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good and well in the land of DOOM!!

I am here for Dating, Friends and Networking

About Me

.... .. .. I'm a 23 year old soldier stationed at ft riley kansas. I play in a band called Maris. Check us out on our myspace page. I spend much of my time playing music and hanging out with friends.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

everyone who's lives our completely consumed by music. Just like mine.

My Blog

lost love

well ashley told me she is no longer in love with me.  at one time she said she would always be in love and we would try again when she knew she was ready for it.  everything just seemed so perfect wh...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 09:31:00 GMT

just tired

im tired....im tired of feeling like i dont care anymore...i dont care what happens...to me or anyone else....im tired of feeling like i need someone else to be happy....im tired of feeling like i hav...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 07:52:00 GMT

nice guys finish last

you know im sure everyone has heard that nice guys finish last, and as much as maybe its true or maybe its not.  i believe it...   it seems like every girl that seems actually worth being wi...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 20:03:00 GMT

the veil of perception

our perception seem to cloud just about everything we do in our lives.  just as we make an decisions based on our past truths an experiences we also make choices on our own perception of the situ...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 06:45:00 GMT

a reason to die for?

you know i heard a saying sometime in the recent past "they say that a man that has nothing he would die for, has no reason to live at all" or it was at least something to that effect.  In the pa...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 19:20:00 GMT

as a chapter ends

you know as this chapter finally ends i feel so numbed. she was the brightest star in my night. her star is written on my chest as close to my heart as i could get it...forever it will be there, a c...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 10:28:00 GMT

and the epic ceases to end

you know as much as all this sucks, i realize that i dont think everything will ever really by fully ok, it will be a very long time till i care and love anyone as much as ashley, but i cant just si...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 07:16:00 GMT

things i didn’t think i would find at home.

so yeah i'm still kinda stunned by this all.   for the first time in my life I realized that i am very deeply in love with one of my old friends.  not the type of romatic love that ever...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 13:41:00 GMT

chimes of the soul

chimes of the soul, written with no goal only to sooth, and the conscious to lose the breath takes it's place in a space to erase and the mind takes on a role of it's own   the fingers bite in a ...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 17:33:00 GMT

pieces of my mind

when pieces of my mind go missing and astray they'll live thier own life in world filled with doubt and slowly get lost in unaltered delay when clouds learn to part and walls fall from the heart they'...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 20:10:00 GMT