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NicolE!!

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About Me

Me: I laugh a lot And I smile even more But I only giggle for some people ;-) I’m a nerd. I’ve accepted it, and I embrace it :-) I love to read, write or draw --random surprises are the way to my heart I love music and I still dance in my underwear when I'm getting ready --there is a part of me that will never, ever grow up there is a lot more to me then meets the eye but it takes a lot to REALLY know me I act like a guy in relationships: I will not put up with your bullshit.. ..nor will I chase you ..and I will NOT change for you. I'm pretty intellegent but sometimes my mouth moves faster than my brain I am quiet untill you get to know me I have my faults : I can be jealous and spoiled and lazy --but I’m working on it. I'm a hopeless romantic; I believe in soul mates and true love so feel free to sweep me off my feet ..but don't force it.. I will push you away. I am super empathetic, and I won't judge you.. so don't do it to me. If you've heard rumors about me they probably aren't true. (I'm not a lesbian, or a slut, or pregnant, or DEAD, or a druggy) get to know me- realize that is NOT who I am I'm a TOTAL adrenaline junkie and I get bored easily so keep me guessing. Don't confuse my confidence for being stuck up, or concieted: Somedays I feel fat and gross and self-conscience ..just not ALL the time. I'm THIRSTY for God, and I know he has something amazing planned for me. There is so much more to me, so feel free to ask.. You could probably learn more about me by.. knowing my enneagram type (2) or reading my blogs or even looking at my other myspace (http://www.myspace.com/nakedn1cole) then most people learn in a year of knowing me
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My Interests

Television:

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Books:

anything by jodi picoult. Burned. Crank. Summer boys novels. Mary Higgins Clark Stephanie Plum series Jewels poetry

My Blog

to random people

  --I wish that you would get over it. My intentions were NO WHERE NEAR what you are acting like they were, and you HAVE to know that somewhere in there. I just hope that it all works out for the...
Posted by NicolE!! on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 08:38:00 PST

cheers to 2008

So I'm sitting here listening to the senior C.D I just made and thinking... My senior year has been NOTHING that I've expected- there have been LOTS of tears, and I've been at the lowest point of my l...
Posted by NicolE!! on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:34:00 PST

Whats going through my mind when I cant sleep..

The other day, I was talking to one of my friends about our childhoods. She told me hers was pretty great, and I thought of all the reasons I was jealous, because I felt like mine WASN'T. The tru...
Posted by NicolE!! on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 10:47:00 PST

Beautiful girl.

Everyone wants to be a beautiful girl. They see them on T.V at all the right parties, with all the right people. They see them parading around with the most gorgeous guys. They think that if they were...
Posted by NicolE!! on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 06:43:00 PST

I’m ready to feel.

okay fine, I'm doing it. For so long I have been hiding. I'm so scared to see who this person is inside. For so long I was trying to figure it out, but what if I decide I don't like her. There are som...
Posted by NicolE!! on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 05:10:00 PST

Read this :-) then answer.

So I was just randomly looking at old pictures and thinking the other day. I really miss a lot of my old friends, isn't it weird how at one point someone is your BEST friend and now you don't even tal...
Posted by NicolE!! on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 05:49:00 PST

Single.

So I guess I can't say that I'm actually HAPPY with EVERY aspect of my life right now, but I've finally come to terms with a part that I have had trouble with...the single part. I haven't TRULY been s...
Posted by NicolE!! on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 06:27:00 PST

A page from my diary.

*Disclaimer*: Okay so here is a page from my diary. I thought it would be a little more meaningful if you saw the actual page out of my diary in my super sloppy handwriting. I also realize that there ...
Posted by NicolE!! on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 03:51:00 PST

behind the plastic smile

The truth- Here it is.Im hurt, a little bit.I'm feeling and I hate it.I never let myself feel pain, I always just pretend it is not there and mask it with a pretty smile, a seemingly happy laugh. Over...
Posted by NicolE!! on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 08:04:00 PST

man oh man

wow. I have so many feelings that are everywhere right now. I had the most amazing week EVER at camp. It's crazy how much easier it is to be crazy for God when you aren't surrounded by so many wordly ...
Posted by NicolE!! on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 02:24:00 PST