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ida

because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone. no matter how many people are around.

About Me

in love with life.dreaming. thinking. singing. doing pilates. laughing. talking. hugging. reading. writing. crying. seeking for truth, knowledge and the ultimate feeling of my own private inner peace.still in the process of learning how to let go.

My Interests

music. photography. walks on the beach. cardriving on a sunny day with open windows and a good sound. singing. creating music. good conversations. american football. journeys. cooking and baking. good and bad jokes (i prefer the really bad ones). caps. bags. big dogs. being with my friends and family.

I'd like to meet:

someone who cares. and sean penn.View All Friends | View Blog | View Pics | Add Comment

Music:

Elvis, Counting Crows, The Platters, Johnny Cash, War Kids, Feist, Calexico, DJ Vadim, Keith Caputo, Life of Agony, Refused, Type 0 Negative, Joy Denalane, Freundeskreis, Jack Johnson, Jill Scott, David Bowie, Ella Fitzgerald, Billie Holiday, Pat Suzuki, a lot of the good 50ies sound...

Movies:

Happy Feet, Lucky # Slevin (that was awesome), Blue in the Face, Smoke, Before Sunrise&Sunset, the Tarantino&Rodriguez Collection (especially Four Rooms, Kill Bill, From Dusk Till Dawn and Pulp Fiction), The Batman Collection, Love&Basketball, Movies with Zombies (Night of the living Dead and so on), High Fidelity, The Crow, Superman, Dogma...

Television:

Will&Grace, Friends, Scrubs.

Books:

Calvin&Hobbes, all Harry Potters, all Terry Pratchetts, and books written by: Patricia Cornwell, Joy Fielding, Hilary Norman and Sue Grafton.

Heroes:

My Granddad who survived the 2nd worldwar with one bullet in his head and one in his leg. He was an inventor, a teacher and the best chessplayer and granddad in the world.

My Blog

coffee cream & sunshine dream

He puts his head on his underarms and closes his eyes.The wind which whaves through the open window into the room and over his neck reminds him of her breath.How good she had always smelled. Her neck....
Posted by ida on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 12:55:00 PST

shift my relations

The train is leaving.I'm touching the window as if it was your cheek, I'm touching it with my thumb. As if it was your cheek. I'm leaning my head against the window, close to my hand, and then I close...
Posted by ida on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 12:54:00 PST

where I need to be

Listen to the seaThe waves hitting the rocksThe wet sandAnd the screaming sea mewsFlying over my headSmell the seaThe water and the saltThe sunlotionAnd the icecreamMelting in my handFeel the seaThe s...
Posted by ida on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 12:53:00 PST

being with them

It's warm when I move and cold when I sit back down. Not really cold but there's cold air in here. I can smell different people, coconutcake and rice with vegetables and chicken. Also beer.I can hear ...
Posted by ida on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 12:52:00 PST

year survey

2007 In The Beginning......Where did you bring in the New Year?:  at a club downtown. Who were you with?: sarah, phil, mike, carlos, zaid.Did you kiss anyone at midnight?: sarah kissed me. unexpe...
Posted by ida on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 07:46:00 PST

realness - living life to the fullest

there are times when life just doesn't feel real.or better - there are times when i realize how realness can feel like. when i'm able to seize the dignity of life.when i drive at night to go to the oc...
Posted by ida on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 02:03:00 PST

Q&A

1. What are your initials?IMLK2. What is your favorite thing to wear?my cat woman outfit3. Last thing you ate?chupa chups lollipop4. Last thing you drank?melon juice5. I say "SHOTGUN", you say?BITCH.6...
Posted by ida on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 06:14:00 PST

proud to announce...

... that my team, the Graz Giants, won the EFAF-Cup Championship today!!!The season's over now and I look back to such a lot of amazing, hot, shocking, frustrating, funny, loud, labor-intensive, sad, ...
Posted by ida on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 11:10:00 PST

and my wasted heart...

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Posted by ida on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 02:50:00 PST

The Impulse

I was at the hospital yesterdayto get my knees checked, which are hurt due to my love to basketball (damaged cartilages and MRI on Monday). Next to me a woman at the age of 63 which got (after a chem...
Posted by ida on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 01:15:00 PST