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Pestilence

There is a fine line between genius and insanity, I have erased this line.

About Me

The intrinsic value of the creative mind.
An insatiable desire for knowledge...
I tend to perceive myself as an optimist, open-ended to the concept of life, in-taking cognitive forms of morals, values, and thoughts to indulge in for my own perception. Nothing is more satisfying than pushing the mind to its limit and creating new aspects to ensue individuality. And though I strive for so much, I grow weary of the bland infinity that is materialism and often refer to a dilapidated state of revery and get lost in the exploits of intangibility from my mind.
I am a multitude of artistic endeavors.
I am a writer without the influence. I am a artist without the knowledge. I am a guitarist without a cause. I am a care-free, open-minded, lore-fiend of a person, bent on amelioration, who is, at times, socially despondent, with slight hints of insanity and insomnia, with a severe dilemma from procrastination.
Among all of this comes the zealous antics for adventuring and exploring randomosity to the point of invigoration. NONSENSE! I REQUIRE MORE NONSENSE! HOHOHOHAHAHAHEHEHEooooooo!! SHWAAAHH?!?!?...I am extremely selfless...for insanity's sake. I am always up for shenanigans, journey's, hijinks, or any other mis-adventure involving chaos, depravation, and screaming temporal DOOM!
I live for friends, to experience life with them and as an individual, although that term has been deemed archaic (according to some pseudo-intellectuals) and is often misconstrued. TOMFOOLERY! Life exceeds that which our minds can even comprehend and is only confined by the groups of swashbucklers who persist in denial and shelter off their imagination.
Imagination is the key to infinite possibilities, for creation, for individualism...at least for the volitionary...

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 46%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Orderliness |||||| 26%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 43%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Self absorbed || 10%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||||| 50%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical security || 10%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||| 77%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||| 16%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

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Shallow reminiscence of an arcaine past. Malicious intents devoureddreams. Nightmares manifest an ill-willed infestant, condescending everything once adored. Devitrify the windowof adolescence. Disparity convoluted in the center of nothing. Scorned deception, empty, decrepit, and weak. I am just a worthlessliar, murdered by life's deceit. Wallowing through the blood and rain,withered away, and left insane. Infected souls decaying and screaming,tearing the skin to distill the bleeding. Sewn inside my skin, the ghost ofrotting sin. Skin my flesh to breathe, theres nothing left in me. Etherealbliss derives from screaming while you die. Benevolence disgraced to yourconvulsive echoing lies. Gone! our lives are drowning now, theres no comingback. Frail hearts decay to black, all thats left is ash! Fall! theresnothing left to see, theres no air left to breathe, perpetual insanity,distorting humanity. Show me, drain me, I am your disease, embellished into your veins,in vain to your distain. Empathy is just a faze to tear the scabs away.Eyes are bleeding gray, dying in dismay. Screaming in pain and thesilence is deafening, ashes wither in the center of nothing.

I'd like to meet:

AIM - Katarick Itake
LJ - Katarick


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"Any creative intelligence, of sufficient complexity to design anything, comes into existence only as the end product of an extended process of gradual evolution."

Music:

As the pattern gets more intricate and subtle, being swept along is no longer enough...

This rhythm has a pulse, your insides are the only retreat.

Movies:

The Crow, Equilibrium, Team America, Kung-Pow, Ong-Bak, Tom Yun Goon, The Last Samurai, Cowboy Bebop, Vampire Hunter D, Escaflowne, Akira, Totoro, Ace Ventura(both of them), Beauty and the Beast, Alladin, Billy Madison, Fight Club, Se7en, Saw2, American Beauty, The Butterfly Effect, Children of Men, 28 Days/28 Weeks Later...zombie movies errrrrrrrrrr...Psychological movies, Martial arts movies, Horror and Anime movies...Jackie Chan...

Television:

Cartoons Family Guy, The Simpsons, Invader Zim, Metalocalypse, Futurama, South Park, all that good stuff. Also, old Nickelodeon shows, i.e. Rockos Modern Life, Ren and Stimpy, Angry Beavers, Doug, etcetera...
Anime Hellsing, Gungrave, Cowboy Bebop, Rouroni Kenshin, Evangelion, Trigun, Elfen Lied, Outlaw Star, Scrapped Princess, Berserk, Chobits, Genshiken, Soul Taker, The Melancholy of Hahuri Suzumia, Melody of Oblivion, Boogie Pop Phantom, Full Metal Panic...
Others Conan O' Brien, Who's Line is it Anyway?, Survivor Man...The Science Channel, Discovery Channel, History Channel, Documentaries...Yeah, thats right...

Books:

JTHM, A Scanner Darkly, 1984, The 48 Laws of Power, The Lucifer Principle, The God Delusion, Jeph Loeb, anything with in depth philosophical outlooks... comics/manga and horror.

My Blog

The Death of Fear.

Trembling transitions, eluding comprehension. Masticating on deaths perverted nectar. Consume yourself, turn something into nothing. Devolve your reputable lore. Compile, defile, desert and repeat. Th...
Posted by Pestilence on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 04:32:00 PST

Endless.

My thoughts are a gateway to an uncontrolled world of pain; blind to the onlookers who try to perceive, like a devitrified window found in your nightmare...My mind pulsates with every second, sweat gl...
Posted by Pestilence on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:25:00 PST

Innovation through a massacre.

Something will not become if nothing is destroyed. I am infected with a cause, infected because there is hope, infected because it tears me apart, infected with the repugnant beauty of acceptance. I s...
Posted by Pestilence on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:26:00 PST

Insomnia.

And I'm left with a blank stare, undignified from salivation. My taste buds are dead,my eyes burn and I can't escape. I inquire into how I got here, as I flounder about this infected acquisition (obsc...
Posted by Pestilence on Tue, 22 May 2007 06:11:00 PST

Time...

    Fate is ending time and vice versa. I have sought out to achieve, but motivation is not of the essence and neither is time. My volitional ability to create has been stultified - hin...
Posted by Pestilence on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 05:03:00 PST

To everyone that was everyone.

Everything has subsided. Everyone turned into memories.  It hasn't been that long but it all left so fast. This seperation that I cannot control, kills me.  The drama between everyone and ev...
Posted by Pestilence on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:54:00 PST

The little engine that tried, and died a horrible death.

        Upon recent pseudo-intellectual events, it has been discovered that 1 car  1 truck  5 guys(including 1 Irish) and plots for adventurous shenaniga...
Posted by Pestilence on Tue, 02 May 2006 03:15:00 PST

Religion and eskimos...what a world we live in.

The following erraticism is being shat out of my brain like a snausage eating, Polish, fat man...I hope that you get offended, and I hope you cry about it...especially if you're French.   A ...
Posted by Pestilence on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 12:38:00 PST

Random shit...funny.

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Yup, confiscated me plutonium they did, Pro:no mutated dificiencies, Con:-1 bar of mass destruction. 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? NO 3. W...
Posted by Pestilence on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 02:04:00 PST

mwaaaaaaw

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