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About Me

You are Bella Swan, the apple of Edward's eye. You are very private, clumsy, sweet, and funny. You have a wonderful ability to accept people (or mythical creatures) for what they are. You have an amazing capacity to love, even though you can be too hard on yourself. Hi Squeaks here!! Welcome to my site. I'm a 31 year old single mom. I love life and living it the best way I can. I love the outdoors, hanging out with friends, swimming, and a music freak! I want that country life around animals, especially horses! I'm more happy around nature. I like acting goofy but serious when I need to be. OK I AM A MUSIC FREAK!!! I TRULY LOVE MUSIC AND CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT IT! It doesn't matter what kind if I like it I'm gonna play it. Simple! My two favorite genres right now are country and rock.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

You should message me if hmmm you love life, love to smile, you can carry a conversation, and you like to learn about and try new things. You are confident, but not cocky. Of course love joking around (who wants to be serious all the time) and don't mind displaying some affection in public. I'm not talking about jumping on people but I do like getting and giving hugs. If your just interested in a "booty call" then move on. I'm sick of superficial guys that don't know a good woman even if a brick has fallen on their head. I'm a good person, friend, woman, and a girlfriend (if given the chance). By no means am I perfect, but I know I don't lie, or cheat or play games. Those are definite deal breakers oh and excessive drinking. Social drinking that's fine but if you have to get drunk every time you drink then again not for me. I want a man that has morals and a strong belief in God and a passion for life. I know I'm not the perfect Christian but I do have a strong faith in God, maybe a "fallen angel" in a sense. I am trying to get back into going to Church and all. Respect in a relationship is a must. I'm not trying to be treated like a Queen but I would like a mutual giving of both parties. His King to my Queen if you want to say. It really doesn't take much to bring a smile to my face yet it seems like I'm asking for total world domination or something. A text saying I miss you or I'm thinking of you. A call to say good morning or goodnight. Even a single rose or a teddy bear. Small tokens of affection is like Christmas to me and I will light up like a Christmas tree in appreciation for every little thoughtful action that comes my way. I'm big on actions more then words. I've heard the words too many times with no action to back it up. No more though.

I would eventually like to meet a guy that I just feel comfortable with and he can be himself around me. I'm looking for someone that makes me happy just by giving me that smile that's just for me. No games, no expectations, just us. I guess it's hard to find someone that is interested in you for just who you are and not what they can get from you or have you become. I'm very independent so I know I can drive guys crazy about that. But still I want someone that can love me and you just see it in his eyes. Being married for so long and being that it was a bad marriage I can say I am scared of marriage again or for that matter just a man being serious with me. I know it's gonna take a patient man to deal with me and my fears. I feel a marriage or even just dating, couples should stick through the highs and lows of it all and not run when there is the first sign of problems. That special someone should lift your spirits up not bring you down. I know my other half is out there waiting to come home to me. I'm patiently waiting for you.

I also like to meet people that have things in common with me. I just like meeting new people and having lots of friends to talk to. I eventually would like to meet someone that is strong (he would have to be able to handle me), kind, affectionate, honest, trusting, LIKES COUNTRY MUSIC and keeps me on my toes. LOL :-) Maybe someday, until then I'm enjoying every minute of my time! Anyway if you want to know more about me then you can just message me! ;)

Well if you read this far hopefully your interested. If your looking for just friends or even a going out buddy or hell take a chance and ask for a date. You never know who you might fall for till you give them a shot. As I always say looks fade but personality and smiles make memories to last a lifetime!

My Blog

A Reason - A Season

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Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 22:04:00 GMT

MYSPACE APPLICATIONS<--READ

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Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 12:45:00 GMT

Bite me

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Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 17:22:00 GMT

Awaking Vampire

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Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 17:26:00 GMT

LOVE IS A MIXED UP SONG

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Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 01:39:00 GMT

Gotta Go My Own Way....

I gotta say what's on my mind Something about us doesn't seem right these days life keeps getting in the way Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged It's so hard to say But I've gotta d...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 23:24:00 GMT

I’ve come to realize...........

Well I've come to realize that it may be possible I might actually be single for a long while. The past few weeks has made me really contemplate on what I want in a relationship.  The following i...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 23:11:00 GMT

Now That It’s Gone

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Posted by on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 22:26:00 GMT

Hurt

Hurt When your heart Has been broken And stepped on It leaves you hesitant Reluctant to try To give in once more To open up To emotion To dip your toe Into the mire Into th...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 23:47:00 GMT

HELLO EVERYONE!!!!

    Ok I'm back and now that my internet back there is a ton of pics needing to be posted!!!  My b-day was awesome and so far the summer is great!!!  I'll be keeping you poste...
Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 17:50:00 GMT