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sweetest sisters! why are u always on the other side?why does some kind of ocean lay between us?why is it always such a hustle 2 get thru 2 u?why r u always somewhere else? oh u 1 sister,i am longing 4 u,my desire burns inside.i reach out my arms and whisper your name,over and over again.thats my passionate fire. oh sisters and brothers,thats my aspiration!when i realised that she aint here no more and vanished from my life she came,creeping.she rose like fog from the ground and the trees.she mixed with the red and yellow colors of the fall.she became a flood that drowned me,a stone that was too heavy to hold.she became eternities that left my behind lonesome,filled with poison.the poison called pain.the eyes darken and the heart is pounding.sleep is unsteady and thoughts keep running wild.there is no rest.aspiration is here,like a mean little animal,digging silently but persistent through your guts.in the background the black dressed brother is getting prepared.hides his face and pulls a knife."my name is pain",he says.thats aspiration! and now comes grief,like dark water through door panels,it whistles like wind through a broken window.it sits on a seat on the bus.it smothers u,your tongue thickens and u cant breathe.the blade is on your skin but u dont bleed.it stones u 2 death but u dont fall.u walk with your head up but inside u duck,helplessly.thats bale,oh brothers and sisters.it sits on top of everything thats lost,it has black feathers and a black beak,that speaks:"everythings over,everything is lost." that it is not true,u just dont know because u believe in that voice.and grief is all that will remain. sisters and brothers,dont say a thing,dont even whisper and first of all:dont shout!write your answer in the snow or scrape it into ice. there is only 1 question. oh brothers and sisters-whats love?