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[emily] is suffocating.

i don't even know what that means--no one knows what it means, that's why it's provocative -bladesof

About Me

music is my solace.
i love everything having to do with music.
i like to speak russian.
i'm anti-social.
i really like the color plum.
i wish i could play the piano like ben folds..i aspire to be as awesome as him.
i love to improve my vocabulary
i'm kind of a nerd
i hate parties
i like being tan but i'm usually not
i never know what to put on these about me things...
important people:
my bestest friend in the whole wide world is tarah johann. we say the same things at the same time, pretty much all the time. because we're cool like that. we wish we were twins, but try as we might, we just don't look alike.
patty watty is my dancing and lunch-eating buddy. on wednesdays, her name is chicken. she's a real pal.
hailey is my alto singing companion. one time we had a princess bride party and it was grand. :)
then we have my sister, allison. she is my pal, and we do look alike. when she goes away to school, i become sad (and so does my dog). we like to dance and sing to 80's music. it's magnificent.
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--Info--
Name:: emily
Nicknames:: emmo, em, emmi, emmy, memilia, emmo lou lou, etc.
Birthplace:: joplin
Current Location:: my home
Hair Color:: light brown
Eye Color:: hazel
Height:: 5'8"
Weight:: 115
Tatoos?:: no
Piercings?:: ears
Overused Phrase:: ha ha ha.
--Your--
Bedtime:: whenever
Best Physical Feature:: my calves are muscular right now. it's cool.
Most Embarassing Moment:: wow i have so many.
Most Missed Memory:: i never get this question!
First Thought When You Wake Up:: i make weird sounds and go back to sleep for another 15 minutes.
Weakness:: chocolate. hot, charming, intelligent guys who dress well. chocolate again. pretty flowers.like snapdragons.. wheee.
Best Friends:: tarah, patty watty, ally.
Goal For The Year:: make all-state.
Greatest Fears:: slugs, oppossums, cockroaches, roller coasters, confined spaces with bad smells.
--This Or That--
Pepsi or Coke...: wild cherry pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King...: mc donalds
Hot Tea or Ice Tea...: hot chocolate
Chocolate or Vanilla...: chocolate
Water or Milk...: water
Coffee or Hot Chocolate...: both are nice
Hugs or Kisses...: i like both, but kisses are the best. they suit every mood.
Cats or Dogs...: kitties!
Summer or Winter...: fall.
Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies...: hmm. romantic comedies i guess. i like drama the best though.
Love or Money...: love
Green Grapes or Purple Grapes...: green.
--Lover--
Perferred Eye Color:: green.
Perferred Hair Color:: darkish.
Short Hair or Long Hair...: long.
Perferred Height:: taller than me.
Perferred Weight:: i don't know. not fat?
Looks or Personality...: personality's way more important.
Hot or Cute...: hmm. a little of both.
Skinny...Muscular...or Fat...: skinny with a few muscles.
--Favs--
Number:: 10
Food:: salad
Type of Music:: indie/punk/alternative/electronica/techno..
Candy:: sour caterpillars
Color:: pink, purple, black
Animal:: cat. elephant. camel.
Drink:: hmm. lemonade
Body Part on the Opposite Sex:: hands. i just randomly picked that. i don't like stubby fingers, lol
Movie:: the virgin suicides. v for vendetta.
Past Time:: playing the piano. singing. dancing. sleeping.
--Have You Ever--
Drank?: yes
Smoked?: no
Been Beaten Up?: no
Bullied Someone?: yep
Skinny Dipped?: yes
Played Spin The Bottle or 7 Minutes In Heaven?: spin the cell phone..
Toliet Papered Someones House?: no
Played Poker W/ Money?: yes
Gone Swimming In A White T-Shirt?: hmm i think i might've. but i had a swimsuit top underneath
Been Tickled So Bad That You Cried?: yes
Been Tickled So Bad That You Couldnt Talk?: yes
Like Someone And Not Tell Them How You Felt?: yes.
Went Camping?: yes
Used The Restroom On A Tree?: no
Had A Crush On Your Brother/Sister's Friend?: yes
Had A Crush On Your Friend's Brother/Sister?: no
Walked In The Rain W/out An Umbrella?: yes
Danced In The Rain?: no
