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:massacre:

I am here for Friends

About Me

I FRIGHTEN EASILY. I AM TOO OPEN. I AM AFRAID OF MY OWN BLOOD. I HAVE TWO CATS. I CAN'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I KNEW NO BOUNDRIES. IVE HAD LOVE AND LOST IT. IVE THROWN IT AWAY AS WELL. I DONT UNDERSTAND "WELL ADJUSTED".fall in love and fall apart. things will end before they start. LAYOUT CODES BY: OH ILYSSA LAYOUTS

My Interests

writing/ fashion/ horror/ uping various punx/ riding motercycles/ reading/ making clothes/drinking with friends/listening to improvised music/dancing like a fool//

I'd like to meet:

Zombies and people with dibilatating illnesses

I LOVE THIS BOY

Music:

the faint/ belle + sebastion/ placebo/ bowie/ ashlee simpson/ lilo/ msi/ ladytron/bright eyes/ cursive/ the decemberists/ tilly and the wall/ death cab for cutie/ neutral milk hotel/ joanna newsom/ the postal service/ sufjan stevens/ johnny cash/ lifter puller/ the hold steady/ brand new/ fiona apple/ elloit smith/ regina spektor/ manson/ NIN/ t.a.t.u./ t-rex/ le tigre/ kayne(rep chitown)west/ interpol/ aimee mann/ yeah yeah yeahs/ aracade fire/ exploding hearts!/ The dandy warhols/ wilco/ jeff buckley/ poison/ belle and sebastion/silversun pickups/ amy winehouse+more///

Movies:

night-dawn-day-land of the dead/ phenomena/ opera/ cemetary man/ monster squad/ ginger snaps1-3/ stacy/ wild zero/ the eye/junk/ shaun of the dead/ dawn of the dead(new)/ 28 days later/ cabin fever/ house of 1000 corpses/ the devils rejects/ night of the creeps/ necromantik 1+2/ tromeo and juliet/ house on the edge of the park/ Last house on the left/ visitor q/ happiness of the katakuries/ Bui o Omega/ irreversible/ santa sangre/ i spit on your grave/return of the living dead/ toolbox murders(new)/ the texas chainsaw massacre 1+2/ august underground/ mordum/ an american wearwolf in london/ the hills have eyes(craven)/ the hills have eyes(aja)/ haut tension/// hedwig and the angry inch/ velvet goldmine/ Rubber Johnny/ trainspotting/ fightclub/ kids/ gummo/ bully/ American Phsyco/ mean creek/ grave of the fireflys/ princess mononoke/ my neighbor totoro/ kiki's delevery service/ mean girls/ magnoilia+more///

Television:

sex and the city/ drawn toegether/ 30 days/ project runway/ ANTM/ I shouldn't be alive/ law+order svu/ masters of horror/ six feet under///

Books:

Anything by:raymond carver, hemingway, Bret easton ellis/ J.T.(laura albert)Leroy/ Dennis Cooper/ Sharon Olds Also: We Were the mulvanys/American Skin/ The dead and the living/ The body project/ Diary of a teenage girl/ optic nerve/+more(probally)///

Heroes:

myself.

My Blog

spoilt milk

sometimes i am very meloncholie. but not right now, and not so much lately. i cried a little last night, but that was for times that are no longer, that i wish i could have again. no need to cry over ...
Posted by :massacre: on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:07:00 PST

tired. lonely. not doing homework.

le sigh sigh and sigh. i am not leaving myspace. incase you havn't notcied....i did however drastically cut back my friends list. i'm tired. and need to do homework. i hate it.
Posted by :massacre: on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 07:25:00 PST

i'm leaving my space.

i lost the only thing that mattered to me. so i'm not coming back. i don't want to have to see his face everyday...and know that he's not mine.bye guys.
Posted by :massacre: on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 11:00:00 PST

ug.

you know... i cant really take it too much anymore. my mom is a drug addict. i am depressed. and i'm tired so...soo... tired of it. i cant wait to get our of here. i cant wait until i'm a big kid and ...
Posted by :massacre: on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 05:49:00 PST

SUMMER.

today is my year and a half with xavi. it's also my last day of summer, kind of conflicting?i'm trying to reflect, and i've realized that while i didn't do much...i did exatly what summer is about. sl...
Posted by :massacre: on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 12:12:00 PST

my weekend...

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Posted by :massacre: on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 11:52:00 PST

R.I.P me &hearts Coco. and more pix from skinny dipping 2k6

my PUP coco! Irenie and her beau. i think.MY PUP!The view from reenie's roof.Christian. and maggie. this is seriously unfortunate.neil n some dude.I was sleepy. those cigarettes disppeared so quickly....
Posted by :massacre: on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 10:02:00 PST

i LOVE my animals.

my best friend and big kitty. the bug. my stinky moosh: ...
Posted by :massacre: on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 04:25:00 PST

i'd rather fuck who i want then kill who i am told to(B4 PEACHES PIX)

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Posted by :massacre: on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 12:38:00 PST

saturday night. in a nutty shell(pics!)

k k. so that spider man one WASNT from saturday. boo....
Posted by :massacre: on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 08:23:00 PST