I've always wanted to have a decent about me. I believe I've finally done that. :) Lately, I've learned a lot about myself. I've also realized a lot of things about other people who I am close to. I could share these things with everyone who decides to stumble upon my myspace, but I am not going to do that. I work hard, but I often expect impossible results. Since I am near the most extreme of a perfectionist you will ever find, I am never contempt with "just good enough". I don't do any of the dumb things people my age tend to do. I don't drink, smoke, or anything of the sort. Although that doesn't mean I don't have a good time. :) I'm still getting to know myself and learn better how I work every day. I feel as though I know more than I should for my age, and find it helps me when connecting with adults or people who are as mature as adults. The harsh reality of life is what I believe in, although I'm not quite sure where I got all my ideas from. They kinda just came to me, and has allowed me to see life from a new perspective. I tend to make fun of people a lot, just like my parents. I mean it as a joke pretty much all the time though so don't worry about it. I love music and will listen to basically anything. Music is one of my huge passions. Anytime I'm doing something, I can usually be caught with an ipod. There's not many places I don't take it. You will for sure know if my ears don't like what they're hearing. If I don't like you, I am bound to let you know. Failure is my worst fear and I will do everything in my power to prevent myself from achieving it. I have high expectations of myself and I strive to meet them. I will only open up to people I feel comfortable with so if I act shy, it's your fault not mine. I hide near all my emotions. You can rarely tell when I am in a bad mood because I am just a little too good at hiding it. At the almost immediate moment, I will not shut up about the situation, but let it go quickly and move on. Although, most of the time I am really just bottling up my emotions. This catches up to me eventually. :/ I play sports a lot. I used to play sports year-round but now I don't. Now that football is done with for the rest of my life (sounds sad but I couldn't be happier), I am just focusing on lacrosse right now. I enjoy working out, but often let laziness get the best of me and end up not doing it. lol I enjoy video games also, but don't let them consume my life. That would be me basically...lol it makes it sound like I'm simple.
sn : BCClax09