Told A Joke And Nobody Thought It was Funny?: yes
Been On Stage?: yes
Worn Clothes Your Mom Didnt Approve Of?: yes
Been To A Nude Beach?: no
Cursed In Church?: no!
Been Called A Whore/Slut For Kissing Someone?: yes
Burnt Yourself?: yes
Been Dumped?: yes
Dumped Someone?: yes
Been In Love?: maybe..
Been Hit On Someone To Old?: yes
Wanted To Be A Model?: yes
Wanted To Be In The Olmpics?: no
Bought Lottery Tickets?: no
Made Out In A Car?: yes
Cried During A Movie?: yes
Wanted Something You Couldnt Have?: yes all the time
Made Love On The Beach?: no.
Shoplifted?: no
Seen Someone Shoplift?: no
Hung Up On Someone?: yes, i do that often.
Yelled At Your Pet?: yes
Gotten Seasick?: no
Tried To Strip When Drunk?: i hope not.
Bought A Thong Cuz The Casier Was Hot?: no
Stalked Someone?: not really.. lol
Had A Stalker?: no
Played A Prank On Someone And Scared Them?: no
Been Embarrassed By Someone In Your Family?: yes.
Felt Bad About Eating Meat?: no
Protested?: yeah..
Been To An Island?: hmm i don't know. i don't think so.
Ate Cuz You Had Nothing Better To Do?: yes
Screamed In A Library?: no
Made Out W/ A Stranger?: no...
Made Out W/ Someone Who Wasnt Single?: yes
Wished A Part Of You Was Different?: yes
Talked To A Complete Stranger?: yes
Been Sunburned So Bad You Blistered?: no
Kicked A Guy In The Nuts?: on accident
Threw Up In School?: yes.
Recieved A Love Letter That Wasnt Signed?: no
Wore Something You Hated?: yes
Wore Something To Match Someone?: yes
Been To A Luau?: yes
Cursed Infront Of Your Parents?: yes
Been On TV?: yes
Been Outta The Country?: yes
Been Honked At While Walking Down The Sidewalk?: yes
Won A Pool Game?: no
Went To A Party Where You Were The Only Sober One?: yes
Went To School/ Work Drunk?: no.
Dieted?: yes
Had An Eating Disorder?: no
Cheated On Your Other?: yes
Been Cheated On?: yes
Been Paid To Date Someone?: no
Dated Someone That Was Paid or Dared To Date You?: no
Tanned Topless?: yes
Been Strip Searched?: no
Been On A Plane?: yes
Been On A Cruise?: yes
Been Pantsed In Public?: no
Thrown Your Shoe At Someone?: yes
Broke Someone's Heart?: yes
Sung In The Shower?: yes
Bought Something Way To Expensive?: yes
Done Something Stupid And Laughed At Yourself?: yes
Been Walked In On While You Were Dressing?: yes
Been Walked In On While Showering?: no
Ran Out Of A Movie Theater Cuz You Got Scared?: no
Been Kicked Out Of A Mall/ Store?: no
Been Kicked Out Of A GoCart Place Cuz You Wrecked The Go Cart?: no
Been In Detention?: yes
Feel Off A Roof?: no
Pretended You Were Scared So You Could Cuddle W/ Someone?: no
Been In A Wreck?: yes
Wrecked So You Wouldnt Hit An Animal?: no
Made Yourself Puck So You Wouldnt Have To Go To School?: no
Threatened Someone W/ A Water Gun?: no
Been Shot?: no
Had A Water Gun War?: yes
Been Arrested?: no
--Randoms--
Regret Something You Did In The Past?: no
Country You Wanna Visit:: russia
Way You Wanna Die:: nicely. in my sleep
Like Thunderstorms?: yeah unless i'm alone
Get Along W/ Your Parents?: sometimes..
R U A Health Freak?: yeah
U Think Ur Attractive?: depends on the day.
Do You Believe In Yourself?: "
Wanna Get Married?: yeah
Wanna Go To College?: yeah
Shower Daily?: yeah
Want Kids?: yeah
When Do U Wanna Lose Your Virginity?: later. when i'm married.
Do U Hate Anyone?: yes
Can You Unwrap A Starburst W/ Your Tongue?: no.. :(
Do You Think You Can Sing?: yes
Can You Open You Eyes Underwater?: yes
Eat Whatever And Not Worry?: no
Can You Whistle?: yes
Can You Walk In High Heels?: yes
Do You Sleep W/ The Light On?: no
Do You Like Super Spicy Foods?: no no no
Can You Multitask?: yes very well
Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue?: nope
Can You Fit In Your Locker?: haven't tried
Do You Spit?: when i'm running i do occasionally
Can You Taste The Difference Between Pepsi And Coke?: yes
If You Could Wish 4 Anything...What Would You Wish?: hmm. don't know
What Kind Of Perfume Or Colone Do You Wear?: happy heart
What Kind Of Soap Do You Use?: the pink kind
What's Your Favorite Scent?: baking brownies.
Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could?: no
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My Interests



