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my disaster

About Me

http://www.last.fm/user/shabby_doll00/

Email me at [email protected] -- I only check myspace about once a week.

You think I bleed water
breathe smoke
eat foam

Listen what I don't say
listen my acid blood
perforated lungs
snapping bite...

You think you race faster than my tracks hold
but I can salvage you when you derail
I count trestles
I round bends
I climb hills
I can take you far away
and bring you back home.

I think you dread safe rides
you crave train wrecks and torture,
spina bifida, the exposed backbone
of love sex want

we will miss this ride
if you do not
get on

FIRST AND FOREMOST:

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"I laid my heart open to the benign indifference of the universe."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



My Blog

New and Sorta New

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Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 21:13:00 GMT

Stamina

3 small pictures of people who love to play until they fall down.
Posted by on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 16:58:00 GMT

Drink bleach.

To my mild dismay, no less than five of my closest friends have simultaneously and individually decided to STOP DRINKING.  They share common reasons:  health, boredom, new meds, virility, fi...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 08:54:00 GMT

Acupuncture

A few weeks ago, a 31 year old Chinese woman found blood in her urine and went to the emergency room.  Doctors discovered 26 needles scattered through her body that had been inside her a long l...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 07:24:00 GMT

An argument for both sides

"As long as human beings can sit and watch with hands folded while their fellow men are tortured and butchered, so long will civilization be a hollow mockery, a wordy phantom suspended like a mirage a...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 07:58:00 GMT

Joseph Cornell (versus mediocrity)

For a little while, "altered art" projects tempted me to try scissors and glue at an altered book, or box, or screen.   But after googling "altered art," I see amateur DIY kids and housewives lon...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 13:27:00 GMT

Abortus

Abortus (a poem) AbortusThe unwanted offspring of affection,friendship's mutant child;love languishes inside me,fetal, malnourished, untended.Fantasies of nurture and growthwithered these past days...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 21:56:00 GMT

1824 (revised)

Stonewall Jackson was born that year; Lord Byron died. The patriarch oak grew.   Australia was new; Burma at war. Saint Petersburg flooded and killed 200. The patriarch oak didn't know.   A ...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 04:52:00 GMT

Yesterday At Good Will

Yesterday at Good Will (is it two words? Goodwill doesn't look right.) Anyway, yesterday at a crowded Good Will, a plump grandmother and her 12 year old granddaughter were shopping near me, talki...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 23:18:00 GMT

Untitled (warning: it's a poem.)

Falling out of touchis slipping off the page.Sinking teeth into blank spacetears time apart,rips airfrom our lungs;we used to breathe together.I've been busyI've been sickI've be...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 22:59:00 GMT