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About Me

I love listening to music from the '90's while holding your hand."How about no longer being masochistic How about remembering your divinity How about unabashedly bawling your eyes out How about not equating death with stopping" Currently: A real-life AmÃ©lie; wishes she had techno-colored hair agian; in love with life and a certain blue-eyed lab coat wearing boy;a sleepy-eyed Art Major forced to drop out because of crazy parents; dreams of big cities and Art Schools; drives a spacebox called the Scion XB; works too much and never sees her friends anymore; drinks too much Bubble Tea, energy drinks, and Fanta; eats too much onigiri, pizza, pasta, and bagels; likes the colors purple, pink, and black; should have been named Violet; obsessed with makeup, fashion, and taking photos; enjoys dancing in public, knitting, dying hair, and listening to too much Daft Punk, MSI, and Tool; hates hurting people, waking up at seven a.m. to go to college classes and work, and twentyfour-seven party girls.I'm not the same person I used to be; yet I am exactly the same. I have been every music genre and counter-culture. Sometimes I get so excited I give myself a headache. I'm strange. People think I'm weird. I get sick alot. I am a writer. Though I'll never say I'm an artist. I am an extraverted wallflower. I love red lipstick. I love the shadows that light my room at 3am. I love looking like a grown-up five year old. I love language and the way it is spoken. I love summer time and the way it makes you want to run around barefoot. I love the way rain falls. I love night drives in the city. I love the way the ocean looks in the winter. I love crying in the rain. I love driving in the spring time while skipping school. I love dancing. I love it all. I'm more complicated than you know.And most of you will never know me at all.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

You make being bored not so boring. I want to dance with you barefoot in the middle of the night.I want to laugh with you at the beauty and pain of life.I want to kiss you in the pouring rain when it is freezing cold.I want to drive cross country with you eating at local diners. Picture me and then you start watching.

I'm impossible to forget, but I'm hard to remember3

My Blog

yum.

The Arabs and Indians have the hottest make up ever.I used to love to look at the beauty mags when i worked at super 8 with Krupa and Gita. LOL.I'm an addict. To makeup....
Posted by s a m m y on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 01:02:00 PST

And we may never be here again.

On and on I've been waiting on the open invitation You're silent show me no relation In the rising cold Don't you feel alone I'll be standing with your sorrow All you left me's gone away tomorrow A...
Posted by s a m m y on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 06:36:00 PST

Its cold.

Like when you're dead. Senior Year '05 ...
Posted by s a m m y on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 04:57:00 PST

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So I cut myself today. By accident. The knife was in the sink; I didn't see it. Sliced right into living flesh. Funny how it hurts when you're not expecting it. Funny how it doesn't when you are. ...
Posted by s a m m y on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 06:34:00 PST

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His air conditioner talks to me. It tells me all the truths; it tells me what I don't want to hear. It tells me that I'm worthless. It whispers names at me. In the middle of the night, it wakes me ...
Posted by s a m m y on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 03:50:00 PST

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So here I am again. Lost. And in deep shit. What's so hard to understand? I'm leaving. Either its leaving you two or leaving this world. You make me miserable. So yes, I have to, its going to be h...
Posted by s a m m y on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 01:05:00 PST

oh the memories

i used to be obsessed with this show when i was little.and you think im kidding......
Posted by s a m m y on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 01:25:00 PST

Nani?

HAHHAHAHAHAH*breathes*HHAHHAHHAHHAHHA...
Posted by s a m m y on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 01:09:00 PST

No going back?

Baby, I love you. And Im terrified.
Posted by s a m m y on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 07:19:00 PST

doop-dee-doo

Before i wacked my hairz off. like a month ago. or more. geez. why am i so gross looking, gosh. BOWLING. MONSTA FACES. sexy man. cutest boy evaaaaaaaaa car wash! in jacksonville,...
Posted by s a m m y on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 12:49:00 PST