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(Brooks)...an illusion built to last...

I am here for Friends

About Me

Judge me & i'll prove you wrong
tell me what to do & i'll tell you OFF
say i'm not worth it but watch where i end up
call me a BITCH & i'll show you one.
FUCK ME over and i'll do the same to you but only twice as bad
call me crazy ...BUT YOU REALLY HAVE NO IDEA!!!!
I am an "out-of-work" computer technician, but I do currently have a job as a Caretaker of children.(i dont like being called a nanny, so i dont use the word to describe myself) I take care of them, cook for them, tell them when to take a bath and when it's bed time, help them with their homework, Clean the house, and normal dad-related tings without actually being their father, of course.
I am a certified Computer Technician. I've had my A Plus Cert since i was 14. I've continued my education since then of course. I am currently enrolled in Dalton State College, although i do not attend presently. I had a bad stroke of luck recently and could not afford it this semester, but i do anticipate attending in the spring.
I guess that's my closing statment. I hope to hear from you soon.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Brooks Elias Hansen
Birthday: May 8, 1986
Birthplace: New Brunswick, NJ
Current Location: Dalton, GA
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5 Feet 11 Inches
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Italian Norweigan
The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike Air
Your Weakness: Cheese
Your Fears: Losing everything and everyone
Your Perfect Pizza: Pineapple, or Pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get on my feet, fully
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Cool,or lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: Im still here, i wonder if i work today
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes, i guess
Your Bedtime: whenever i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: My father
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: Yes, about to quit
Do you Swear: Fuck yeah
Do you Sing: Mhm
Do you Shower Daily: Yessumm
Have you Been in Love: Yep
Do you want to go to College: Yep, i just have to enroll
Do you want to get Married: isnt it illegal?
Do you belive in yourself: Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: Sure
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Yep
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: Yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Do my rx's count?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes (thanks kelly)
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes, plenty of times
Ever been Beaten up: Yes
Ever Shoplifted: yes :(
How do you want to Die: I dont
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: sucessful
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: short, but any will do
Weight: not too big, but thats not an issue
Best Clothing Style: Any
Number of Drugs I have taken: the past is the past
Number of CDs I own: doesnt matter
Number of Piercings: atleast 1
Number of Tattoos: doesnt matter
Number of things in my Past I Regret: any, buti dont regret, i learn
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You Are 24% Selfish
In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
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My Interests

You Are 91% New Jersey!

Wow, you're totally Jersey. There's no doubt about it. Congratulations, and always be proud to be Jersey--it's a great thing to be!

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I'd like to meet:

Anyone cool...

Music:

Everything has a time and place.

Movies:

i love movies in general (Fav: Spiderman, Cruel Intentions, Mean Girls, Singles, Final Destination 2, Requiem For A dream, Pi, SLC Punk, Lilo and Stitch, Shrek 2, Matrix {all 3[although i like 2 best]})

Television:

[adult swim]

Books:

A Catcher in the Rye

Heroes:

My father, may he rest in peace 6/11/06 I love you dad

My Blog

without any hope

i went to the hospital on account of my abcess, they drained it 4 times, and it's just as big as it was, medicaid denied me, i have no job, no insurance and no money. they gave me a prescription for a...
Posted by (Brooks)...an illusion built to last... on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 06:37:00 PST

so lost

I'm so lost without people I used to have in my life. What ever happened to the good old days, when everything was in some way distorted, but it was okay because nothing was normal, so one weird ...
Posted by (Brooks)...an illusion built to last... on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 12:32:00 PST

will i ever be good enough?

what am i doing wrong? i do everything for you. more, much more than i even do for myself. will it ever be good enough to just be me? tell me what to change and i'll consider it.    ...
Posted by (Brooks)...an illusion built to last... on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 10:34:00 PST

a poem stolen from jessa

After a while you learn the subtle differenceBetween holding a hand and chaining a soul,And you learn that love doesn't mean leaningAnd company doesn't mean security,And you begin to learn that kisses...
Posted by (Brooks)...an illusion built to last... on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 09:01:00 PST

it’s about time

I haven't blogged in a while, so I figured it was about time. Everytime I write a new blog, it's usually about the same crap, redundance. Not this time. (well maybe) Well, to start off, I got fired fr...
Posted by (Brooks)...an illusion built to last... on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 08:21:00 PST

a to z

A- Avaliable?: NoA - Age: 20A - Annoyance: IgnoranceB - Best Friends: NJ crew, EricaB - Birthday: May 8C - Crush: N/AC - Car: '02 Grand PrixC- Candy: Reese's(anything) D - Day or night: NightD - Dre...
Posted by (Brooks)...an illusion built to last... on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 11:11:00 PST

It was so good, I thought I'd revise and re-post. Also, it fits my current thoughts.

i'm sad and i dont know why, i miss my friends, i miss having the freedom to do what i want, i miss being mad at my dad, i miss alot of things, but missing doesnt bring them back, i miss the world, bu...
Posted by (Brooks)...an illusion built to last... on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 04:59:00 PST

All About Me

*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me*   Basics:Name:Brooks Elias Hansen. Date of Birth:05/08/1986. Birthplace:New Brunswick, NJ. Current Location:Dalton, GA. Eye Color:Brown. Hair Color:Blonde...
Posted by (Brooks)...an illusion built to last... on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 04:47:00 PST

scared to death.

What's the point in emotional attatchment if someone will always get hurt? Even in the good situations, someone will die, someone will move on or something will end up forcing you apart. In any way yo...
Posted by (Brooks)...an illusion built to last... on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 06:18:00 PST

Random poetry from 2001-2002 By Brooks Hansen Jr.

the similaritiesby: Brooks Hansenwith one touch I'm filledemotion and strifeboth have kept meaway from the lifethe pain the needwill soon subsideI will never again feedthe tear-thirsty tideso I'll sta...
Posted by (Brooks)...an illusion built to last... on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 03:04:00 PST