singing, acting, listening to music, playing the piano, reading, discovering new indie bands, hanging out with t-jo, talking on the phone in the middle of the night, watching thunderstorms, going shopping, kissing, fall weather, cool tennis shoes, cats, going to concerts, making new friends, using big words, watching indie flicks, playing with lite brites, dancing, writing essays, and color coordinating my outfits!
tarah j. talbott is my BEST friend! i freakin' her!

i'm super-duper excited about my senior year! tarah and i have 5 classes together!

I'd like to meet:

Can we fake it?
Can we make believe?
I'm so full of love, it deeply sickens me.

gandhi, elliott smith, motion city soundtrack (!), ben folds, and Jesus!

Movies:

Pieces of April, Rabbit Proof Fence, Billy Elliot, Donnie Darko, Moulin Rouge, Beauty and the Beast, Abandon, Cruel Intentions, Boondock Saints, Young Frankenstein, Princess Bride, Old School, Moscow Does Not Believe In Tears, Wedding Crashers, Vanity Fair, In Good Company,the old Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Dead Poets Society, The Virgin Suicides, Memoirs of a Geisha, and my lifetime favorite, The Secret Garden.

Television:

since this site is lacking a quote section, here's the best ones: "don't give me money, i'm not your prostitute!!"-- me "let's go on a pleasure trip!"-- me "python! cobra! snakes! ssss!"--band memories. "i'm not jesus, i don't have to be nice to everyone!"-- me "what happened to you? i met a opposum."-- teen girl squad. "chapstick: it makes me wanna make out!"-- brad piepenbrink "there's this guy on my street that's killing everyone named howie... my name's howie!!!"--benchwarmers. "I love life. But I don't love life because it is pretty. Prettiness is only clothes-deep. I am a truer lover than that. I love it naked." --Eugene O'Neill

Books:

The Time-Traveler's Wife, The Box Children, The Curious Incident of The Dog In The Night-Time, The Dante Club, The Count of Monte Cristo, The Blue Sword, Girl With a Pearl Earring, The Scarlet Pimpernel, Anpao, A Clockwork Orange, The Wanting Seed, JANE magazine, How to Be Lost, Lolita, Prep.
You make me smile because... by xLiL PreP1x
Name...
Your Laugh .... Is envied by many
Your Smile ... Is gorgeous
Your eyes ... Shine with the sun
Your scent is.... Loved by all
Your lips are... Perfect
Your hair .... Is the best
Your friendship .... Is Supporting
Your hug ... Makes me feel safe
Your kiss ... Always makes me ask for more
Your love .... Entrancing
You ..... are the best

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Heroes:

Elliott Smith, Ben Folds, and Ralph Lauren(he makes my supa-soft sheets. therefore, he is a hero)

My Blog

i like the color red.

i've been thinking about how much i abhor the princess diaries movies. i read a few of the books and they were pretty cool. they had a good message and everything. how people can like you even if...
Posted by there's nothing simple when it comes 2 you&me on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 07:59:00 PST

you kill me you always know the perfect thing to say...

sometimes, i feel so close to breaking. there are so many things to do & remember. i'm getting stressed already... and we haven't even been in school very long. ugh....
Posted by there's nothing simple when it comes 2 you&me on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 08:27:00 PST

it's raining, it's pouring...

hey everybody... this is an update as to what's going on in my life.   this week has sucked hardcore for me.       wednesday was a rotten day. i thought that everyth...
Posted by there's nothing simple when it comes 2 you&me on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 06:38:00 PST

just some thoughts. and everything's fine!

this is probably going to sound really stupid, but i need to get it out, and my journal's in the other room. i know, i know, i'm so lazy. ha. anywho.... i'm kind of scared to come back home. i'm scare...
Posted by there's nothing simple when it comes 2 you&me on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 05:01:00 PST

the secret club

i love it when.... people try so hard to make themselves seem genuine. but in all actuality... they are nothing but vacuous bimbos. they give little speeches about how they want to be everyone's ...
Posted by there's nothing simple when it comes 2 you&me on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 01:49:00 PST

i'm bad at thinking up blog titles.

so.. kaisa came the other day. she is from finland. she is really cool. probably even cooler than me. we are having fun. she is not a picky eater like me.. tarah if you read this.. you need to me...
Posted by there's nothing simple when it comes 2 you&me on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 01:13:00 PST

do this. now.

do my johari window dealio. http://kevan.org/johari?name=emily+adams'+johari+window...
Posted by there's nothing simple when it comes 2 you&me on Tue, 30 May 2006 12:41:00 PST

you are everything I want, cause you are everything i'm not.

i'm trying to decide something really important, and it's really hard.. so i need everyone to pray for me. mwahs!
Posted by there's nothing simple when it comes 2 you&me on Tue, 09 May 2006 07:16:00 PST