40th run |
40 times...40 times in an ambulance... god my life is a hell you could never understand Posted by on Wed, 31 May 2006 18:51:00 GMT |
17th |
17 ambulance rides within the year, should be 18, but i smooth talked the hospital to give me some heavy doses for home and i used one.... still alone though... lonlieness stabs me like a sharp spoon,... Posted by on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 13:02:00 GMT |
my botched brain surgery |
iv been in and out of the hospital for 10 months now, its been a year to the day 3 days ago that i was told i needed brain surgery.
one of my 4 surgeries was botched and i get pain in my grouin that i... Posted by on Sat, 15 Oct 2005 16:16:00 GMT |
depressing poem time! yaaaaayy |
Searching for love of the soul
Only to find love of the flesh
Wanting to hold and to care
With noone to care for
Geting every gift i ask for
But never tasting love
Dry tears running down... Posted by on Mon, 20 Sep 2004 17:20:00 GMT |
4:30?? |
so my sensai kind of suggested i should do a certain amount of forms in the morning, but to do them all i need to get up at 4:30.... LOL, so now im a little insane, since ya know, when your sensai sug... Posted by on Fri, 20 Aug 2004 23:32:00 GMT |
IM OUT OF THE CAST! ....OW MY HAND! |
sooooo, i got out of the cast, opend my fire chakra by mistake, hit a few things and people, and i think i sprained my thumb, LOL! iiiiii deserve it, lol. well atleast i can train again, yay me, lol. Posted by on Fri, 20 Aug 2004 23:30:00 GMT |
I got a job?.....k? |
So it turns out im the campaign coridnator for ConnPIRG, this enviromental type group, dont ask me how i got it, or what a campaign corridnator is, I GOT NO CLUE. But now i also walk door to door sel... Posted by on Sun, 27 Jun 2004 15:25:00 GMT |
sooo about my arm being broken still |
My arms been fckn broken for about 5 weeks now and im going crazy not being able to fight in this stupid cast. I broke it during a sparing match but i have no clue when, i just looked down and it wa... Posted by on Fri, 25 Jun 2004 15:22:00 GMT |