About Me
I get misjudged all the time, people say a lot of things which arent good about me without even knowing me first which really hurts me a lot...umm...i think ive got insomnia already,i don't want to be bossed around and pushed over by some bully, i can't live alone especially without those i care and love so much...i am such an attached person which makes me vulnerable when left by myself. i draw a great amount of my strength and courage on my loved ones and that i am afraid i can't live without them for they have made me who i am now, likes to please everybody even if it is impossible, provides help to the needy, wasted, lame, sacrifices for the sake of other's happiness even if it would cost mine, isolated, thougthful, i have sad and expressive eyes, helpless at some situations, hates anything noisy, too much pollution and watever stinky!, understanding, fallen, a little unlucky, childish at times, open-minded, has a sweet tooth, forgiving, has pure intentions, has faith and trust love for to me it is what matters the most, sometimes a bit demanding so when my expectations are never met i tend to get deppressed or maybe a little blue, musically inclined, extremes especially when i love someone i make sure that i make him remain happy by my side, i respect other people's decisions but they should also be considerate of mine, i like to meet new people although i am scared of what they mightsay about me but eventually i have tried to enjoy my life to the fullest and tried to get out of my shell to break away from what i think is not right for me and show the world what i truly am, deprived (haha!), faithful, god-fearing, stubborn,insatiable, has a vivid imagination, creative, has an inferiority complex at times, sometimes a negative thinker, adventurous, articulate, dreamer, loves freedom, doesn't like to be tied down by somebody only when needed!, tormented, humble, i hate people who meddle with my affairs and those who take what is rightfully mine, i hate those who make a fuss out of small things, aggressive, sometimes i get jealous easily, strong willed, sometimes out of control, makulit, rebel, fighter,i guess some find me boring while others think im interesting,i hate being rejected and losing isn't an option,talented, gets abused sometimes due to my giving and helpful nature!, weird, unique, i hate bugs! and other creepy crawlies there and then, an elf (in my dreams only!), loves creatures that go bump in the night!, legends and mythologies are a fave of mine as well, affectionate, apathetic,artistic, charming, annoying, believer of a lot of things which i myself am having a hard time to explain, as of now i am still looking for my true purpose in this world but till then i want to make the most of what i have, actually i am not materialistic although i must admit that i do crave for some things as well,i don't want to live my life with regrets and i know i have had some already in the past which really affected me in some ways i think it has changed some of my points of view in life, got sharp senses although i got poor eyesight coz its in my genes!, numb and fed up!,i hate blood and sharp objects like needles! i'm fair skinned, sings well,i enjoy drawing and sketching whatever i please, loves anime and ragnarok even some computer games like final fantasy and tekken, excels in sports, homebody, sentimental, tempermental(moody!), frank and true to those around me, not such a sweet and innocent girl i also have a bad side, i am one self critical person...heck,i sometimes lack the patience i need, but it's a gud thing people still don't get fed up with me and just accept me for all of me...im so complicated it would be hard to really understand me i just hope you do! i hate comparison it's not cause i am the best but i after hearing one i feel like i can't be better or be like that someone, i am very choosy with what i eat which makes other people criticize me, i can be a crybaby at times when i feel hopeless.
