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Alluring Lingerie-Costumes ((R.I.P Mommy))

A STRONG WOMAN is one who feels deeply and loves fiercely. Her tears flow just as abundantly as her

About Me

♥ ♥(I WROTE THIS BEFORE MY MOM WAS PUT TO REST)Hi my name is Tonya I'm 27 years old. I was born on JULY 4TH 1981 in Santa Cruz, CA but raised in Watsonville, CA. I’m a loving, caring and easy going Mommy. I love my daughter to death she means the world to me. I moved here L.A. back in September of 2006. I do miss our clean air beaches and friends, Mostly I miss my MOM. I have been blessed with my lovely Angel Samantha who is 5 years old. Because of her now I know why god brought me here. He brought me here to LOVE AND CHERISH my loved ones. I enjoy bringing joy to there life’s because it brings a smile to all of them and me. I love any outdoor sports anything that keeps me active. I want to go skydiving but I need to find a place. My favorite sport is boxing! I started training when I was 17yrs then a year later I started boxing. I love the adrenalin and the dedication of that sport.

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Thank you mommy for making me the person that I am today a sweet loving person with a great heart! Not as big as yours yet BUT I will get there by being a SINCERE AND LOVING WOMAN Just like you were. I will open my heart and offer my arms to anyone that needs love. I will PROUDLY let them know that I got THIS HUGE LOVING HEART because of you. They will then know I WAS BLESSED WITH A GREAT LOVING MOTHER. Today on your birthday 08/17/07 I have to say goodbye THIS KILLS ME but it will be for a while not forever because we will be reunited once again in HEAVEN. Until then you will be OUR GUARDIAN ANGEL. Mommy Please give me your strength because not having you physically brings tears to my eyes and I become weak. I LOVE YOU MOMMY YOU WERE AN ANGEL HERE BUT NOW YOURE AN ANGEL WITH WINGS IN HEAVEN. It BREAKS our hearts that we have to put you to rest on your especial day.... ON YOUR BIRTHDAY 08/17/06 but we are happy to HAND YOU YOUR ANGEL WINGS SO YOU CAN FLY TO HEAVEN. You will be next to god watching over us. My Mommy’s rosary was on August 16 and we put her to rest On AUGUST 17 which was HER BIRTHDAY! In Church the priest asked my 2 brothers 3 sisters and dad to get around her casket and sing Las Mañanitas and HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Everyone in church cried even the priest. I cried over her casket not wanting to let her go. My Mamita IS my everything she had the biggest and sweetest heart ever. You would always see her with a SMILE. You would never see her angry or sad. She valued life and didn’t want to waist a second being mad or sad. If she was sad she would not show it because she didn’t want to hurt anyone or make anyone else sad. Not only do I say this because she was my mommy but she truly was one of the SWEETEST and LOVING woman you can ever meet. Her FAMILY, FRIENDS AND co-workers describe her as being one of the sweetest most loving persons on earth. Her co workers said she would share her lunch with others that didn’t have time or money to take there own lunch. A guy that sign the guest book wrote "I ONLY NEW YOU FOR 1 DAY AND IN THAT DAY YOU GAVE ME THE LOVE OF A TRUE MOTHER I THANK YOU FOR THAT". Till this day I cry I can't believe it. I won't be able to feel her soft FACE UP AGAINST MINE AND WARM HUGS.I won’t be able to kiss her all around her face and tell her "QUIEN ES LA MAMI MAS CHULA" My mommy has tough me how to be THE BEST MOMMY IN THE ENTIRE WORLD or maybe I should say like my daughter tells me "AWW MAMY I LOVE YOU AND YOUR THE BEST MOMMY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND THE SKY AND THE STARS" and she’s only 4 She also tells me this much mommy and shows me her fingers and toes, That’s priceless. Those words came out of my daughter Samantha on her own. My mommy has left me with her heart to love like she loved us and everyone that surrounded her. This love is one of a kind and I want to keep her presence by sharing that love with everyone that I come across with. I want to start by asking you to please cherish your MOM like if you haven’t seen HER for years and you just want to kiss her and hug her and tell her how much she means to you because we never know if we will get to see them the next day. For those like me.... that we no longer can feel there gentle and soft hands caressing our face.... or comforting us kissing us and rubbing our shoulder, I know that there are other mothers or family members that can give us COMFORT, SUPPORT and LOVE an help us deal with this unexplainable pain and suffering. I say to deal with this because I don't think I'll ever get over this unexplainable pain and suffering. THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME IN READING THIS AND GIVING UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TO YOUR MOTHERS... GOD BLESSES ALL OF YOU. THANK YOU GOD FOR BLESSING ME WITH YOUR LOVELY ANGELS, MY MOMMY THAT BROUGH ME TO THIS WORLD MY DAUGHTER SAMANTHA AND MY SISTERS THAT I LOVE TO DEATH. NOW THAT WE NO LONGER HAVE MY MOMMY I WILL LOVE MY DAUGHTER AND SISTERS AND CHERISH THEM TILL MY LAST LIVING DAYS JUST LIKE MY MOMMY LOVED US AND CHERISH US. AMENThe beauty of a woman, isn't in the clothes she wears. The figure that she carries or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman is seen in her EYES, because that's the doorway to her HEART, the place where love resides. The true beauty in a woman, is reflected by her SOUL. It's the CARING that she gives and the PASSION that she SHOWS. The beauty of a woman Within passing years only GROWS...
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My Blog

So True .. I Love this!

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R.I.P Ceaser 11/03/84-02/07/09

One killed in fistfight outside Applebees restaurantPosted: Tuesday, Feb 10th, 2009BY: JON CHOWNA young Watsonville man died after being involved in a fistfight in the Applebees parking lot Friday n...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 13:09:00 GMT

Good Men

Good Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls, and at work. Most we can`t see because we don`t know what a good man really looks like. He usually isn`t flashy enough or ...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 18:31:00 GMT

Why woman cry

Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 10:30:00 GMT

I ASKED GOD

I dreamed I had an interview with God and I asked... "As a parent, what are some of life's lessons you want your children to learn?" God replied with a smile "To learn they cannot make anyone love th...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 18:59:00 GMT

How my mamita was taken to HEAVEN

Soledad Castillo 08/17/2007-08/10/2007 Given her Angel Wings:  08/17/07 Died Friday, August 10, 2007, in an auto accident on Highway 129. She was 50.A native of Colima, Mexico, Mrs. Castillo liv...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 15:31:00 GMT

Wifey Material

Proverbs 31:10   "The Wife of Noble Character" Now thats what you call wifey material!  That's what I will be... to Him whom will APPRECIATE me and LOVE me.  &n...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 02:39:00 GMT

When is the best time to pray?

  We can be confident that he will listen to us whenever we ask him for anything in line with his will. And if we know he is listening when we make our requests, we can be sure that he will give ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 22:27:00 GMT

MY NAME

Tough Outgoing Naturally beautiful Yougurt Ice cream fan Amorosa   T.Y....M.U.A.H
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Life

Life is to short to wake up in the morning with REGRETS, so love the people who treat you right and pray for the ones that don't & believe that everything happens for a reason. If you g...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 11:34:00 GMT