Posted by the magic man[Fuck The World] on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 09:45:00 PST