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_TweaK_™[&loser\]

dark_child93

About Me


My name is Kayla and I'm amazingness and beautifullll.
Erik says so.
You throw cupcakes like a bad girl.
word.
I'm Polish, so I must wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm emo because I wear skinny jeans and converse.
I'm gothic because I wear black and listen to Marilyn Manson.
I'm scene because I like neon and dinosaurs.
I'm a liar because I won't tell you everything about my life.
I'm stupid because I'm not always right.
I'm UGLY because I don't look like everyone else.
I'm a whore because I have the best GUY friends in the world.
I'm annoying because I'm not "chill" enough.
I'm a loser because I'm not friends with your clique.
I'm fake because most of the time I'm happy with my life.
I'm weird because I'm not like you or your friends.
I'm controlling because sometimes I get mad.
I'm clingy because I like to be around people.
I'm greedy because I like to be satisfied.
I'm conceited because I'm proud of who I am.
I'm unappreciative because I don't worship the ground you walk on.
I'm screwed up because I'm not what you want me to be.
So don't try to tell me who I am.
Because I already know.
= Rubbersoul93
you don't pretend
your not a fake
you live life as you see yourself
don't know if that's the best way to live but it's much better than everyone else who live lives of falsehoodness
--GABRIEL TAYLOR.
We are born crying, live complaining, and die disappointed.
Sleep all day. Party all night.
Never grow old. Never die.
It's fun to be a vampire.

My Interests


Fuel my addiction--

I'd like to meet:


Music:


Come on come on
I wanna be together
Come on come on
Little piece of heaven
--Luna Halo [ = ♥ ]

^I OWN THIS SHIRT, SON.^

Heroes:


