I'm not a flirt, just a little FRIENDLY. I love to be on my own and dance while listening to my TUNES. An outgoing person like myself, I would like to say I have a whole lot of friends but I have SERIOUS TRUST ISSUES so anyone that knows me and is offended, don't be. I admit, I'm secretive about my PERSONAL life. So what if I only tell half the truth, maybe there's only half worth telling. I've had my heart broken one too many times and a little scared to get too close to anyone but everyone wants to be loved...shhh...I SMOKE like a chemney, CUSS like a sailor. I surround myself with lots of buddies, but I still feel so ALONE. I just need to find a hobby! i'm a workaholic. I like to drink but sorry for falling asleep, give me something to do and I'm good. I hear that I can be extremely LOUD so tell you now before I annoy you, oopsy, that's just me. shhh...I'm in love with my friend.
SMASHING PUMPKINS - SUFFER
all that you suffer is all that you are
all that you smother is all that you are
and you're saying you're seeing, you're seeing who you are
what takes meaning is cleaning the meaning of who you are
all may say i will dream and all may say
all of your struggles beneath your disguise
drink from the reasons that you hold alive
'til we're safe from the reasons that hold you alive
you must rise from the mounds of desire and change
too late to discover peace of mind
too late to recover me
all you see and all breathe and all you cease to be
taken down your only son and what he means to me
your dream will be to dream with me
will you wait? yes i will, i will wait for you
to cleanse your life takes more than time
take what you want, take all of it
too late to discover peace of mind
too late to recover
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: michelle
Birthday: 08-28-85
Birthplace: sactown, cali
Current Location: brooklyn park, mn
Eye Color: light brown
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 4'11
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: hmoob
The Shoes You Wore Today: girly boots
Your Weakness: A SMILE
Your Fears: std
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni smiley pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: finish paying off all debts
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: oh yeah
Thoughts First Waking Up: shit, again!
Your Best Physical Feature: a nice smile
Your Bedtime: whenever i drunk
Your Most Missed Memory: my bed
Pepsi or Coke: rather not drink soda
MacDonalds or Burger King: aything with chicken
Single or Group Dates: alone time for more loving
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: rather not...eww
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: no way
Do you Smoke: like a chemney
Do you Swear: like a sailor
Do you Sing: you betcha
Do you Shower Daily: it's a must
Have you Been in Love: at least i thought i was
Do you want to go to College: i tried and don't care
Do you want to get Married: after 30 yrs old
Do you belive in yourself: not all the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: car sick
Do you think you are Attractive: maybe my big ass
Are you a Health Freak: i wouldn't say that
Do you get along with your Parents: not always
Do you like Thunderstorms: not really
Do you play an Instrument: yeah right
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: everyday
In the past month have you Smoked: everyday
In the past month have you been on Drugs: for a week straight
In the past month have you gone on a Date: once or twice
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: hell no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: never
In the past month have you been on Stage: for what
In the past month have you been Dumped: never dumped but cheated on but why?
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: not lately
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: plenty
Ever been called a Tease: everyday
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: once and i fell awful about it
How do you want to Die: painless
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i figure that out later
What country would you most like to Visit: japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: i wouldn't know
Favourite Hair Color: red mohawk
Short or Long Hair: whichever looks the part
Height: taller than me
Weight: not overwieght
Best Clothing Style: carefree
Number of Drugs I have taken: it's in the past or with me
Number of CDs I own: plenty
Number of Piercings: quite a bit
Number of Tattoos: don't matter excpet it turns me on
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too much to think about
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!FUEL - INNOCENT
satan, you know where i lie
gently i go into that good night
all our lives get complicated
search for pleasures overrated
never armed our souls
what the future would hold
when we were innocent
angels, lend me your might
forfeit all my lives to get just one right
all those colors long since faded
all our smiles are confiscated
what the future would hold
when we were innocent
this prayer is for me tonight
the far down that line and still ain't got it right
and while confessions not yet stated
our next sin is contemplated
never did we know
what the future hold
or that we'd be bought and sold
when we were innocent