I LOVE MO!
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AND CASEY!
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Benjamin Taylor
Thank you for being an egotistical, narcissistic, arrogant, selfish, stupid, worthless, no good, disrespectful lying, cheating and freeloading failure.
You amused me. You think that just because you found someone else to use that I'm going to get jealous. You think that just because you refuse to talk to me, that I'm going to slit my wrists. You think that you're God, and you're not. You're worthless. I'm happy with my life and you can't stand it. It drives you insane that I don't worship the ground you walk upon. It bothers you that I don't care about you in the slightest.
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Gabriel Taylor
Thank you for putting up with me in my "emo" days as I cried over the same thing over and over again and for helping me realize that nothing is worth my tears and crying doesn't make it go away. For knowing me better than most anyone, and for never giving up on me.
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Thank you VERY much for introducing me to Erik and to so many other amazing people. Thank you for being the most amazing human to ever walk the face of this planet. Strange enough, the exact opposite of your brother. =]
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If a cat ate a lawnmower,
it would sound like this....
BBRRRAAARGHEOW!
BLOG!
Joseph Terry
My word, it's been awhile, hasn't it? You've been like a brother to me for the past two years. You've always been there for me no matter what. I don't know how I could ever repay you.
Thank you for acting like such an idiot at camp, KD, and while I talked to you for hours on the phone. I could write a book about you, and you could probably do the same for me. Thank you for understanding me. Well. Actually, most of the time you probably DON'T understand me....but thanks for pretending that you do. =] Thanks for having severe A.D.D. moments with me. THANKS FOR WEARING SOLID BLACK IN 102 DEGREE WEATHER!If it weren't for you're rebeliousness, I would have never met you. Thank you for protecting me when those little brats questioned he almighty power of the fork. Thank you for making me feel like someone actually cared about me.
AND for ditching the cow. OOM! =]
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ICON THING
ERIK!!
I LOVE YOU!
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Brandon Shiflett
I trust you with my life.
I shouldn't. But I do.
Thank you for the valiant effort shown in 5TH period hell. For giving me money for doughnuts. For cheering me up when I was crying. For making REALLY strange SFX and for pointing out that SFX is one line away from being a DIRTY WORD! For randomly quoting movies and comedians. For being.....awesome, just pure awesome. I LOVE YOU BRANDON!!
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Sherry Wells
Thank you for being a hella cool flying pirate ninja hybrid who eats cheerios in the snow. Thank you for being the most AWESOME chica I have EVER met. Seriously, BFFL OMG ROFL! Thank you for randomly dancing or calling people Waffle or whatever.Thank you for attempting to pierce my ear twice. For scaring everybody in our gym class. For throwing TACOS at strangers! For being my bestest friend. XO!
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ANDREW!
So, I officially met you this year in gym....and you are the definition of amazing. Thank you for having awesome taste in music and movies. Thank you for having undiagnosed turrets. Thank you for being the only one whose hot enough to have their photo above the paragraph. Thank you for being straight ballin. I LOVES YOU! XO
and thank you for telling me I'm beautiful. thank you for telling me that you love me. thank you for saying exactly what I needed to hear. I was crying, but you didn't know, and you told me you loved me, and it meant so much to me. YOU mean so much to me. more than you will ever know.
Yes, it sounds rather emo. But who cares? It's true.
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Mason Kavanaugh
6th grade. Everyone thought you were a girl.
Good times. =]
Three years. Can you believe it? Can you believe that we've survived three years of this without murdering each other? I can't. Mrs. Brunelli's, Mrs Wasosky's & Mrs. Rick's classes were THE BEST. I'm not sure if we were just high on life, but EVERYTHING was funny last year. Cheesecake. Migetness. [ which I just recently noticed is spelled wrong. ] FUZZY APPLE BUTTER! Tum Byton.
And my 13th birthday. Ah, what fun.
*Glances to the left*
*Sees Mason running with a golf club*
*Turns back*
*Realizes what's going on*
*Turns to see Mason EAT IT*
*Laughs*
*Cries*
*Almost falls into the Bleach Pond*
Thank you for helping me complete the notebook and binder from 7th grade. Thank you for being the drug dealer for all the sXe kids. Thank you for making up words....and for going all kamikaze on the brats in Lazer Quest. Thank you for introducing me to Cocaine. And thanks for the free cheesesticks.
♥ -Awww.
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Travis Morgan
TRA-VEES-E-MO! wow.
I met you in third grade. You pinched the hell out of me because I didn't wear green on St. Patrick's Day. So, I scratched you back. I'll never forget because now we both have scars. Whoo.
You are freakin awesome, Travis. You seriously are.
Thank you for making my 13th birthday the BEST! For traumatizing the guy on the golf coarse. For licking the tree. =] For making Crystal Light somehow entertaining. For making up holidays. For being a gangster. And yes, you ARE a gangster, because I said so. Mk?
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Samara Clark
Thank you for being my ROOF BUDDY! For teaching me so much about life and God. For being sweeteo to the max yo!
TBC
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Joseph Freeman
Thank you being freepin hilarious and cheering me up. For being such a ladies man. =] For being straight up AMAZING.
TBC
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Corey Beard
Ah, Corey. What a mess. What. A. Mess. Thank you for being such an overly enthusiastic spazz and for speaking in sound effects. =]
TBC
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Chris Green
Thank you for being the messenger between the COW & I. For shaking it like a polaroid picture. =] For being my last minute date to prom. And for being my little buddy.
TBC
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RAPTAR!
Thank you for drinking the magic lemonade while talking about four-square and dodge ball. For giving me free beads in the craft shop. For presenting me with the Duct Tape Glove of AWESOME! For being the best counselor at Jamestown 4-H Camp. I hope to see you this year. =]
OM-SKI?
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My Blog

[ cat ]

If ever I were a cat, I would attack butterflies with great enthusiasm, then fall to the ground with much disappointment. Upon receiving this unnecessary dose of disappointment, I would curl up by ...
Posted by _TweaK_™[&loser\] on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 02:39:00 PST

[ note of a savior ]

Just a quick reminderThat I’ve always been nearby.I’ve heard your silent screams and all your empty sighs.You’re always in my head;I know the air you breathe.Why are you lying to you...
Posted by _TweaK_™[&loser\] on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 11:14:00 PST

[ love ♥ ]

It’s no good to be at war with yourself. You have to find peace. You are with yourself for the rest of your life and ultimately, you are going to die alone. You have to do whatever is going to m...
Posted by _TweaK_™[&loser\] on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 11:00:00 PST

[ life ]

this is not to be taken seriously. this is not to be read as opinions. it is to be read as poetry.it is obvious that i am on the educated level of about a third grader. it is obvious that these words ...
Posted by _TweaK_™[&loser\] on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 10:58:00 PST

[ happiness ]

I used to see these supposedly normal people walking by, smiling, and they’d have a mini-van, two kids and a white picket fence, and I thought they were stupid and ignorant. I wanted to destroy ...
Posted by _TweaK_™[&loser\] on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 11:01:00 PST

[ single? ]

This is blog-worthy.   Ben broke up with me. Why? I dunno. Do I care? No, not really. =] Stupid boys.
Posted by _TweaK_™[&loser\] on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 04:39:00 PST